Orgasm Denial & Sultry Dirty Talk

In the past I have struggled with my mind body connection (I came too quick). When I started having sex with Tausha I was able to unwrite some of the anxiety that came with cumming too quickly. I learned that actually by leaning into my pleasure and accepting it, I then had more control. Many factors go into that. During this video though we hadn't had sex in a day and a half, which is a long time for us. Some tension had been building up between us. It's also extra exciting knowing that you are being filmed and people are going to see it. Anyways from the MOMENT I stuck my cock in Tausha I knew it wasn't going to last long. I could have came immediately. Instead I watched my cock slowly slide in and out of her wet folds. Feeling every inch of her as I slid in and out. Breathing deeply into the head of my cock. Tausha isn't used to this so eventually she rolled me over and had her way with me until I exploded. There is a section we had to cut out. Tausha is diabetic, and her blood sugar alarm went off. It is probably one of the most jarring sounds ever.

We are still having fun playing with our camera angles. Our favorite sex starts with cuddles and some conversation. Usually Tausha starts rubbing her pussy and it peaks my interest as you'll see in the video. We love this camera angle because its quick set up and we can just throw the camera up there and then go back to our normal time of connecting. It really is like you're a fly on the wall! We hope you enjoy watching us in our daily, real connections.

We have been working towards freeing our perspective sexualities. Trevor's clouded with inherited traumas and societal programming and Tausha's hidden behind insidious abuse and attacks at her authentic sexual expression. We are working together through this problem and its complex and often heartbreaking. While fucking Tausha, Trevor has her read one of her slutty messages to a man she is contemplating fucking. In fact she had him over her and came on his hands and sucked his cock after this video was made, quite exhilarating but also has its pain points for Trevor. Sexual energy can be beautifully cultivated into acceptance and exploration and we are glad you are able to witness a part of our journey with us. We hope to continue this together and that someday we will be able to exist freely in our bodies in a broken society.

Playing with Trevor's soft penis is one of my favorite pastimes. Often times when we're just relaxing, I have Trevor's cock in my hand. There's something about giving a soft penis attention in it's baseline state, with no real goal to make it grow. It's a very grounding practice for me. I'm grateful to have access to his cock in the many ways that I do. I hope you enjoy witnessing my tender touches, followed by a blissful blowjob, where I got the opportunity to swallow Trevor's delicious seed.

On our journey to unwrite our programming and shame we have come up with the idea of 'slut missions'. Often the idea of the third comes into our mind during sex, so these slut missions are a way to play with that energy and find out what is comfortable and not comfortable. As I was setting up the camera I sent Tausha on a slut mission to suck our roommate Jon's cock. He had consented to being a part of this experimentation previously. Unfortunately he had already left to a local concert but it was still a rush! See what happens in the aftermath of that!

Trevor and I had a little tiff this morning. We're both gaining the communication skills we didn't learn as children. After it had naturally settled -- which took way less time than the past (yay us!) Trevor followed me upstairs. I said "What's up?" and he said, "I just miss you." I smiled and tackled him on the bed. This is a major win for us! I love seeing the evidence of the work we're doing. The inner work is working! We hope you enjoy our make up sex! Much love!

I went with Trevor to work last weekend, and in the midst of some really boring work, Trevor told me he wanted me to suck his cock. Trevor is unwriting the story around men asserting their desires within sexuality being a dangerous thing, so I celebrate those moments, and 9.99/10 times I am veryyy happy to deliver. I love pleasing my man. His pleasure is my pleasure. We hope you enjoy!

Tausha and I had a little alone time on a project I'm working on and we took advantage of it. She kept teasing and edging me with her perfect mouth. I wanted to cum 37 seconds into this video and she just kept at it. Watching her eagerness to please and her perfect attunement is something I feel very grateful to have in my life. She knows how to please me and I very much appreciate being able to share with her.

We recently took a trip to Hawaii. It was such a healing and wonderful experience, we spent most of it at a nude beach. Everything there is so deeply satiating. We found ourselves finally alone in the room and had to release some energy. The sun was shining, the birds were singing, and pleasure was experienced. We hope you enjoy.

Today was the height of Tausha's ovulation cycle, and shared that she wanted to use her vibrating butt plug. She has never used a butt plug for intercourse, so was really looking forward to how the vibration would affect Trevor's pleasure as well. Well...the butt plug was dead, so the full range of what she was hoping for is yet to be explored, but damn, her little pussy was so much tighter, which we didn't think was possible. Tausha had been teasing Trevor all day, not allowing him to cum. The extra tightness coupled with this being the sixth time they had sex that day, Trevor came as soon as he entered the cadence of fucking Tausha's pussy was asking for. The orgasm they share together at the end is extremely powerful. Tausha is convinced that power creates worlds.