So Close to Cumming the Entire Time

Trevor set up the camera while I was peeing and I didn't know it. So I wasn't aware I was being filmed (I have already consented to this previously) so what you see in this video is 100% authentic. Just everyday, normal sex for us. I love chasing the Dragon with his tongue and as always I love witnessing him fill my pussy with cum. Walking around with his cum inside of me all day is one of my very favorite pleasures in this world. We hope you enjoy!

Sometimes Trevor loves what he sees so much he grabs the camera and watches his cock slide in and out of me through the screen on his phone. This time though the phone keeps him from hammering as hard as he wants so he hands it to me and I get to watch through the phone as he fucks me and cums. Watching this man orgasm is one of my greatest pleasures, I am happy to share with all of you!

We watched mainstream sex videos with a friend of ours, typically we don't watch a lot of conventional sex videos. By sharing our favorite videos with each other I was able to hear and see what Tausha really wanted to see in sex videos. Which was aesthetically pleasing to her. She likes to see up close as the dick slides in and out of the pussy. She likes to hear the sounds. She likes it when men talk and groan. She likes to hear the juices. So the next time we were fucking I decided to make the perfect video for her. We had been having a LOT of sex the few days prior. Literally milking my cock a drop or two at a time of cum. I've been experimenting with having orgasms without cumming which allows for zero refractory period for me. It's been an amazing journey with this woman. So for anyone curious this is the type of sex videos Tausha wants to watch, so we made one.

Tausha and I have been exploring the world of kink. Although our connection is strong and palpable our more creative side sexually is relatively undiscovered. Alchemizing emotional pain using physical pain has always been an interesting idea. Recently I was topped by a experienced person and began to see the potential of the craft. This is relatively new in our journey. How much pain am I willing to inflict on Tausha? How much pain is she willing to take? Watch as we discover this together ultimately succumbing to pleasure instead.

The beginning and middle of this video is just me cleaning my shower. As I get into it, I start singing a bit. I used to sing a lot more, so I'm trying to embrace those opportunities. At the end, I give myself an illusive orgasm with Trevor's shower head. It took longer than usual because I'm standing. By the time my orgasm finished, I realized my hip was out of place, and had to collapse to the floor. This video is a peek into my every day life. Nothing too flashy, just duty being combined with pleasure. I hope you enjoy!

The last week has been emotionally charged. In these moments we really focused on making our connection a priority. Tender beginnings give way to a passionate exchange that left us feeling satiated. We hope you enjoy watching us in our connection, it means a lot to us to be able to share.

Our sexual connection has always been powerful. We both had toyed with the idea of getting a sex journal. Some way to remember our experiences in our Golden Years. Somewhere in that conversation we decided to grab our phone and just film whatever we could. We did some POV, literally propped it up on a plant near our bed at one point. Some real homemade videos. The idea was just to keep it for future versions of ourselves. Now that we are able to share our connection on this fantastic platform we both decided that sharing a video from our personal collection would be fun and exciting. And what better than the very first video? This video is beautiful because it really displays different phases of our love making. There are some hard and fast moments and some extremely slow moments. Tausha rides until Trevor is ready to take control. From there he undulates between fast and slow, following Taushas pleasure. Mirroring her body's desires back to her until she can't stand it anymore and cums over and over and over. The video ends with Trevor's orgasm and an up close moment of the connection shared. Tausha, making room for his pleasure while also experiencing her own as they cum together. Overall just an incredibly wholesome and real view of what our connection is like on a daily basis. We are happy to share this with the world and hope you enjoy!

This session turned into what we call pleasure mapping. As sexual beings we are constantly changing, during cocreated sex known pathways are often utilized in the pursuit of pleasure. We try to intentionally take time now and again to do some pleasure mapping. Treat each other like a fresh new body to discover. Really lean into our curiosity. Not focus on orgasm, but focus on pleasure and exploration. These videos are long and not super splashy like some, but if the subtle nuance and mind body connection are at all interesting to you, this is a great video to watch. Much Love, Trevor & Tausha.

Trevor and I had a little tiff this morning. We're both gaining the communication skills we didn't learn as children. After it had naturally settled -- which took way less time than the past (yay us!) Trevor followed me upstairs. I said "What's up?" and he said, "I just miss you." I smiled and tackled him on the bed. This is a major win for us! I love seeing the evidence of the work we're doing. The inner work is working! We hope you enjoy our make up sex! Much love!

Looking through my archives, I found this video of myself grinding into my vibrator. I had the rhythm just right to allow a beautiful, embodied, enveloping, squirting orgasm. I hope you enjoy.