Orgasm Denial & Sultry Dirty Talk

Trev has been working a lot lately and his sexual energy has been lower than normal. Today he asked me to masturbate when I woke up and send him some stills from the video I took. When he watched when he got home he said, "I can see why you get frustrated when you masturbate, that took forever." He then proceeded to fuck me for an hour which we took a video of as well. Thank you for watching!

Trevor and I have had a hard month. Both of us have been craving what it feels like to be fully connected. We have identified that space as the best feeling in the world, but can't force it. Last night, our patience, perseverance, and hard work paid off. We entered the blissful space of gratefulness, appreciation, and honor...which led to worship. Seeing and treating one another like the gifts that we are and will continue to be. This is a beautiful exchange. I enthusiastically suck his cock, until I can't stand the feeling of my empty, wet pussy any longer, and hop on for a ride. I ride him until he needs to take over, and finally receive his pulsing, intense orgasm. I took a moment to have one more orgasm on his softening cock...but it doesn't end there. This beautiful man proceeds to worship my pussy, using his skilled hands and tongue. I am a lucky lady. The aftercare and feeling of closeness is also captured, and may be the best part. We hope you enjoy!

This lovemaking session checked a lot of boxes for Tausha. Some silliness, some sultriness, and a taste of both being in control and the relinquish of that control. She's realizing that Trevor is the container for all these parts of herself, and currently in the place of gratitude to have that range of expression with him. Our sexual connection checks a lot of boxes. We hope you enjoy being a witness.

Tausha really craves Trevor's erotic energy. He is able to show up for her so beautifully, being such a skilled and passionate lover. This video is a wonderful representation of that. Thank you all for witnessing us.

In the past I have struggled with my mind body connection (I came too quick). When I started having sex with Tausha I was able to unwrite some of the anxiety that came with cumming too quickly. I learned that actually by leaning into my pleasure and accepting it, I then had more control. Many factors go into that. During this video though we hadn't had sex in a day and a half, which is a long time for us. Some tension had been building up between us. It's also extra exciting knowing that you are being filmed and people are going to see it. Anyways from the MOMENT I stuck my cock in Tausha I knew it wasn't going to last long. I could have came immediately. Instead I watched my cock slowly slide in and out of her wet folds. Feeling every inch of her as I slid in and out. Breathing deeply into the head of my cock. Tausha isn't used to this so eventually she rolled me over and had her way with me until I exploded. There is a section we had to cut out. Tausha is diabetic, and her blood sugar alarm went off. It is probably one of the most jarring sounds ever.

This was a randomly inspired moment. Tausha decided to go down on me and it felt amazing, she was really attuning to my pleasure and I had to capture it and share it with you guys. Our simultaneous orgasm at the end was VERY powerful for both of us, you can mostly just hear it due to the chaotic nature of the filming. Hope you enjoy.

Driving down the Oregon Coast I was looking for a pull out for take a topless picture of Tausha with the Ocean in the background. It just so happened I picked one with a nice grassy spot over the guard rail that dipped down just a little bit. We took a sarong with us and laid in the grass. It took us awhile to find a spot that no one could see us but once we did it didn't take long for Tausha to put my cock in her mouth and begin sucking. Something about the possibility of being caught, the sun, the ocean breeze, and the amazing blowjob I was getting, made things not last very long! At the end of the video you see her hop on top and begin riding me, the camera wasn't at the best angle so we didn't get the big finish on tape, but you can fill in the blanks with your imagination....it didn't take long before I was filling her with cum!

We have been working towards freeing our perspective sexualities. Trevor's clouded with inherited traumas and societal programming and Tausha's hidden behind insidious abuse and attacks at her authentic sexual expression. We are working together through this problem and its complex and often heartbreaking. While fucking Tausha, Trevor has her read one of her slutty messages to a man she is contemplating fucking. In fact she had him over her and came on his hands and sucked his cock after this video was made, quite exhilarating but also has its pain points for Trevor. Sexual energy can be beautifully cultivated into acceptance and exploration and we are glad you are able to witness a part of our journey with us. We hope to continue this together and that someday we will be able to exist freely in our bodies in a broken society.

We started this morning off right. Trevor had to go to work, and I needed to feel the energy of his cock in my mouth. That feeling is such a powerful energy exchange. It's difficult for Trevor to lean into being the focus; the one who is receiving all the attention. He usually takes over, tosses me on my back, and owns my pussy. I was so happy he leaned into being spoiled because I have been craving the sweet taste of his cum. The release at the end has not kept either of us from being in a state of desire for the rest of the day...I can't wait to take his cock when he gets home.

Trevor and I had a little tiff this morning. We're both gaining the communication skills we didn't learn as children. After it had naturally settled -- which took way less time than the past (yay us!) Trevor followed me upstairs. I said "What's up?" and he said, "I just miss you." I smiled and tackled him on the bed. This is a major win for us! I love seeing the evidence of the work we're doing. The inner work is working! We hope you enjoy our make up sex! Much love!