Watch Him Rail Me

Tausha had a pleasure mapping scenario set up for me. Not often, but sometimes I am ok with being the center of attention. I had to put the kids to bed before it was 'my turn' after a day of a lot of random sex everywhere we went including an incredibly steamy session in a sauna. While putting the kids to be I FELL ASLEEP! Can you imagine? Anyways when she finally woke me up I insisted on continuing and this was the result. It wasn't what we had planned but it was still amazing to connect.

Tausha and I have been exploring the world of kink. Although our connection is strong and palpable our more creative side sexually is relatively undiscovered. Alchemizing emotional pain using physical pain has always been an interesting idea. Recently I was topped by a experienced person and began to see the potential of the craft. This is relatively new in our journey. How much pain am I willing to inflict on Tausha? How much pain is she willing to take? Watch as we discover this together ultimately succumbing to pleasure instead.

Out Community has grown quite a bit in the last couple of months. Almost quadrupled in size. With our house being the main communal gathering space, we felt the need to get creative to allow for our full sexual expression. We took the RV out to a recreational area close to our house. We set out our solar, made some lunch, and fucked like rabbits. This was the tail end of our connective afternnon. Trevor went down on me after he came, which is VERY arousing...such a green flag, ya? We hope you enjoy!

Trevor and I attended a sensual gather this last weekend. It featured various sensory experiences with strangers, and clear boundary lists for each person. When I, personally, step into a sensual container, something in me wakes up. Like a combination of power, softness, and magnetism. I felt Trevor witness me in a way that has been out of reach for various reasons. Being witnessed, even for a moment, by Trevor certainly leads to eroticism for me. I love that charge. It's intoxicating. I hope you enjoy witnessing what that charge creates!

In the past I have struggled with my mind body connection (I came too quick). When I started having sex with Tausha I was able to unwrite some of the anxiety that came with cumming too quickly. I learned that actually by leaning into my pleasure and accepting it, I then had more control. Many factors go into that. During this video though we hadn't had sex in a day and a half, which is a long time for us. Some tension had been building up between us. It's also extra exciting knowing that you are being filmed and people are going to see it. Anyways from the MOMENT I stuck my cock in Tausha I knew it wasn't going to last long. I could have came immediately. Instead I watched my cock slowly slide in and out of her wet folds. Feeling every inch of her as I slid in and out. Breathing deeply into the head of my cock. Tausha isn't used to this so eventually she rolled me over and had her way with me until I exploded. There is a section we had to cut out. Tausha is diabetic, and her blood sugar alarm went off. It is probably one of the most jarring sounds ever.

Trevor and I had a little tiff this morning. We're both gaining the communication skills we didn't learn as children. After it had naturally settled -- which took way less time than the past (yay us!) Trevor followed me upstairs. I said "What's up?" and he said, "I just miss you." I smiled and tackled him on the bed. This is a major win for us! I love seeing the evidence of the work we're doing. The inner work is working! We hope you enjoy our make up sex! Much love!

This is an amazing night of reconnection and bringing back worship for the both of us. A lot of things have crept in the way of us being able to access the energy of worship consistently for a little while. I'm so glad we were able to get this reconnection to that energy on camera. Trevor knows that taking his cock from behind (in any fashion) is one of the most erotic positions for me. The animalistic nature of it, feeling his weight on my legs, and my body when he lays down on top of me, his breath in my ear, his gutteral growls, the way my vulva and clitoris is stimulated...the pleasure of being in this configuration together is unmatched. Trevor's tongue is something I cannot live without, watch as we create worlds with the explosion of pleasure and sensation. Then...Trevor uses his hands to focus on my portal, eventually allowing a release of my sweet nectar, which has been a challenge to access lately. This beautiful exchange ends with a sensual ride for me...and collapsing onto my man that feels like home. Moments like these make me feel like we were made for one another. It's very grounding to exist in this energy for me. I hope to figure out a way to carry this enerfy into every day life. We hope you enjoy. xoxo

Playing with Trevor's soft penis is one of my favorite pastimes. Often times when we're just relaxing, I have Trevor's cock in my hand. There's something about giving a soft penis attention in it's baseline state, with no real goal to make it grow. It's a very grounding practice for me. I'm grateful to have access to his cock in the many ways that I do. I hope you enjoy witnessing my tender touches, followed by a blissful blowjob, where I got the opportunity to swallow Trevor's delicious seed.

This begins with me passionately worshiping Trevor's cock. I absolutely love when Trevor embodies his full receptivity, and allows the sensory experience. His breath, his moans, his muscles contracting...it creates a whirlwind of energy that is palpable to every one of my cells. When Trevor takes over to release that energy, my body is ready. The portal is open. Many things are transmuted in our offerings to one another. I'm so grateful to have access to this receptive, attuned man. I hope you enjoy being a witness! Getting to see the milky cum spill out of Trevor's cock is such a treat!

We started this morning off right. Trevor had to go to work, and I needed to feel the energy of his cock in my mouth. That feeling is such a powerful energy exchange. It's difficult for Trevor to lean into being the focus; the one who is receiving all the attention. He usually takes over, tosses me on my back, and owns my pussy. I was so happy he leaned into being spoiled because I have been craving the sweet taste of his cum. The release at the end has not kept either of us from being in a state of desire for the rest of the day...I can't wait to take his cock when he gets home.