I find myself solidly middle aged. For several years I've been buried in cerebral work, and I've become partially detached from my physical body. I really enjoy edging and get excited by the idea that others enjoy my videos. My journey with MLNP is a step toward regaining my physical awareness and I appreciate the support and community among other users. Recently I watched fern's The one where I can't come... they post a dare to edge along. I'm drawn to fern's self mastery, the tension generated by their subtle touch is toe clenching. This response is posted with the fern's permission. I dare you to watch both of our videos in simultaneously (put fern to the right of me).