The one on a hike

As someone who only overcame vaginismus a year ago, penetration has not been in my repertoire until recently. This is the first time I've filmed myself exploring my holes and I enjoyed orgasming from both inside and outside with lots of squelchy sounds because lube is the best thing ever.

I was feeling really bold today and decided to keep showing my face in my videos. I hope you enjoy a bit of commentary as I almost get caught (the joys of my bedroom being right on the street!) This was a celebration after having my IUD removed, which had caused me pelvic pain for 2 years '(

On a recent work trip, I had a relaxing swim and a cheeky play in the spa before heading back to my room for more fun. After a shower, I left the water clinging to my skin so I could feel it dripping down my body. Featuring eye contact, vocalising, watching myself in the mirror and grinding against a toy.

I had a luxurious morning to myself in a hotel room after a lovely threesome the night before. I enjoyed some time on the bed touching myself in a beam of sunlight, thinking about a new lover (this one's for you, T). The construction workers across the street might also have had quite the view ;)

I was alone in the office and a spicy chat gave me ideas...

I'm obsessed with cameltoes; just seeing one gets me so wet! I realised I had a pretty good one wearing bike shorts and had to have a play in front of the mirror so I could see myself from all angles. This one is all about the panties but you'll get a peek of me naked when I change into a pair of granny panties. Enjoy the sounds of sweat, wet pussy, heavy breathing and moaning.

Long time fantasy, first time going for it! I loved hearing my juices tinkle into the bath water and it got me so worked up, I was shaking by the end.

I woke up very horny in my hotel room. Watch me have a gentle, non-penetrative play as I work myself up to orgasm.

My partner was away, my period was over, and I was feeling frisky. So I ran a bath and enjoyed some nipple play–starting with my top on because it was cold, but don't worry, it comes off ;)

This is the little dildo that came as part of a pegging set, and I was curious to see how it could be used in other ways. You'll see me trying it for the first time; playing around with different angles and positions until I find what feels good with the help of my trusty bullet vibe (because like the majority of vagina-owners, I need clitoral stimulation to orgasm). September 15th is Vaginismus Awareness Day. I'm sharing this video because at the beginning of my sexual awakening, I often felt so confronted at the size of the dildos/enlarged penises in mainstream porn that I was scared away from penetration. It made my journey of healing from vaginismus that much harder because of the psychological barrier that built up. Most of my previous videos are penetration-free if that's something you'd like to watch one of those instead. Please feel free to reach out to me on my socials if you're struggling with vaginismus, I know I would've given anything to feel less alone through my healing ❤️ I'm also so excited for the MLNP Academy to launch so that others like me have a better place to learn.