This is the little dildo that came as part of a pegging set, and I was curious to see how it could be used in other ways. You'll see me trying it for the first time; playing around with different angles and positions until I find what feels good with the help of my trusty bullet vibe (because like the majority of vagina-owners, I need clitoral stimulation to orgasm).
September 15th is Vaginismus Awareness Day. I'm sharing this video because at the beginning of my sexual awakening, I often felt so confronted at the size of the dildos/enlarged penises in mainstream porn that I was scared away from penetration. It made my journey of healing from vaginismus that much harder because of the psychological barrier that built up.
Most of my previous videos are penetration-free if that's something you'd like to watch one of those instead.
Please feel free to reach out to me on my socials if you're struggling with vaginismus, I know I would've given anything to feel less alone through my healing ❤️ I'm also so excited for the MLNP Academy to launch so that others like me have a better place to learn.
I've been enjoying some intense moments with lovers lately so tried something a bit more gentle on my own. After a shower to warm myself up, I got out the massage oil and enjoyed caressing myself to an orgasm.. which wasn't quite as gentle in the end ;)
The one where I'm upside down in crotchless fishnets
This is a quickie because I got so turned on putting on my crotchless thong and fishnets! As usual, I experiment with lots of different angles and my new favourite, some gentle rimming. I've got my legs up against the wall which engages my pelvic floor and brings a rush of blood to the head for an intense orgasm. Hope you enjoy the come-down with me too ;)
I took some time to really focus my senses on my body – delighting in the shape of my feet, my fingertips grazing my calves, sucking on my fingers, playing with the water temperature gushing onto my pussy.
Make sure you watch the intro where I share some real world sex sounds to listen out for :P
I was meant to doing laundry but got a little distracted by the beautiful sunlight on my bed. I started recording a few minutes in so I could share some sensual moments with you.
What started as a little play turned into more – and the first time I fully show my face! The action is handheld for the first half, so be prepared for a slightly bumpy ride ;)
After a nice warm bath where I forbade myself from touching my pussy, I was so ready! I crescendoed a few times and tasted myself whilst making lots of noise before finally orgasming. I had fun bouncing my butt and moving around into different positions in this one ;)
I had a luxurious morning to myself in a hotel room after a lovely threesome the night before. I enjoyed some time on the bed touching myself in a beam of sunlight, thinking about a new lover (this one's for you, T). The construction workers across the street might also have had quite the view ;)
My partner was away, my period was over, and I was feeling frisky. So I ran a bath and enjoyed some nipple play–starting with my top on because it was cold, but don't worry, it comes off ;)
Another hotel room moment with some hand-held closeups and then grind all over the bed. This is still my favourite way to get myself off.
And because this is #RealWorldSex, I have bug bites on my groin from the previous hotel :D
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The one where I try to be gentle
I've been enjoying some intense moments with lovers lately so tried something a bit more gentle on my own. After a shower to warm myself up, I got out the massage oil and enjoyed caressing myself to an orgasm.. which wasn't quite as gentle in the end ;)
Tags: girltime clitastic metime YES!YES!YES! gentle handson
The one where I'm upside down in crotchless fishnets
This is a quickie because I got so turned on putting on my crotchless thong and fishnets! As usual, I experiment with lots of different angles and my new favourite, some gentle rimming. I've got my legs up against the wall which engages my pelvic floor and brings a rush of blood to the head for an intense orgasm. Hope you enjoy the come-down with me too ;)
Tags: girltime bendy dressy bendy dontpeek Clitastic girltime sensual
The one caressing myself in the bathtub
I took some time to really focus my senses on my body – delighting in the shape of my feet, my fingertips grazing my calves, sucking on my fingers, playing with the water temperature gushing onto my pussy. Make sure you watch the intro where I share some real world sex sounds to listen out for :P
Tags: girltime clitastic sensual bathtime intimate metime
The one in the beautiful sunlight
I was meant to doing laundry but got a little distracted by the beautiful sunlight on my bed. I started recording a few minutes in so I could share some sensual moments with you.
Tags: clitastic girltime YES!YES!YES! sensual procrasturbation metime
The one on my ex's couch
I was feeling frisky after a day at the beach. Knowing my ex would hate this, I filmed myself cumming on his couch.
Tags: clitastic metime Clitastic metime girltime sensual relaxing
The one in stockings
What started as a little play turned into more – and the first time I fully show my face! The action is handheld for the first half, so be prepared for a slightly bumpy ride ;)
Tags: girltime clitastic hairy dressy metime toytime
Bouncy in the bathroom
After a nice warm bath where I forbade myself from touching my pussy, I was so ready! I crescendoed a few times and tasted myself whilst making lots of noise before finally orgasming. I had fun bouncing my butt and moving around into different positions in this one ;)
Tags: metime standup bathtime afternoon bendy standup Clitastic metime
The one where I show off my legs
I had a luxurious morning to myself in a hotel room after a lovely threesome the night before. I enjoyed some time on the bed touching myself in a beam of sunlight, thinking about a new lover (this one's for you, T). The construction workers across the street might also have had quite the view ;)
Tags: hotelroom girltime sensual Clitastic metime handson
The one where I play with my nipples
My partner was away, my period was over, and I was feeling frisky. So I ran a bath and enjoyed some nipple play–starting with my top on because it was cold, but don't worry, it comes off ;)
Tags: nipsy sensual metime girltime bathtime Australian succulent
The one where I fuck a pillow
Another hotel room moment with some hand-held closeups and then grind all over the bed. This is still my favourite way to get myself off. And because this is #RealWorldSex, I have bug bites on my groin from the previous hotel :D
Tags: grinding hotelroom sensual hotelroom grinding metime girltime