This is the little dildo that came as part of a pegging set, and I was curious to see how it could be used in other ways. You'll see me trying it for the first time; playing around with different angles and positions until I find what feels good with the help of my trusty bullet vibe (because like the majority of vagina-owners, I need clitoral stimulation to orgasm).
September 15th is Vaginismus Awareness Day. I'm sharing this video because at the beginning of my sexual awakening, I often felt so confronted at the size of the dildos/enlarged penises in mainstream porn that I was scared away from penetration. It made my journey of healing from vaginismus that much harder because of the psychological barrier that built up.
Most of my previous videos are penetration-free if that's something you'd like to watch one of those instead.
Please feel free to reach out to me on my socials if you're struggling with vaginismus, I know I would've given anything to feel less alone through my healing ❤️ I'm also so excited for the MLNP Academy to launch so that others like me have a better place to learn.
I've been enjoying playing around my backdoor more and more lately. Watch me wiggle my butt, stroke myself and have an intense orgasm which leaves me shaking. I love the squelchy sounds in this one courtesy of my own juices and favourite lube.
The one where I'm upside down in crotchless fishnets
This is a quickie because I got so turned on putting on my crotchless thong and fishnets! As usual, I experiment with lots of different angles and my new favourite, some gentle rimming. I've got my legs up against the wall which engages my pelvic floor and brings a rush of blood to the head for an intense orgasm. Hope you enjoy the come-down with me too ;)
Hiking and hotel rooms make me horny, so this is a double whammy. Watch me stroke my clit, pulse my ass to orgasm and lick my fingers afterwards. It was nice and quiet so enjoy the breathing sounds too.
Hotels get me super horny and this one was no exception! I put on some music and let my body move with the rhythms as I enjoyed a sensual moment.
I'm quiet for most of this one until I climax 😈 This is what I was listening to if you'd like to play along: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/6eUwDd4l2LjNk7KKTQAl55?si=a12652f656724720
I was home alone, and feeling so sensual again! I embraced the watery goodness after a shower and let my saliva dribble down as I rubbed my clit to orgasm.
P.S: Do you like my new ink and haircut?
As someone who only overcame vaginismus a year ago, penetration has not been in my repertoire until recently. This is the first time I've filmed myself exploring my holes and I enjoyed orgasming from both inside and outside with lots of squelchy sounds because lube is the best thing ever.
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