Pulsing Orgasm

Out Community has grown quite a bit in the last couple of months. Almost quadrupled in size. With our house being the main communal gathering space, we felt the need to get creative to allow for our full sexual expression. We took the RV out to a recreational area close to our house. We set out our solar, made some lunch, and fucked like rabbits. This was the tail end of our connective afternnon. Trevor went down on me after he came, which is VERY arousing...such a green flag, ya? We hope you enjoy!

In the past I have struggled with my mind body connection (I came too quick). When I started having sex with Tausha I was able to unwrite some of the anxiety that came with cumming too quickly. I learned that actually by leaning into my pleasure and accepting it, I then had more control. Many factors go into that. During this video though we hadn't had sex in a day and a half, which is a long time for us. Some tension had been building up between us. It's also extra exciting knowing that you are being filmed and people are going to see it. Anyways from the MOMENT I stuck my cock in Tausha I knew it wasn't going to last long. I could have came immediately. Instead I watched my cock slowly slide in and out of her wet folds. Feeling every inch of her as I slid in and out. Breathing deeply into the head of my cock. Tausha isn't used to this so eventually she rolled me over and had her way with me until I exploded. There is a section we had to cut out. Tausha is diabetic, and her blood sugar alarm went off. It is probably one of the most jarring sounds ever.

I travel home to Idaho often and stop at a hotspring report along the way. This has to be the third time I've been alone and ovulating during my stay. It's rather unbearable to be in such a beautiful and romantic place alone while my body is soooo ready to receive. If the passers by only knew what was taking place in my mind and body...it blows my mind thinking of all the missed opportunities. I ultimately took care of myself. I hope you enjoy :)

We have been working towards freeing our perspective sexualities. Trevor's clouded with inherited traumas and societal programming and Tausha's hidden behind insidious abuse and attacks at her authentic sexual expression. We are working together through this problem and its complex and often heartbreaking. While fucking Tausha, Trevor has her read one of her slutty messages to a man she is contemplating fucking. In fact she had him over her and came on his hands and sucked his cock after this video was made, quite exhilarating but also has its pain points for Trevor. Sexual energy can be beautifully cultivated into acceptance and exploration and we are glad you are able to witness a part of our journey with us. We hope to continue this together and that someday we will be able to exist freely in our bodies in a broken society.

I love it when Tausha May sucks my cock, its one of my favorite things to witness. Since we have been making these videos I got a new Pixel 9 pro that shoots video in 8K. When she started sucking my cock I decided to grab the camera, there is something extra exciting about watching her through the screen and then in real life, then back to the screen. We love quick little interactions like this with each other.

Trevor and I just spent three weeks apert. This is our reunion. If you’ve been following our journey, you know Trevor and I are in the middle of reconfiguring our relationship and figuring out what it looks like to let our dynamic change while still nurturing, protecting, and building on the rare, deeply attuned connection we share. There’s something so special about the way we attune to each other. The way we listen with our bodies. The way pleasure unfolds when we feel connected, present, and safe enough to let go. Trevor went down on me, and the entire thing stayed pleasurable. For me, clitoral pleasure usually flickers on and off. I have to keep finding my way back to the “on” until it grows. But lately, something new has been happening. The pleasure just stays. It builds slowly, steadily, beautifully, until it feels like a whole damn universe is being born inside me. Then he fucked my face...I know that every time he does that, he has to move through some shame and old blocks, and I’m so proud of him when he chooses to lean in anyway. There’s something deeply intimate about witnessing someone you love move through those edges and allow themselves to be seen a little more freely. And I fucking LOVE sucking his cock. The slurping, the moaning, feeling his body start to tremble and his breath change… knowing I’m part of what’s happening inside him. I love it. Then he finally glides his cock inside me. The relief. The familiarity. The feeling of finally being home...That comes with some heaviness for me at this time. I’m physically in limbo right now, navigating so much uncertainty about what home even looks like for me. So sharing these moments with Trevor has been an enormous emotional exhale for my system. A place where I can soften, feel, and just be. I’m incredibly grateful that, even as our relationship changes shape, we still get to share this kind of connection. At the end, I told him I wanted to ride him. He told me it wouldn’t last long. So naturally, I told him, “You better not come.” He immediately proceeded to fill me with his milk of the gods. I secretly LOVE it when he comes “too soon.” We’re figuring things out. We’re growing. We’re letting things change without pretending that what we’ve shared, and what we still share, isn’t extraordinary. We hope you enjoy this little glimpse into our reunion. And you better buckle up, because the rest of our journey is going to be EPIC.

This session turned into what we call pleasure mapping. As sexual beings we are constantly changing, during cocreated sex known pathways are often utilized in the pursuit of pleasure. We try to intentionally take time now and again to do some pleasure mapping. Treat each other like a fresh new body to discover. Really lean into our curiosity. Not focus on orgasm, but focus on pleasure and exploration. These videos are long and not super splashy like some, but if the subtle nuance and mind body connection are at all interesting to you, this is a great video to watch. Much Love, Trevor & Tausha.

I went with Trevor to work last weekend, and in the midst of some really boring work, Trevor told me he wanted me to suck his cock. Trevor is unwriting the story around men asserting their desires within sexuality being a dangerous thing, so I celebrate those moments, and 9.99/10 times I am veryyy happy to deliver. I love pleasing my man. His pleasure is my pleasure. We hope you enjoy!

Cuddles turned into a blow job, turned into a good old cuddle-fuck, turned into riding, turned into missionary, turned into a cream pie, turned into orgasms on Trevors fingers, turned into Trevor eating my pussy, turned into more fingers, turned into squirting, and finally circled back to cuddling. Classic rainy day.

Our sexual connection has always been powerful. We both had toyed with the idea of getting a sex journal. Some way to remember our experiences in our Golden Years. Somewhere in that conversation we decided to grab our phone and just film whatever we could. We did some POV, literally propped it up on a plant near our bed at one point. Some real homemade videos. The idea was just to keep it for future versions of ourselves. Now that we are able to share our connection on this fantastic platform we both decided that sharing a video from our personal collection would be fun and exciting. And what better than the very first video? This video is beautiful because it really displays different phases of our love making. There are some hard and fast moments and some extremely slow moments. Tausha rides until Trevor is ready to take control. From there he undulates between fast and slow, following Taushas pleasure. Mirroring her body's desires back to her until she can't stand it anymore and cums over and over and over. The video ends with Trevor's orgasm and an up close moment of the connection shared. Tausha, making room for his pleasure while also experiencing her own as they cum together. Overall just an incredibly wholesome and real view of what our connection is like on a daily basis. We are happy to share this with the world and hope you enjoy!