Blissful, Squirting, Pulsing Orgasm

Tausha had a pleasure mapping scenario set up for me. Not often, but sometimes I am ok with being the center of attention. I had to put the kids to bed before it was 'my turn' after a day of a lot of random sex everywhere we went including an incredibly steamy session in a sauna. While putting the kids to be I FELL ASLEEP! Can you imagine? Anyways when she finally woke me up I insisted on continuing and this was the result. It wasn't what we had planned but it was still amazing to connect.

Trevor and I had a little tiff this morning. We're both gaining the communication skills we didn't learn as children. After it had naturally settled -- which took way less time than the past (yay us!) Trevor followed me upstairs. I said "What's up?" and he said, "I just miss you." I smiled and tackled him on the bed. This is a major win for us! I love seeing the evidence of the work we're doing. The inner work is working! We hope you enjoy our make up sex! Much love!

Trevor struggles to receive. On occasion though he will submit to simply receiving pleasure. This is a the tail end of a morning, start to finish blowjob. It's always a treat to get to taste his cum and attune to his pleasure. We hope you enjoy!

Our sensual foreplay. Feeling our bodies pressing into one another, a quick tease of a blowjob, and an orgasm on Trevor's fingers. Now I'm ready for his perfect cock.

Last night the pod had its first connective evening that was recorded! We decided to do massages with a hint of spice. An overall openness to sexual energy being shared. The ladies went first and the boys worked towards bringing their senses alive. Andi has been engaging in an active practice to increase the amount of time spent in what she calls 'middle space'. We focused on neutral and pleasurable touches without a huge emphasis on escalation. There was a spicy moment in the middle where Tausha and Andi are making out and grinding into each other. Seb and Trevor go front row seats as they watched Andis pussy grind on Tausha's thigh, they couldn't help but stroke their cock at that moment. Overall we feel it was a great introduction to what may evolve into a true four person flow. Something we have been interested in for awhile. Andi and Seb have started their own account to share the content they create together: find them at @FantasyErotica

This begins with me passionately worshiping Trevor's cock. I absolutely love when Trevor embodies his full receptivity, and allows the sensory experience. His breath, his moans, his muscles contracting...it creates a whirlwind of energy that is palpable to every one of my cells. When Trevor takes over to release that energy, my body is ready. The portal is open. Many things are transmuted in our offerings to one another. I'm so grateful to have access to this receptive, attuned man. I hope you enjoy being a witness! Getting to see the milky cum spill out of Trevor's cock is such a treat!

Tausha loves giving and receiving calm, present and intentional acts of care. Who doesn't? This video represents the thender care moments and how they encourage eroticism. We hope you enjoy!

We have been working towards freeing our perspective sexualities. Trevor's clouded with inherited traumas and societal programming and Tausha's hidden behind insidious abuse and attacks at her authentic sexual expression. We are working together through this problem and its complex and often heartbreaking. While fucking Tausha, Trevor has her read one of her slutty messages to a man she is contemplating fucking. In fact she had him over her and came on his hands and sucked his cock after this video was made, quite exhilarating but also has its pain points for Trevor. Sexual energy can be beautifully cultivated into acceptance and exploration and we are glad you are able to witness a part of our journey with us. We hope to continue this together and that someday we will be able to exist freely in our bodies in a broken society.

Disclaimer: Tausha had no idea the camera was on when this was filmed so this is her purely authentic reaction to being woken up with sex. Nighttime at times for us can be a push and pull of sorts. Sometimes I'm sleepy super early in the evening and Tausha is WIRED. So we don't always go to sleep at the same time. Tausha was feeling feisty so stayed downstairs, when I woke up to go pee around midnight I realized she wasn't in bed so I went to check on her. Sometimes her blood sugar can be a problem so I always check on her. When I peaked over the loft she was dead asleep, she snores and the whole nine yards. I decided to wake her up by licking her pussy, which from a dead sleep wound up being too overwhelming to be pleasurable. I was in a certain type of mood so it turned into rough sex through several orgasms while she was still sleepy. It was really fun to tell her afterwards that I got it on film, she was delighted.

We had a warm streak here in western Oregon at the beginning of this month, so I enjoyed 5 straight days of prepping our garden in the sunshine. Something is shifting in regards to my sexuality, it doesn't feel quite as accessible. I'm just riding that wave, trying to not write stories about it. Focusing on the garden calms my nervous system, and helps me feel like a goddess in a similar way sex does. When parts of you get shaky and unsure, returning to the mother makes the most sense to me. I hope you enjoy watching me exist in the way that feels best to me at this time. I hope to return to being my full self soon. Thank you for being here <3