Watch Me Get Fucked

This #metime is courtesy of me admiring myself in the mirror for a long enough time that I got turned on. Lately, I have been really leaning into the type of confidence that would have made a version of me a year or two ago uncomfortable. I imagine that’s a product of filming and watching myself masturbate for going on 6 months.

I grew a garden this year -- among one of the plants, Toothache plant. Historically used to treat toothaches, I thought I was just growing it for fun -- until I found out the effects: a numb, drooling, slobbery mouth. As far as I'm concerned, this is an herb for sloppy oral sex. I LOVE sucking cock. It's really one of my sex favorites. Kayak is really turned on by wet, slobbery, drooling and otherwise messy mouths & pussies. Toothache plant couldn't be better for blow jobs. It was MESSY. Lots of fun. Hope you enjoy this video! We moved our bed onto the front porch & this is our first time filming anything out here :)

Sometimes when I'm playing around with myself, things get a little...weird (throw back to the video where I stuff radishes in my pussy & butthole). In this little ditty, I fill up with coconut oil and then turn my wand up to the third setting, a level I hadn't obtained until the filming of this video. Did I ruin my orgasm? Yes, I did. But the intensity of the wand was a lot of fun!

CC: I’ve got some time before I go to work. I thought we’d spend that time together. I had a wet dream the other day. I didn’t even know women could have wet dreams — but I woke up and I was coming. So. I had a dream…that…I was watching this guy fuck this other guy…and I came over and I was sucking the one guys dick…and then they were fucking me…and then, at the end of it…a whole bunch of people were watching me and I just came. I wasn’t still fucking them, I was just masturbating. In front of a whole bunch of people and they watched me cum. And I think that’s kind of what we do on here. I really didn’t know that I liked to be watched until I started making these videos to be honest. It wasn’t something I went into thinking “oh I can’t wait for people to watch me.” But now that I do I really like it.

Here’s a video featuring a yoga zoom class I did in my living room! And after I got out the wand, as I do. Since I’ve started making these videos, I’ve shied away from watching porn in order to cum, but today I watched Amber + JD’s latest, Belt Around My Neck... I’m not sure how to explain it exactly but the unbuckling of a belt, impact play with a belt — that’s my favorite. Just watching someone take off their belt turns me on. So I really loved this video, haha! I’ve been having the wildest sex dreams, partly due to the fact that my boyfriend and I broke up during a pandemic and I likely won’t be having sex with another human for who knows how many months. So I’m irregularly horny — but for content’s sake, that’s probably best. Thank you to the commenter who recommended a video with yoga! I hope to do more and get better with the angles for best capturing it all as I make more videos ❤️ More recommendations, please!

Around 5 min of yoga, 12 of masturbation. At home hot yoga because the in-person studio class filled up, but I decided to go no clothes — I think doing yoga nakey is one of the biggest joys a person can give themselves. Sound off on the first part of the audio (where I’m not full of dildo) to maintain my yoga teachers anonymity 🌈 I’m in the middle of moving (to an apartment with hardwood floors!), please excuse the mattress on the floor 👼🏽👼🏽

I love the beach! & it makes me feel a certain way…so much so that I might find the most perfectly sized piece of driftwood on the beach & — well, I’m sure you can fill in the blanks as to what happens next.

I'm home alone after work & break out all my pals: butt plug, wand & dildo.

When you’ve got some time to yourself, you’ve got to take advantage of it. I have been watching porn lately, although I have previously enjoyed creating my own scenarios in my mind. But sometimes it is nice to let someone else do the imagining for you. I am super into this creator who watches her boyfriend fuck someone else and that’s what I watched today. I got scraped up gardening, hence the bandaids, cuts and pink spots.

I've got new nipples, a new start to a tattoo and some time to spend with you. Rhymes aside, I had an areola reduction 3 months ago and the scars are still in the process of fading. I feel neutral about the scars, positive about these new smaller nipples of mine and elated to be sharing with a community that has always been so kind to me :) I started making videos on MLNP almost a year ago now and there has been lots and lots of growth. One thing that hasn't changed is my undying love to myself. I got naked in front of you all when I had more nipple than boob and I'm going to do so now that I've achieved the inverse. We are so much more than our physical bodies. And at the same time, our bodies should be loved and celebrated. I hope you find some love for yourself while you enjoy this video. See you next time!