Midnight Makeup

Trevor and I just spent three weeks apert. This is our reunion. If you’ve been following our journey, you know Trevor and I are in the middle of reconfiguring our relationship and figuring out what it looks like to let our dynamic change while still nurturing, protecting, and building on the rare, deeply attuned connection we share. There’s something so special about the way we attune to each other. The way we listen with our bodies. The way pleasure unfolds when we feel connected, present, and safe enough to let go. Trevor went down on me, and the entire thing stayed pleasurable. For me, clitoral pleasure usually flickers on and off. I have to keep finding my way back to the “on” until it grows. But lately, something new has been happening. The pleasure just stays. It builds slowly, steadily, beautifully, until it feels like a whole damn universe is being born inside me. Then he fucked my face...I know that every time he does that, he has to move through some shame and old blocks, and I’m so proud of him when he chooses to lean in anyway. There’s something deeply intimate about witnessing someone you love move through those edges and allow themselves to be seen a little more freely. And I fucking LOVE sucking his cock. The slurping, the moaning, feeling his body start to tremble and his breath change… knowing I’m part of what’s happening inside him. I love it. Then he finally glides his cock inside me. The relief. The familiarity. The feeling of finally being home...That comes with some heaviness for me at this time. I’m physically in limbo right now, navigating so much uncertainty about what home even looks like for me. So sharing these moments with Trevor has been an enormous emotional exhale for my system. A place where I can soften, feel, and just be. I’m incredibly grateful that, even as our relationship changes shape, we still get to share this kind of connection. At the end, I told him I wanted to ride him. He told me it wouldn’t last long. So naturally, I told him, “You better not come.” He immediately proceeded to fill me with his milk of the gods. I secretly LOVE it when he comes “too soon.” We’re figuring things out. We’re growing. We’re letting things change without pretending that what we’ve shared, and what we still share, isn’t extraordinary. We hope you enjoy this little glimpse into our reunion. And you better buckle up, because the rest of our journey is going to be EPIC.

Tausha and I have never struggled to find flow in our sex lives. It's been rather effortless leading each other into pleasure. Rewatching this video, it's hard to imagine such eas in any other setting. Tausha reconnected with an old flamerecently who has been integrating into our sexual flow rather seamlessly. It's been interesting to see how that flow transforms and morphs with additional energies in the mix. We will be sharing soon!

We have a friend staying with us from Missouri. He is a verified voyeur. Trevor asked him what one of his biggest fantasies, and that was to watch but without the people necessarily knowing he was watching. We have an amazing place on our property surrounded by old Douglas Fir Trees, its magical. This was one of the first warm and sunny days here in the PNW, the temperature was perfect. So we grabbed a blanket and headed into the forest with a wink to Jon. We quickly sank into our bodies after setting the camera up and made love, the sun and forest was full of erotic energy for us to share with. Jon is in the background of this video somewhere with binoculars and a bottle of conditioner he used for lube. Needless to say it was a dream come true for him, a fantasy come to life. He got to watch through the binoculars, hear Taushas pleasure song in the distance, and now will get to watch this video knowing that he was in that forest pleasuring himself! We love sharing with Jon and with you, we hope you enjoy!

Trevor and I had a little tiff this morning. We're both gaining the communication skills we didn't learn as children. After it had naturally settled -- which took way less time than the past (yay us!) Trevor followed me upstairs. I said "What's up?" and he said, "I just miss you." I smiled and tackled him on the bed. This is a major win for us! I love seeing the evidence of the work we're doing. The inner work is working! We hope you enjoy our make up sex! Much love!

Tausha and I had a little alone time on a project I'm working on and we took advantage of it. She kept teasing and edging me with her perfect mouth. I wanted to cum 37 seconds into this video and she just kept at it. Watching her eagerness to please and her perfect attunement is something I feel very grateful to have in my life. She knows how to please me and I very much appreciate being able to share with her.

The beginning and middle of this video is just me cleaning my shower. As I get into it, I start singing a bit. I used to sing a lot more, so I'm trying to embrace those opportunities. At the end, I give myself an illusive orgasm with Trevor's shower head. It took longer than usual because I'm standing. By the time my orgasm finished, I realized my hip was out of place, and had to collapse to the floor. This video is a peek into my every day life. Nothing too flashy, just duty being combined with pleasure. I hope you enjoy!

We have been working towards freeing our perspective sexualities. Trevor's clouded with inherited traumas and societal programming and Tausha's hidden behind insidious abuse and attacks at her authentic sexual expression. We are working together through this problem and its complex and often heartbreaking. While fucking Tausha, Trevor has her read one of her slutty messages to a man she is contemplating fucking. In fact she had him over her and came on his hands and sucked his cock after this video was made, quite exhilarating but also has its pain points for Trevor. Sexual energy can be beautifully cultivated into acceptance and exploration and we are glad you are able to witness a part of our journey with us. We hope to continue this together and that someday we will be able to exist freely in our bodies in a broken society.

I made a trip home a couple weeks ago. While I was gone, Trevor had to pack and embark on a camping trip without me. We had plans to meet there a couple days into his trip. We are a very good team when it comes to preparing for fun, so the fact that he had to do that alone was sad for the both of us. Reuniting was so very sweet. We kicked out friends out as soon as we could so we could fully connect. They took it well, haha. I love the way Trevor reintroduces his energy field to my portal. So soft, sweet and tender. My portal responds so intensely to him, almost like she's her own animal with her own needs...this video depicts her quite literally crawling towards him. It's incredibly erotic. We hope you enjoy! :)

This video is similar to part one. It displays our pleasure mapping practice, except this time it is more focused on Trevor's pleasure as opposed to Tausha's in part one. These aren't flashy orgasm filled videos, but they are full of nuance and exploration which is a big part of our connection. We hope you enjoy friends.

I went with Trevor to work last weekend, and in the midst of some really boring work, Trevor told me he wanted me to suck his cock. Trevor is unwriting the story around men asserting their desires within sexuality being a dangerous thing, so I celebrate those moments, and 9.99/10 times I am veryyy happy to deliver. I love pleasing my man. His pleasure is my pleasure. We hope you enjoy!