This is the little dildo that came as part of a pegging set, and I was curious to see how it could be used in other ways. You'll see me trying it for the first time; playing around with different angles and positions until I find what feels good with the help of my trusty bullet vibe (because like the majority of vagina-owners, I need clitoral stimulation to orgasm).
September 15th is Vaginismus Awareness Day. I'm sharing this video because at the beginning of my sexual awakening, I often felt so confronted at the size of the dildos/enlarged penises in mainstream porn that I was scared away from penetration. It made my journey of healing from vaginismus that much harder because of the psychological barrier that built up.
Most of my previous videos are penetration-free if that's something you'd like to watch one of those instead.
Please feel free to reach out to me on my socials if you're struggling with vaginismus, I know I would've given anything to feel less alone through my healing ❤️ I'm also so excited for the MLNP Academy to launch so that others like me have a better place to learn.
I was feeling really bold today and decided to keep showing my face in my videos. I hope you enjoy a bit of commentary as I almost get caught (the joys of my bedroom being right on the street!)
This was a celebration after having my IUD removed, which had caused me pelvic pain for 2 years '(
Another hotel room moment with some hand-held closeups and then grind all over the bed. This is still my favourite way to get myself off.
And because this is #RealWorldSex, I have bug bites on my groin from the previous hotel :D
As someone who only overcame vaginismus a year ago, penetration has not been in my repertoire until recently. This is the first time I've filmed myself exploring my holes and I enjoyed orgasming from both inside and outside with lots of squelchy sounds because lube is the best thing ever.
I was home alone, and feeling so sensual again! I embraced the watery goodness after a shower and let my saliva dribble down as I rubbed my clit to orgasm.
P.S: Do you like my new ink and haircut?
I challenged myself to let out my exhibitionist side at the hotel sauna. Be the voyeur who catches me as I start out shyly and become more bold, with only a glass door separating me from passers-by.
I've removed background music for copyright reasons, so I suggest this spicy playlist as the perfect soundtrack: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/3bEwf6LmbHAlTAaGnwpRkA?si=f5b4767caba64f3a
I've been enjoying some intense moments with lovers lately so tried something a bit more gentle on my own. After a shower to warm myself up, I got out the massage oil and enjoyed caressing myself to an orgasm.. which wasn't quite as gentle in the end ;)
I bought myself a body chain and wore it for a few hours under my clothes whilst running errands. It felt so good against my skin! After some yummy cat-cow poses to relax my body, I peel off the layers and start grinding, rubbling my clit and using my rabbit until I have a full body orgasm.
On a recent work trip, I had a relaxing swim and a cheeky play in the spa before heading back to my room for more fun. After a shower, I left the water clinging to my skin so I could feel it dripping down my body. Featuring eye contact, vocalising, watching myself in the mirror and grinding against a toy.
I was feeling restless with the famous Mediterranean Mistral whistling outside my dorm. So I shut the curtains around my bed and had a play while my dorm mates were in the room. This one is quiet so I suggest playing some of your favourite sexy tunes while you watch.
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The one where I bare all
I was feeling really bold today and decided to keep showing my face in my videos. I hope you enjoy a bit of commentary as I almost get caught (the joys of my bedroom being right on the street!) This was a celebration after having my IUD removed, which had caused me pelvic pain for 2 years '(
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The one where I fuck a pillow
Another hotel room moment with some hand-held closeups and then grind all over the bed. This is still my favourite way to get myself off. And because this is #RealWorldSex, I have bug bites on my groin from the previous hotel :D
Tags: grinding hotelroom sensual hotelroom grinding metime girltime
The one where I finally finger myself
As someone who only overcame vaginismus a year ago, penetration has not been in my repertoire until recently. This is the first time I've filmed myself exploring my holes and I enjoyed orgasming from both inside and outside with lots of squelchy sounds because lube is the best thing ever.
Tags: dontpeek girltime bendy dontpeek Clitastic backdoor metime girltime
The one where I get drooly
I was home alone, and feeling so sensual again! I embraced the watery goodness after a shower and let my saliva dribble down as I rubbed my clit to orgasm. P.S: Do you like my new ink and haircut?
Tags: yes!yes!yes! clitastic showertime metime girltime sensual succulent
The one in the public sauna
I challenged myself to let out my exhibitionist side at the hotel sauna. Be the voyeur who catches me as I start out shyly and become more bold, with only a glass door separating me from passers-by. I've removed background music for copyright reasons, so I suggest this spicy playlist as the perfect soundtrack: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/3bEwf6LmbHAlTAaGnwpRkA?si=f5b4767caba64f3a
Tags: inthesauna yes!yes!yes! girltime metime clitastic nipsy bisexual seductive
The one where I try to be gentle
I've been enjoying some intense moments with lovers lately so tried something a bit more gentle on my own. After a shower to warm myself up, I got out the massage oil and enjoyed caressing myself to an orgasm.. which wasn't quite as gentle in the end ;)
Tags: girltime clitastic metime YES!YES!YES! gentle handson
The one in Bretagne
Nearing the end of my European holiday, I had a rare night in my own hotel room and couldn't wait to get loud as I brought myself over the edge.
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The one with the body chain
I bought myself a body chain and wore it for a few hours under my clothes whilst running errands. It felt so good against my skin! After some yummy cat-cow poses to relax my body, I peel off the layers and start grinding, rubbling my clit and using my rabbit until I have a full body orgasm.
Tags: grinding toytime bendy metime sensual relaxing
The one after a sultry swim
On a recent work trip, I had a relaxing swim and a cheeky play in the spa before heading back to my room for more fun. After a shower, I left the water clinging to my skin so I could feel it dripping down my body. Featuring eye contact, vocalising, watching myself in the mirror and grinding against a toy.
Tags: yes!yes!yes! girltime clitastic grinding hotelroom toytime
The one in my hostel dorm room
I was feeling restless with the famous Mediterranean Mistral whistling outside my dorm. So I shut the curtains around my bed and had a play while my dorm mates were in the room. This one is quiet so I suggest playing some of your favourite sexy tunes while you watch.
Tags: girltime yes!yes!yes! vacationtime relaxing quiet sensual