The one in the public sauna

As someone who only overcame vaginismus a year ago, penetration has not been in my repertoire until recently. This is the first time I've filmed myself exploring my holes and I enjoyed orgasming from both inside and outside with lots of squelchy sounds because lube is the best thing ever.

Another hotel room moment with some hand-held closeups and then grind all over the bed. This is still my favourite way to get myself off. And because this is #RealWorldSex, I have bug bites on my groin from the previous hotel :D

This is the little dildo that came as part of a pegging set, and I was curious to see how it could be used in other ways. You'll see me trying it for the first time; playing around with different angles and positions until I find what feels good with the help of my trusty bullet vibe (because like the majority of vagina-owners, I need clitoral stimulation to orgasm). September 15th is Vaginismus Awareness Day. I'm sharing this video because at the beginning of my sexual awakening, I often felt so confronted at the size of the dildos/enlarged penises in mainstream porn that I was scared away from penetration. It made my journey of healing from vaginismus that much harder because of the psychological barrier that built up. Most of my previous videos are penetration-free if that's something you'd like to watch one of those instead. Please feel free to reach out to me on my socials if you're struggling with vaginismus, I know I would've given anything to feel less alone through my healing ❤️ I'm also so excited for the MLNP Academy to launch so that others like me have a better place to learn.

I needed a pick-me-up as I was feeling sore and emotional being in my luteal phase. So I had a little 420 and got creative with my partner's gaming chair. I started off very gentle but by the end, I needed to stretch out my hamstrings ;)

I started my recent holiday in this room with a view. I held in my pee all afternoon while I explored the town, and it really heightened the sensations as I played with myself.

I was in that super horny stage of my period at my lover's house, so I filmed this quickie of me getting off and getting juicy in the shower.

I always get super horny right after my period. On a sunny weekend, I get straight to business as soon as I wake up. I enjoy some yummy caresses and pillow grinding and then cum so intensely, I have to cuddle myself. Unfortunately my roommates were home so I couldn't be too loud, but I've turned up the sound so you can hear my heavy breathing and some groans ;) #PenetrationFree If you like this and want to show some extra love, I'm now on Throne! https://throne.com/fernmlnp Plus, #MasturbationMay is my birth month!

My partner was away, my period was over, and I was feeling frisky. So I ran a bath and enjoyed some nipple play–starting with my top on because it was cold, but don't worry, it comes off ;)

On a lazy Sunday afternoon, I challenged myself to play using only my feet (and my flexibility)..

I was meant to doing laundry but got a little distracted by the beautiful sunlight on my bed. I started recording a few minutes in so I could share some sensual moments with you.