Creamy After Dark

This #metime is courtesy of me admiring myself in the mirror for a long enough time that I got turned on. Lately, I have been really leaning into the type of confidence that would have made a version of me a year or two ago uncomfortable. I imagine that’s a product of filming and watching myself masturbate for going on 6 months.

It's always when we're playing around in a nonsexual setting and Kayak spanks me a little, I moan, and I remember that I really like to be spanked. That's what happened this morning. This time I requested we bring it into the bedroom. Here it is plus some playing around that ensued.

The perfect time for sucking and fucking (hehe) is around 2 p.m. There's a window from about 2 p.m. to 4 p.m. in which I am having the best sex. First, if you've got free time in the afternoon, the day is likely good as is. And then secondly, to feel so carefree to get naked and mess around (and film a video nonetheless) -- that's the life. In this video, you've caught me on a good day. I love to live so pleasantly!

One lazy Sunday after hot yoga I took a hot bath for my sore muscles (I just got a new puppy who loves walks but now I have shin splints 😅). I decided to use some toys in the bathtub because my wand is water proof, but I'm not great at cumming in the bathtub so I laid a towel down on my bed and finished up there. There's also a hot minute when I try to stick my dildo to the side of the tub but it's too wet & the dildo launches itself out of me... (a little embarrassing but I kept it in, as it's real haha) As I get less shy, my videos become more talkative. I hope you get to know me a little more while I get off!

Sometimes when I'm playing around with myself, things get a little...weird (throw back to the video where I stuff radishes in my pussy & butthole). In this little ditty, I fill up with coconut oil and then turn my wand up to the third setting, a level I hadn't obtained until the filming of this video. Did I ruin my orgasm? Yes, I did. But the intensity of the wand was a lot of fun!

Maybe my favorite way to get off is in the bathtub. I’ve been putting extra effort into making masturbating interesting for myself — I think this is maybe in part why people have sex with other people. Sure keeps things interesting. Today “keeping it interesting” translated into copious amounts of blush and pigtails.

When I told Kayak about the videos I make for MLNP his almost immediate response was “I’d film something with you.” The thought of it made me so nervous! I didn’t take him up on it for quite some time. But as soon as the camera turned on, all the nerves subsided and I was able to enjoy myself — enjoy him. Hope you enjoy this video (as much as I did making it) with the promise of more to come! And so for the first time ever on film: watch me get fucked.

This is my first time filming my #realworldsex (solo). My new dildo & I get to know each other in the bathroom and my lelo wand also joins in. & who could forget the lube? What a trio. I warm up with lelo & then ride the new dildo until I finish. Expect intermittent water breaks.

I've got new nipples, a new start to a tattoo and some time to spend with you. Rhymes aside, I had an areola reduction 3 months ago and the scars are still in the process of fading. I feel neutral about the scars, positive about these new smaller nipples of mine and elated to be sharing with a community that has always been so kind to me :) I started making videos on MLNP almost a year ago now and there has been lots and lots of growth. One thing that hasn't changed is my undying love to myself. I got naked in front of you all when I had more nipple than boob and I'm going to do so now that I've achieved the inverse. We are so much more than our physical bodies. And at the same time, our bodies should be loved and celebrated. I hope you find some love for yourself while you enjoy this video. See you next time!

CC: I’ve got some time before I go to work. I thought we’d spend that time together. I had a wet dream the other day. I didn’t even know women could have wet dreams — but I woke up and I was coming. So. I had a dream…that…I was watching this guy fuck this other guy…and I came over and I was sucking the one guys dick…and then they were fucking me…and then, at the end of it…a whole bunch of people were watching me and I just came. I wasn’t still fucking them, I was just masturbating. In front of a whole bunch of people and they watched me cum. And I think that’s kind of what we do on here. I really didn’t know that I liked to be watched until I started making these videos to be honest. It wasn’t something I went into thinking “oh I can’t wait for people to watch me.” But now that I do I really like it.