This is the little dildo that came as part of a pegging set, and I was curious to see how it could be used in other ways. You'll see me trying it for the first time; playing around with different angles and positions until I find what feels good with the help of my trusty bullet vibe (because like the majority of vagina-owners, I need clitoral stimulation to orgasm).
September 15th is Vaginismus Awareness Day. I'm sharing this video because at the beginning of my sexual awakening, I often felt so confronted at the size of the dildos/enlarged penises in mainstream porn that I was scared away from penetration. It made my journey of healing from vaginismus that much harder because of the psychological barrier that built up.
Most of my previous videos are penetration-free if that's something you'd like to watch one of those instead.
Please feel free to reach out to me on my socials if you're struggling with vaginismus, I know I would've given anything to feel less alone through my healing ❤️ I'm also so excited for the MLNP Academy to launch so that others like me have a better place to learn.
I challenged myself to let out my exhibitionist side at the hotel sauna. Be the voyeur who catches me as I start out shyly and become more bold, with only a glass door separating me from passers-by.
I've removed background music for copyright reasons, so I suggest this spicy playlist as the perfect soundtrack: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/3bEwf6LmbHAlTAaGnwpRkA?si=f5b4767caba64f3a
As someone who only overcame vaginismus a year ago, penetration has not been in my repertoire until recently. This is the first time I've filmed myself exploring my holes and I enjoyed orgasming from both inside and outside with lots of squelchy sounds because lube is the best thing ever.
I took some time to really focus my senses on my body – delighting in the shape of my feet, my fingertips grazing my calves, sucking on my fingers, playing with the water temperature gushing onto my pussy.
Make sure you watch the intro where I share some real world sex sounds to listen out for :P
I was feeling really bold today and decided to keep showing my face in my videos. I hope you enjoy a bit of commentary as I almost get caught (the joys of my bedroom being right on the street!)
This was a celebration after having my IUD removed, which had caused me pelvic pain for 2 years '(
I always get super horny right after my period. On a sunny weekend, I get straight to business as soon as I wake up. I enjoy some yummy caresses and pillow grinding and then cum so intensely, I have to cuddle myself. Unfortunately my roommates were home so I couldn't be too loud, but I've turned up the sound so you can hear my heavy breathing and some groans ;) #PenetrationFree
If you like this and want to show some extra love, I'm now on Throne! https://throne.com/fernmlnp
Plus, #MasturbationMay is my birth month!
I was home alone, and feeling so sensual again! I embraced the watery goodness after a shower and let my saliva dribble down as I rubbed my clit to orgasm.
P.S: Do you like my new ink and haircut?
I found myself all alone on a hiking trail and a little bored... So I stopped for a wee and made the most of the partially secluded spot amongst the acacias.
Hiking and hotel rooms make me horny, so this is a double whammy. Watch me stroke my clit, pulse my ass to orgasm and lick my fingers afterwards. It was nice and quiet so enjoy the breathing sounds too.
On a relaxed Sunday afternoon, I was feeling rather sensual and enjoyed playing around in some of my favourite positions until I came VERY intensely. It felt extra special looking out the window knowing anyone could see me... and making eye contact with you ;)
I'm obsessed with cameltoes; just seeing one gets me so wet! I realised I had a pretty good one wearing bike shorts and had to have a play in front of the mirror so I could see myself from all angles. This one is all about the panties but you'll get a peek of me naked when I change into a pair of granny panties. Enjoy the sounds of sweat, wet pussy, heavy breathing and moaning.
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The one in the public sauna
I challenged myself to let out my exhibitionist side at the hotel sauna. Be the voyeur who catches me as I start out shyly and become more bold, with only a glass door separating me from passers-by. I've removed background music for copyright reasons, so I suggest this spicy playlist as the perfect soundtrack: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/3bEwf6LmbHAlTAaGnwpRkA?si=f5b4767caba64f3a
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The one where I finally finger myself
As someone who only overcame vaginismus a year ago, penetration has not been in my repertoire until recently. This is the first time I've filmed myself exploring my holes and I enjoyed orgasming from both inside and outside with lots of squelchy sounds because lube is the best thing ever.
Tags: dontpeek girltime bendy dontpeek Clitastic backdoor metime girltime
The one caressing myself in the bathtub
I took some time to really focus my senses on my body – delighting in the shape of my feet, my fingertips grazing my calves, sucking on my fingers, playing with the water temperature gushing onto my pussy. Make sure you watch the intro where I share some real world sex sounds to listen out for :P
Tags: girltime clitastic sensual bathtime intimate metime
The one where I bare all
I was feeling really bold today and decided to keep showing my face in my videos. I hope you enjoy a bit of commentary as I almost get caught (the joys of my bedroom being right on the street!) This was a celebration after having my IUD removed, which had caused me pelvic pain for 2 years '(
Tags: yes!yes!yes! girltime sensual intimate playful metime
The one where I grind to an intense climax
I always get super horny right after my period. On a sunny weekend, I get straight to business as soon as I wake up. I enjoy some yummy caresses and pillow grinding and then cum so intensely, I have to cuddle myself. Unfortunately my roommates were home so I couldn't be too loud, but I've turned up the sound so you can hear my heavy breathing and some groans ;) #PenetrationFree If you like this and want to show some extra love, I'm now on Throne! https://throne.com/fernmlnp Plus, #MasturbationMay is my birth month!
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The one where I get drooly
I was home alone, and feeling so sensual again! I embraced the watery goodness after a shower and let my saliva dribble down as I rubbed my clit to orgasm. P.S: Do you like my new ink and haircut?
Tags: yes!yes!yes! clitastic showertime metime girltime sensual succulent
The one on a hike
I found myself all alone on a hiking trail and a little bored... So I stopped for a wee and made the most of the partially secluded spot amongst the acacias.
Tags: alfresco metime yes!yes!yes! clitastic inthedesert outdoors
The one after a hike
Hiking and hotel rooms make me horny, so this is a double whammy. Watch me stroke my clit, pulse my ass to orgasm and lick my fingers afterwards. It was nice and quiet so enjoy the breathing sounds too.
Tags: frombehind hotelroom Clitastic Intense girltime backdoor
The one where I’m a little high
On a relaxed Sunday afternoon, I was feeling rather sensual and enjoyed playing around in some of my favourite positions until I came VERY intensely. It felt extra special looking out the window knowing anyone could see me... and making eye contact with you ;)
Tags: yes!yes!yes! girltime sensual grinding clitastic afternoon Australian
All angles cameltoe & panty play
I'm obsessed with cameltoes; just seeing one gets me so wet! I realised I had a pretty good one wearing bike shorts and had to have a play in front of the mirror so I could see myself from all angles. This one is all about the panties but you'll get a peek of me naked when I change into a pair of granny panties. Enjoy the sounds of sweat, wet pussy, heavy breathing and moaning.
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