The one by the pool

After a nice warm bath where I forbade myself from touching my pussy, I was so ready! I crescendoed a few times and tasted myself whilst making lots of noise before finally orgasming. I had fun bouncing my butt and moving around into different positions in this one ;)

What started as a little play turned into more – and the first time I fully show my face! The action is handheld for the first half, so be prepared for a slightly bumpy ride ;)

This is the little dildo that came as part of a pegging set, and I was curious to see how it could be used in other ways. You'll see me trying it for the first time; playing around with different angles and positions until I find what feels good with the help of my trusty bullet vibe (because like the majority of vagina-owners, I need clitoral stimulation to orgasm). September 15th is Vaginismus Awareness Day. I'm sharing this video because at the beginning of my sexual awakening, I often felt so confronted at the size of the dildos/enlarged penises in mainstream porn that I was scared away from penetration. It made my journey of healing from vaginismus that much harder because of the psychological barrier that built up. Most of my previous videos are penetration-free if that's something you'd like to watch one of those instead. Please feel free to reach out to me on my socials if you're struggling with vaginismus, I know I would've given anything to feel less alone through my healing ❤️ I'm also so excited for the MLNP Academy to launch so that others like me have a better place to learn.

I was alone in the office and a spicy chat gave me ideas...

Hiking and hotel rooms make me horny, so this is a double whammy. Watch me stroke my clit, pulse my ass to orgasm and lick my fingers afterwards. It was nice and quiet so enjoy the breathing sounds too.

I had to do some gardening for a client who was on holidays, so naturally I wore lingerie under my work gear so I could reward my hard labour. This is the first time I reveal more of my face! It was such a turn-on wearing this lace blindfold that I'll keep using it from now on. This vid is quieter than usual because the neighbours were right next door. I hope this dose of summer sun warms you up wherever you are! I also want to thank everyone who has watched and commented on my videos so far. It feels so empowering to share myself with you all, and my first MLNP paycheck has allowed me to get some much needed chronic pain treatment. xoxo Fern

Long time fantasy, first time going for it! I loved hearing my juices tinkle into the bath water and it got me so worked up, I was shaking by the end.

As someone who only overcame vaginismus a year ago, penetration has not been in my repertoire until recently. This is the first time I've filmed myself exploring my holes and I enjoyed orgasming from both inside and outside with lots of squelchy sounds because lube is the best thing ever.

On a relaxed Sunday afternoon, I was feeling rather sensual and enjoyed playing around in some of my favourite positions until I came VERY intensely. It felt extra special looking out the window knowing anyone could see me... and making eye contact with you ;)

This is a quickie because I got so turned on putting on my crotchless thong and fishnets! As usual, I experiment with lots of different angles and my new favourite, some gentle rimming. I've got my legs up against the wall which engages my pelvic floor and brings a rush of blood to the head for an intense orgasm. Hope you enjoy the come-down with me too ;)