Midnight Makeup

Trevor and I had a little tiff this morning. We're both gaining the communication skills we didn't learn as children. After it had naturally settled -- which took way less time than the past (yay us!) Trevor followed me upstairs. I said "What's up?" and he said, "I just miss you." I smiled and tackled him on the bed. This is a major win for us! I love seeing the evidence of the work we're doing. The inner work is working! We hope you enjoy our make up sex! Much love!

We have been working towards freeing our perspective sexualities. Trevor's clouded with inherited traumas and societal programming and Tausha's hidden behind insidious abuse and attacks at her authentic sexual expression. We are working together through this problem and its complex and often heartbreaking. While fucking Tausha, Trevor has her read one of her slutty messages to a man she is contemplating fucking. In fact she had him over her and came on his hands and sucked his cock after this video was made, quite exhilarating but also has its pain points for Trevor. Sexual energy can be beautifully cultivated into acceptance and exploration and we are glad you are able to witness a part of our journey with us. We hope to continue this together and that someday we will be able to exist freely in our bodies in a broken society.

We had a warm streak here in western Oregon at the beginning of this month, so I enjoyed 5 straight days of prepping our garden in the sunshine. Something is shifting in regards to my sexuality, it doesn't feel quite as accessible. I'm just riding that wave, trying to not write stories about it. Focusing on the garden calms my nervous system, and helps me feel like a goddess in a similar way sex does. When parts of you get shaky and unsure, returning to the mother makes the most sense to me. I hope you enjoy watching me exist in the way that feels best to me at this time. I hope to return to being my full self soon. Thank you for being here <3

This session turned into what we call pleasure mapping. As sexual beings we are constantly changing, during cocreated sex known pathways are often utilized in the pursuit of pleasure. We try to intentionally take time now and again to do some pleasure mapping. Treat each other like a fresh new body to discover. Really lean into our curiosity. Not focus on orgasm, but focus on pleasure and exploration. These videos are long and not super splashy like some, but if the subtle nuance and mind body connection are at all interesting to you, this is a great video to watch. Much Love, Trevor & Tausha.

Trev and I were cuddling on the couch, it had been a rough week, lots of moments of disconnect. I noticed his cock was rock hard, it had been awhile since I had tasted it so I decided to remember what it felt like in the back of my throat. Watch as I make eye contact with you and suck his cock. He can't help but flip me over at the end and bury his cock inside of me, which I always love.

This video is similar to part one. It displays our pleasure mapping practice, except this time it is more focused on Trevor's pleasure as opposed to Tausha's in part one. These aren't flashy orgasm filled videos, but they are full of nuance and exploration which is a big part of our connection. We hope you enjoy friends.

Last night the pod had its first connective evening that was recorded! We decided to do massages with a hint of spice. An overall openness to sexual energy being shared. The ladies went first and the boys worked towards bringing their senses alive. Andi has been engaging in an active practice to increase the amount of time spent in what she calls 'middle space'. We focused on neutral and pleasurable touches without a huge emphasis on escalation. There was a spicy moment in the middle where Tausha and Andi are making out and grinding into each other. Seb and Trevor go front row seats as they watched Andis pussy grind on Tausha's thigh, they couldn't help but stroke their cock at that moment. Overall we feel it was a great introduction to what may evolve into a true four person flow. Something we have been interested in for awhile. Andi and Seb have started their own account to share the content they create together: find them at @FantasyErotica

Cuddles turned into a blow job, turned into a good old cuddle-fuck, turned into riding, turned into missionary, turned into a cream pie, turned into orgasms on Trevors fingers, turned into Trevor eating my pussy, turned into more fingers, turned into squirting, and finally circled back to cuddling. Classic rainy day.

The first couple minutes of this video show some really good cuddles, which turn into a beautiful, embodied make out session, which then turns into our "lazy" version of sex. I love this position because I'm able to look into Trevor's eyes, which is an erotic experience in itself. We hope you enjoy!

Our sexual connection has always been powerful. We both had toyed with the idea of getting a sex journal. Some way to remember our experiences in our Golden Years. Somewhere in that conversation we decided to grab our phone and just film whatever we could. We did some POV, literally propped it up on a plant near our bed at one point. Some real homemade videos. The idea was just to keep it for future versions of ourselves. Now that we are able to share our connection on this fantastic platform we both decided that sharing a video from our personal collection would be fun and exciting. And what better than the very first video? This video is beautiful because it really displays different phases of our love making. There are some hard and fast moments and some extremely slow moments. Tausha rides until Trevor is ready to take control. From there he undulates between fast and slow, following Taushas pleasure. Mirroring her body's desires back to her until she can't stand it anymore and cums over and over and over. The video ends with Trevor's orgasm and an up close moment of the connection shared. Tausha, making room for his pleasure while also experiencing her own as they cum together. Overall just an incredibly wholesome and real view of what our connection is like on a daily basis. We are happy to share this with the world and hope you enjoy!