The one where I can't come

This is the little dildo that came as part of a pegging set, and I was curious to see how it could be used in other ways. You'll see me trying it for the first time; playing around with different angles and positions until I find what feels good with the help of my trusty bullet vibe (because like the majority of vagina-owners, I need clitoral stimulation to orgasm). September 15th is Vaginismus Awareness Day. I'm sharing this video because at the beginning of my sexual awakening, I often felt so confronted at the size of the dildos/enlarged penises in mainstream porn that I was scared away from penetration. It made my journey of healing from vaginismus that much harder because of the psychological barrier that built up. Most of my previous videos are penetration-free if that's something you'd like to watch one of those instead. Please feel free to reach out to me on my socials if you're struggling with vaginismus, I know I would've given anything to feel less alone through my healing ❤️ I'm also so excited for the MLNP Academy to launch so that others like me have a better place to learn.

Hotels get me super horny and this one was no exception! I put on some music and let my body move with the rhythms as I enjoyed a sensual moment. I'm quiet for most of this one until I climax 😈 This is what I was listening to if you'd like to play along: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/6eUwDd4l2LjNk7KKTQAl55?si=a12652f656724720

I was meant to doing laundry but got a little distracted by the beautiful sunlight on my bed. I started recording a few minutes in so I could share some sensual moments with you.

What started as a little play turned into more – and the first time I fully show my face! The action is handheld for the first half, so be prepared for a slightly bumpy ride ;)

I celebrated the beginning of spring by enjoying some sun by the pool. My book was soon discarded as I got distracted by what was going on between my legs. I could hear the neighbours working in their gardens all around me which added to the thrill. Watch to see how wet I got!

I tried on some new lingerie and stockings, and experimented with some poses for the camera while drinking my morning coffee. Unfortunately recording stopped part way through, but I captured some beautiful sensual moments. Here's a great playlist to accompany: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/37i9dQZF1EIhRYzW3RxOPD?si=4090591ae6154423

I had a luxurious morning to myself in a hotel room after a lovely threesome the night before. I enjoyed some time on the bed touching myself in a beam of sunlight, thinking about a new lover (this one's for you, T). The construction workers across the street might also have had quite the view ;)

I always get super horny right after my period. On a sunny weekend, I get straight to business as soon as I wake up. I enjoy some yummy caresses and pillow grinding and then cum so intensely, I have to cuddle myself. Unfortunately my roommates were home so I couldn't be too loud, but I've turned up the sound so you can hear my heavy breathing and some groans ;) #PenetrationFree If you like this and want to show some extra love, I'm now on Throne! https://throne.com/fernmlnp Plus, #MasturbationMay is my birth month!

I've been enjoying some intense moments with lovers lately so tried something a bit more gentle on my own. After a shower to warm myself up, I got out the massage oil and enjoyed caressing myself to an orgasm.. which wasn't quite as gentle in the end ;)

This is a quickie because I got so turned on putting on my crotchless thong and fishnets! As usual, I experiment with lots of different angles and my new favourite, some gentle rimming. I've got my legs up against the wall which engages my pelvic floor and brings a rush of blood to the head for an intense orgasm. Hope you enjoy the come-down with me too ;)