This is the little dildo that came as part of a pegging set, and I was curious to see how it could be used in other ways. You'll see me trying it for the first time; playing around with different angles and positions until I find what feels good with the help of my trusty bullet vibe (because like the majority of vagina-owners, I need clitoral stimulation to orgasm).
September 15th is Vaginismus Awareness Day. I'm sharing this video because at the beginning of my sexual awakening, I often felt so confronted at the size of the dildos/enlarged penises in mainstream porn that I was scared away from penetration. It made my journey of healing from vaginismus that much harder because of the psychological barrier that built up.
Most of my previous videos are penetration-free if that's something you'd like to watch one of those instead.
Please feel free to reach out to me on my socials if you're struggling with vaginismus, I know I would've given anything to feel less alone through my healing ❤️ I'm also so excited for the MLNP Academy to launch so that others like me have a better place to learn.
I was feeling restless with the famous Mediterranean Mistral whistling outside my dorm. So I shut the curtains around my bed and had a play while my dorm mates were in the room. This one is quiet so I suggest playing some of your favourite sexy tunes while you watch.
As someone who only overcame vaginismus a year ago, penetration has not been in my repertoire until recently. This is the first time I've filmed myself exploring my holes and I enjoyed orgasming from both inside and outside with lots of squelchy sounds because lube is the best thing ever.
What started as a little play turned into more – and the first time I fully show my face! The action is handheld for the first half, so be prepared for a slightly bumpy ride ;)
I had a luxurious morning to myself in a hotel room after a lovely threesome the night before. I enjoyed some time on the bed touching myself in a beam of sunlight, thinking about a new lover (this one's for you, T). The construction workers across the street might also have had quite the view ;)
Hiking and hotel rooms make me horny, so this is a double whammy. Watch me stroke my clit, pulse my ass to orgasm and lick my fingers afterwards. It was nice and quiet so enjoy the breathing sounds too.
I took some time to really focus my senses on my body – delighting in the shape of my feet, my fingertips grazing my calves, sucking on my fingers, playing with the water temperature gushing onto my pussy.
Make sure you watch the intro where I share some real world sex sounds to listen out for :P
Another hotel room moment with some hand-held closeups and then grind all over the bed. This is still my favourite way to get myself off.
And because this is #RealWorldSex, I have bug bites on my groin from the previous hotel :D
After a nice warm bath where I forbade myself from touching my pussy, I was so ready! I crescendoed a few times and tasted myself whilst making lots of noise before finally orgasming. I had fun bouncing my butt and moving around into different positions in this one ;)
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I was feeling restless with the famous Mediterranean Mistral whistling outside my dorm. So I shut the curtains around my bed and had a play while my dorm mates were in the room. This one is quiet so I suggest playing some of your favourite sexy tunes while you watch.
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I had a luxurious morning to myself in a hotel room after a lovely threesome the night before. I enjoyed some time on the bed touching myself in a beam of sunlight, thinking about a new lover (this one's for you, T). The construction workers across the street might also have had quite the view ;)
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I took some time to really focus my senses on my body – delighting in the shape of my feet, my fingertips grazing my calves, sucking on my fingers, playing with the water temperature gushing onto my pussy. Make sure you watch the intro where I share some real world sex sounds to listen out for :P
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After a nice warm bath where I forbade myself from touching my pussy, I was so ready! I crescendoed a few times and tasted myself whilst making lots of noise before finally orgasming. I had fun bouncing my butt and moving around into different positions in this one ;)
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