Morning Sex

We had a warm streak here in western Oregon at the beginning of this month, so I enjoyed 5 straight days of prepping our garden in the sunshine. Something is shifting in regards to my sexuality, it doesn't feel quite as accessible. I'm just riding that wave, trying to not write stories about it. Focusing on the garden calms my nervous system, and helps me feel like a goddess in a similar way sex does. When parts of you get shaky and unsure, returning to the mother makes the most sense to me. I hope you enjoy watching me exist in the way that feels best to me at this time. I hope to return to being my full self soon. Thank you for being here <3

Trevor and I attended a sensual gather this last weekend. It featured various sensory experiences with strangers, and clear boundary lists for each person. When I, personally, step into a sensual container, something in me wakes up. Like a combination of power, softness, and magnetism. I felt Trevor witness me in a way that has been out of reach for various reasons. Being witnessed, even for a moment, by Trevor certainly leads to eroticism for me. I love that charge. It's intoxicating. I hope you enjoy witnessing what that charge creates!

In the past I have struggled with my mind body connection (I came too quick). When I started having sex with Tausha I was able to unwrite some of the anxiety that came with cumming too quickly. I learned that actually by leaning into my pleasure and accepting it, I then had more control. Many factors go into that. During this video though we hadn't had sex in a day and a half, which is a long time for us. Some tension had been building up between us. It's also extra exciting knowing that you are being filmed and people are going to see it. Anyways from the MOMENT I stuck my cock in Tausha I knew it wasn't going to last long. I could have came immediately. Instead I watched my cock slowly slide in and out of her wet folds. Feeling every inch of her as I slid in and out. Breathing deeply into the head of my cock. Tausha isn't used to this so eventually she rolled me over and had her way with me until I exploded. There is a section we had to cut out. Tausha is diabetic, and her blood sugar alarm went off. It is probably one of the most jarring sounds ever.

I love it when Tausha May sucks my cock, its one of my favorite things to witness. Since we have been making these videos I got a new Pixel 9 pro that shoots video in 8K. When she started sucking my cock I decided to grab the camera, there is something extra exciting about watching her through the screen and then in real life, then back to the screen. We love quick little interactions like this with each other.

Today we entered a moment of deep connection. We had some time to go lay in the forest which is always very grounding. We decided to take the camera with us. This wound up undulating from intense high energy connection to moments of slow attuned cuddling. As always flowing with our natural energy. Great shots of Trevor's ass as he pounds Taushas pussy from behind, something we have never shot before. When Tausha was setting up the camera she let out a little toot, we decided to leave it in the video because its REAL LIFE! Tausha wants to remind people to toot before sex so you don't have to during! Pro tip!

Trev has been working a lot lately and his sexual energy has been lower than normal. Today he asked me to masturbate when I woke up and send him some stills from the video I took. When he watched when he got home he said, "I can see why you get frustrated when you masturbate, that took forever." He then proceeded to fuck me for an hour which we took a video of as well. Thank you for watching!

The first couple minutes of this video show some really good cuddles, which turn into a beautiful, embodied make out session, which then turns into our "lazy" version of sex. I love this position because I'm able to look into Trevor's eyes, which is an erotic experience in itself. We hope you enjoy!

I'm reminiscing on how I used to love masturbation. I couldn't wait to get that time alone to myself. Nowadays, it leaves me a little frustrated. Trevor focuses a lot on my pleasure, and is damn good at it too. I came across this old video, enjoying myself. That pulse is sure addicting.

This begins with me passionately worshiping Trevor's cock. I absolutely love when Trevor embodies his full receptivity, and allows the sensory experience. His breath, his moans, his muscles contracting...it creates a whirlwind of energy that is palpable to every one of my cells. When Trevor takes over to release that energy, my body is ready. The portal is open. Many things are transmuted in our offerings to one another. I'm so grateful to have access to this receptive, attuned man. I hope you enjoy being a witness! Getting to see the milky cum spill out of Trevor's cock is such a treat!

We have been working towards freeing our perspective sexualities. Trevor's clouded with inherited traumas and societal programming and Tausha's hidden behind insidious abuse and attacks at her authentic sexual expression. We are working together through this problem and its complex and often heartbreaking. While fucking Tausha, Trevor has her read one of her slutty messages to a man she is contemplating fucking. In fact she had him over her and came on his hands and sucked his cock after this video was made, quite exhilarating but also has its pain points for Trevor. Sexual energy can be beautifully cultivated into acceptance and exploration and we are glad you are able to witness a part of our journey with us. We hope to continue this together and that someday we will be able to exist freely in our bodies in a broken society.