A Bouquet for You

I've been in edging forums lately and I am really loving being part of that community. It's sexy and horny & self control and loss of control - all at once, all things great. I thought I'd try my hand at giving some (Jerk Off Instructions (JOI) to a long-distance edging buddy (LDEB). Instead of sending them porn or only moaning for their sake, I edged myself to an eventual orgasm. Along with the instructions, I sent my LDEB the pictures at the beginning of the video while giving them their JOI to help them reach their edge without sending them over it. With edging - for most, not all - the emphasis is not on the orgasm, but the built up pleasure experienced with the anticipation of orgasm. I made this video after day 6 of not cumming, and it was unreal! See for yourself. ;)

This video was actually our first that we made, I asked him to tie me down using my bed restraints and play with me to bring me to orgasm. He asked if he could use my toy…uh, duh! :) Leg restraints: 10/10 my thighs tend to get in the way of my orgasm sometimes Hand restraints: 5/10 not a fan, probably won’t see my hands restrained often.

I decided to do some self care and get dressed up cute for fun, maybe reach out to a few of my FWBs to see if they’d want to come over since I was home alone. No such luck, but I didn’t want to waste the look so I kept the self-care going with my Lush 2 and my iPhone camera 😉

Watch me pleasure myself with my tail anal toy in, and intentionally not cum. I love to feel/watch my thighs and ass jiggle when I get close to orgasm. 20 minutes of just pleasure, no release. Plus, puns are fun. ;)

I got some cute new sleepwear and lingerie and of course I had to put it on all at once and do a fashion show for my M🧡NP community. As expected, taking my clothes off got me turned on pretty quickly, which quickly led to one of my favourite things - me tasting myself after an orgasm. I can definitely say I’m happy with my new loungewear. ;)

Lube me up, Keke! One night we were laying in bed about to play and Cinna told me to “slow down or I’m going to cum soon” and something about that made me want to NOT slow down. But he wanted me to ride him then, so I asked him to promise I could make a video where I get him off without expecting anything in return. I turned it into a Cinna Night and pampered him with a FULL body massage. It was so much fun making his leg twitch and watching his balls get taught as he was getting close. However, it took a little more than elbow grease…

I am very excited and extremely grateful to introduce Master, my new, and first, Dom that I will be filming with once in a while :3 This was our second meet up, but the chemistry was instant when we matched on a dating app, and even though the connection was more than physical, we both have an agreement that Master will only message his slut (me) when he wants to use my holes. I am typically a submissive person in the bedroom and that's not something I can get from Cinna. Enter Master, who is in a polyam relationship. I fill a role in his life as his slut and he fills, well, all my holes. *drool* This gives me a chance for more anal sex and actual deepthroating practice; if you don't use it you do, in fact, lose it..as you might notice, and my apologies for that, but to keep it real, I didn't want to edit it out. Since a sub/dom relationship is new for me to do in person, he has been going easy with me until I ease into the role a bit more, but one thing he was eager to do was cum in my ass, as he has claimed it as his. I think this forest romp makes it official. I did a good job, so Master said I could cum on my own...I have yet to accomplish that since he dropped me off. The next morning update: Master filled me up so deep and full that a full 14 hours later it was still dripping and gushing out of me. Next time I see Master won't be for a little bit and I'm sad, but that just means the anticipation will be heightened and I'll be more desperate for Master's glorious cock. xoxo

I was interrupted while getting ready for work by the thoughts of a sex dream I’d woken up from that morning. I don’t remember much of the details while writing this, but I do remember seeing myself laid out with my legs open and my wet pussy exposed to the air while I begged to the point of crying to be fucked, touched, cocked…I could feel the yearning in my dream. I don’t even know that I got the sex I was whimpering for, I just know it made me incredibly horny. ^_^ Update: I told the person who the dream was about and he sent me a picture of his hard cock. I’m just giddy. And more horny thinking about it.

I once again had time to kill before work and I woke up very horny. I’ve been using the Dipsea audio app for my solo sessions. I’ve since found an immersive audio that I can’t get enough of featuring two hot sounding men (American and British accents) who worship me. I love every minute and I orgasm on cue every time.

What do you do when you don’t feel like having period sex? Blowjobs and anal! We both love bjs and anal (bj first always), and I love my tail plug :)