Orgasm Denial & Sultry Dirty Talk

Tausha ovulates with the full moon-and during this time, her desire is insatiable. We captured one of the three intimate sessions we shared that day. Trev treats this time with deep reverance, often carving out what we call our "day of worship." Watch as he attunes to my body, giving me exactly what I crave. As I continue to heal from past abuse and shame, I'm discovering hunger for something more - though I'm still uncovering what that truly means. I hope you feel the depth and honesty in this expression of us.

It's not very often Tausha and I use toys in the bedroom. Recently we have been fantasizing about bringing another man into the bedroom with us. The man Tausha currently has her eye on has a very large member. So in this video we play a bit with the big dildo along with other toys. We do some DP'ing with toys as well as our general flow of pleasure. This is probably the most we have ever played with toys in our sexual relationship. It did inspire us to visit a local sex shop and get an extremely realistic dildo that's a bit smaller. We hope you enjoy friends!

Sometimes Trevor loves what he sees so much he grabs the camera and watches his cock slide in and out of me through the screen on his phone. This time though the phone keeps him from hammering as hard as he wants so he hands it to me and I get to watch through the phone as he fucks me and cums. Watching this man orgasm is one of my greatest pleasures, I am happy to share with all of you!

Tausha had a pleasure mapping scenario set up for me. Not often, but sometimes I am ok with being the center of attention. I had to put the kids to bed before it was 'my turn' after a day of a lot of random sex everywhere we went including an incredibly steamy session in a sauna. While putting the kids to be I FELL ASLEEP! Can you imagine? Anyways when she finally woke me up I insisted on continuing and this was the result. It wasn't what we had planned but it was still amazing to connect.

Driving down the Oregon Coast I was looking for a pull out for take a topless picture of Tausha with the Ocean in the background. It just so happened I picked one with a nice grassy spot over the guard rail that dipped down just a little bit. We took a sarong with us and laid in the grass. It took us awhile to find a spot that no one could see us but once we did it didn't take long for Tausha to put my cock in her mouth and begin sucking. Something about the possibility of being caught, the sun, the ocean breeze, and the amazing blowjob I was getting, made things not last very long! At the end of the video you see her hop on top and begin riding me, the camera wasn't at the best angle so we didn't get the big finish on tape, but you can fill in the blanks with your imagination....it didn't take long before I was filling her with cum!

On our journey to unwrite our programming and shame we have come up with the idea of 'slut missions'. Often the idea of the third comes into our mind during sex, so these slut missions are a way to play with that energy and find out what is comfortable and not comfortable. As I was setting up the camera I sent Tausha on a slut mission to suck our roommate Jon's cock. He had consented to being a part of this experimentation previously. Unfortunately he had already left to a local concert but it was still a rush! See what happens in the aftermath of that!

I'm reminiscing on how I used to love masturbation. I couldn't wait to get that time alone to myself. Nowadays, it leaves me a little frustrated. Trevor focuses a lot on my pleasure, and is damn good at it too. I came across this old video, enjoying myself. That pulse is sure addicting.

Tausha and I decided to visit a local nudist/play place that is public. We had only been there once before dark and didn't do much exploring. I have wanted to make a video by the river this summer and this is the perfect place. Once we found a good spot to make the video we skipped some rocks and settled in. Almost immediately we had onlookers, mostly men masturbating in the bushes. We had some brief conversations with them about their experiences there, they were obviously eager to join but our intention was to share our flow with MLNP. While we were making love it was lightly raining, each drop adding to the sensation of grounding and attuning to each others bodies. At times it was hard for me to be in my body with the onlookers and the new surroundings. Eventually we found our flow and because of the novelty it was immediately hard for me not to cum. Tausha surrounded my face with her hair and created a little cocoon that blocked the distractions out. Then I was in it, feeling her pussy engulfing my cock. Feeling how badly she wanted to cum. Once I was in my sexual energy, as often happens, I got incredibly open and asked Tausha if she wanted to fuck one of the onlookers, at that point no longer worrying about making a shareable video, it would have been for me to watch lately. There was no one there she wanted to share with in that way which was perfectly acceptable. She came a few times and then her hip had a cramp which was hilarious. We tried to keep the flow but naturally fell out of it. I was feeling like being a showboat so I gave her a few clit orgasms for the onlookers. Afterwards I asked our closest onlooker how it was and replied "Good" and left, such a peculiar interaction! We very much enjoyed making this video and hope you enjoy watching.

In the past I have struggled with my mind body connection (I came too quick). When I started having sex with Tausha I was able to unwrite some of the anxiety that came with cumming too quickly. I learned that actually by leaning into my pleasure and accepting it, I then had more control. Many factors go into that. During this video though we hadn't had sex in a day and a half, which is a long time for us. Some tension had been building up between us. It's also extra exciting knowing that you are being filmed and people are going to see it. Anyways from the MOMENT I stuck my cock in Tausha I knew it wasn't going to last long. I could have came immediately. Instead I watched my cock slowly slide in and out of her wet folds. Feeling every inch of her as I slid in and out. Breathing deeply into the head of my cock. Tausha isn't used to this so eventually she rolled me over and had her way with me until I exploded. There is a section we had to cut out. Tausha is diabetic, and her blood sugar alarm went off. It is probably one of the most jarring sounds ever.

Trevor and I attended a sensual gather this last weekend. It featured various sensory experiences with strangers, and clear boundary lists for each person. When I, personally, step into a sensual container, something in me wakes up. Like a combination of power, softness, and magnetism. I felt Trevor witness me in a way that has been out of reach for various reasons. Being witnessed, even for a moment, by Trevor certainly leads to eroticism for me. I love that charge. It's intoxicating. I hope you enjoy witnessing what that charge creates!