Thinking about you

Woke up alone. Thinking about you. Had to take things into my own hand to ground myself in today.

My initial foray into MLNP. Found myself home alone, couped up with too much energy. My partner and I had a recent misunderstanding, they thought I was upset at them... I filmed this to demonstrate otherwise.

I find myself solidly middle aged. For several years I've been buried in cerebral work, and I've become partially detached from my physical body. I really enjoy edging and get excited by the idea that others enjoy my videos. My journey with MLNP is a step toward regaining my physical awareness and I appreciate the support and community among other users. Recently I watched fern's The one where I can't come... they post a dare to edge along. I'm drawn to fern's self mastery, the tension generated by their subtle touch is toe clenching. This response is posted with the fern's permission. I dare you to watch both of our videos in simultaneously (put fern to the right of me).

Spring time has started to warm the world and seasonal depression is shedding its external layer. Driving around for work today I became increasingly frisky. Decided to pull over, take things into my hand, and get a bit risky. Pull over and come with me.