The one in the shower

Nearing the end of my European holiday, I had a rare night in my own hotel room and couldn't wait to get loud as I brought myself over the edge.

I had a luxurious morning to myself in a hotel room after a lovely threesome the night before. I enjoyed some time on the bed touching myself in a beam of sunlight, thinking about a new lover (this one's for you, T). The construction workers across the street might also have had quite the view ;)

I finally had a place to myself and was in the mood...but I just couldn't reach that yes!yes!yes! moment, despite my most vigorous efforts 😈. I dare you to edge along with this video...

This is the little dildo that came as part of a pegging set, and I was curious to see how it could be used in other ways. You'll see me trying it for the first time; playing around with different angles and positions until I find what feels good with the help of my trusty bullet vibe (because like the majority of vagina-owners, I need clitoral stimulation to orgasm). September 15th is Vaginismus Awareness Day. I'm sharing this video because at the beginning of my sexual awakening, I often felt so confronted at the size of the dildos/enlarged penises in mainstream porn that I was scared away from penetration. It made my journey of healing from vaginismus that much harder because of the psychological barrier that built up. Most of my previous videos are penetration-free if that's something you'd like to watch one of those instead. Please feel free to reach out to me on my socials if you're struggling with vaginismus, I know I would've given anything to feel less alone through my healing ❤️ I'm also so excited for the MLNP Academy to launch so that others like me have a better place to learn.

I tried on some new lingerie and stockings, and experimented with some poses for the camera while drinking my morning coffee. Unfortunately recording stopped part way through, but I captured some beautiful sensual moments. Here's a great playlist to accompany: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/37i9dQZF1EIhRYzW3RxOPD?si=4090591ae6154423

As someone who only overcame vaginismus a year ago, penetration has not been in my repertoire until recently. This is the first time I've filmed myself exploring my holes and I enjoyed orgasming from both inside and outside with lots of squelchy sounds because lube is the best thing ever.

On a recent work trip, I had a relaxing swim and a cheeky play in the spa before heading back to my room for more fun. After a shower, I left the water clinging to my skin so I could feel it dripping down my body. Featuring eye contact, vocalising, watching myself in the mirror and grinding against a toy.

On a relaxed Sunday afternoon, I was feeling rather sensual and enjoyed playing around in some of my favourite positions until I came VERY intensely. It felt extra special looking out the window knowing anyone could see me... and making eye contact with you ;)

I was alone in the office and a spicy chat gave me ideas...

I always get super horny right after my period. On a sunny weekend, I get straight to business as soon as I wake up. I enjoy some yummy caresses and pillow grinding and then cum so intensely, I have to cuddle myself. Unfortunately my roommates were home so I couldn't be too loud, but I've turned up the sound so you can hear my heavy breathing and some groans ;) #PenetrationFree If you like this and want to show some extra love, I'm now on Throne! https://throne.com/fernmlnp Plus, #MasturbationMay is my birth month!