This is the little dildo that came as part of a pegging set, and I was curious to see how it could be used in other ways. You'll see me trying it for the first time; playing around with different angles and positions until I find what feels good with the help of my trusty bullet vibe (because like the majority of vagina-owners, I need clitoral stimulation to orgasm).
September 15th is Vaginismus Awareness Day. I'm sharing this video because at the beginning of my sexual awakening, I often felt so confronted at the size of the dildos/enlarged penises in mainstream porn that I was scared away from penetration. It made my journey of healing from vaginismus that much harder because of the psychological barrier that built up.
Most of my previous videos are penetration-free if that's something you'd like to watch one of those instead.
Please feel free to reach out to me on my socials if you're struggling with vaginismus, I know I would've given anything to feel less alone through my healing ❤️ I'm also so excited for the MLNP Academy to launch so that others like me have a better place to learn.
I've been enjoying some intense moments with lovers lately so tried something a bit more gentle on my own. After a shower to warm myself up, I got out the massage oil and enjoyed caressing myself to an orgasm.. which wasn't quite as gentle in the end ;)
I always get super horny right after my period. On a sunny weekend, I get straight to business as soon as I wake up. I enjoy some yummy caresses and pillow grinding and then cum so intensely, I have to cuddle myself. Unfortunately my roommates were home so I couldn't be too loud, but I've turned up the sound so you can hear my heavy breathing and some groans ;) #PenetrationFree
If you like this and want to show some extra love, I'm now on Throne! https://throne.com/fernmlnp
Plus, #MasturbationMay is my birth month!
I was feeling restless with the famous Mediterranean Mistral whistling outside my dorm. So I shut the curtains around my bed and had a play while my dorm mates were in the room. This one is quiet so I suggest playing some of your favourite sexy tunes while you watch.
I wore my WeVibe around the house all morning, flicking it on and off until I couldn't take it anymore. Enjoy this quickie as I bring myself over the edge.
I challenged myself to let out my exhibitionist side at the hotel sauna. Be the voyeur who catches me as I start out shyly and become more bold, with only a glass door separating me from passers-by.
I've removed background music for copyright reasons, so I suggest this spicy playlist as the perfect soundtrack: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/3bEwf6LmbHAlTAaGnwpRkA?si=f5b4767caba64f3a
I've been enjoying playing around my backdoor more and more lately. Watch me wiggle my butt, stroke myself and have an intense orgasm which leaves me shaking. I love the squelchy sounds in this one courtesy of my own juices and favourite lube.
I was feeling really bold today and decided to keep showing my face in my videos. I hope you enjoy a bit of commentary as I almost get caught (the joys of my bedroom being right on the street!)
This was a celebration after having my IUD removed, which had caused me pelvic pain for 2 years '(
As someone who only overcame vaginismus a year ago, penetration has not been in my repertoire until recently. This is the first time I've filmed myself exploring my holes and I enjoyed orgasming from both inside and outside with lots of squelchy sounds because lube is the best thing ever.
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The one with the tiny dildo
This is the little dildo that came as part of a pegging set, and I was curious to see how it could be used in other ways. You'll see me trying it for the first time; playing around with different angles and positions until I find what feels good with the help of my trusty bullet vibe (because like the majority of vagina-owners, I need clitoral stimulation to orgasm). September 15th is Vaginismus Awareness Day. I'm sharing this video because at the beginning of my sexual awakening, I often felt so confronted at the size of the dildos/enlarged penises in mainstream porn that I was scared away from penetration. It made my journey of healing from vaginismus that much harder because of the psychological barrier that built up. Most of my previous videos are penetration-free if that's something you'd like to watch one of those instead. Please feel free to reach out to me on my socials if you're struggling with vaginismus, I know I would've given anything to feel less alone through my healing ❤️ I'm also so excited for the MLNP Academy to launch so that others like me have a better place to learn.
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The one where I try to be gentle
I've been enjoying some intense moments with lovers lately so tried something a bit more gentle on my own. After a shower to warm myself up, I got out the massage oil and enjoyed caressing myself to an orgasm.. which wasn't quite as gentle in the end ;)
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The one where I grind to an intense climax
I always get super horny right after my period. On a sunny weekend, I get straight to business as soon as I wake up. I enjoy some yummy caresses and pillow grinding and then cum so intensely, I have to cuddle myself. Unfortunately my roommates were home so I couldn't be too loud, but I've turned up the sound so you can hear my heavy breathing and some groans ;) #PenetrationFree If you like this and want to show some extra love, I'm now on Throne! https://throne.com/fernmlnp Plus, #MasturbationMay is my birth month!
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The one in my hostel dorm room
I was feeling restless with the famous Mediterranean Mistral whistling outside my dorm. So I shut the curtains around my bed and had a play while my dorm mates were in the room. This one is quiet so I suggest playing some of your favourite sexy tunes while you watch.
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The remote controlled one
I wore my WeVibe around the house all morning, flicking it on and off until I couldn't take it anymore. Enjoy this quickie as I bring myself over the edge.
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The one in the public sauna
I challenged myself to let out my exhibitionist side at the hotel sauna. Be the voyeur who catches me as I start out shyly and become more bold, with only a glass door separating me from passers-by. I've removed background music for copyright reasons, so I suggest this spicy playlist as the perfect soundtrack: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/3bEwf6LmbHAlTAaGnwpRkA?si=f5b4767caba64f3a
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The one where I pee myself
Long time fantasy, first time going for it! I loved hearing my juices tinkle into the bath water and it got me so worked up, I was shaking by the end.
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The one with juicy sounds
I've been enjoying playing around my backdoor more and more lately. Watch me wiggle my butt, stroke myself and have an intense orgasm which leaves me shaking. I love the squelchy sounds in this one courtesy of my own juices and favourite lube.
Tags: yes!yes!yes! girltime succulent bendy backdoor metime
The one where I bare all
I was feeling really bold today and decided to keep showing my face in my videos. I hope you enjoy a bit of commentary as I almost get caught (the joys of my bedroom being right on the street!) This was a celebration after having my IUD removed, which had caused me pelvic pain for 2 years '(
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The one where I finally finger myself
As someone who only overcame vaginismus a year ago, penetration has not been in my repertoire until recently. This is the first time I've filmed myself exploring my holes and I enjoyed orgasming from both inside and outside with lots of squelchy sounds because lube is the best thing ever.
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