Midnight Makeup

We had a warm streak here in western Oregon at the beginning of this month, so I enjoyed 5 straight days of prepping our garden in the sunshine. Something is shifting in regards to my sexuality, it doesn't feel quite as accessible. I'm just riding that wave, trying to not write stories about it. Focusing on the garden calms my nervous system, and helps me feel like a goddess in a similar way sex does. When parts of you get shaky and unsure, returning to the mother makes the most sense to me. I hope you enjoy watching me exist in the way that feels best to me at this time. I hope to return to being my full self soon. Thank you for being here <3

Tausha's birthday was yesterday! It was also the height of her ovulation, which is a birthday gift in and of itself. She expressed a desire to go to a glory hole for her birthday, but the timing of our dinner plans made that not the best idea...Tausha hates sucking cock right after she eats. We went to an upscale restaurant, and had the chef's tasting menu, which was delightful...good food turns Tausha on, she often calls it her main source of pleasure...(despite how many orgasms this woman has during sex...haha.) We ended the night tangled up in passion together, which (I guess) is Tausha's *second* most abundant source of pleasure (???) We hope you enjoy!

We watched mainstream sex videos with a friend of ours, typically we don't watch a lot of conventional sex videos. By sharing our favorite videos with each other I was able to hear and see what Tausha really wanted to see in sex videos. Which was aesthetically pleasing to her. She likes to see up close as the dick slides in and out of the pussy. She likes to hear the sounds. She likes it when men talk and groan. She likes to hear the juices. So the next time we were fucking I decided to make the perfect video for her. We had been having a LOT of sex the few days prior. Literally milking my cock a drop or two at a time of cum. I've been experimenting with having orgasms without cumming which allows for zero refractory period for me. It's been an amazing journey with this woman. So for anyone curious this is the type of sex videos Tausha wants to watch, so we made one.

Most of the time Trevor prefers to be in control. Guiding Tausha in riding her waves of pleasure and ultimately decided when himself climaxes. In this video however Tausha is in charge and rides him so good he can't help but have a toe curling orgasm relatively quickly. Pleasure is our practice, thank you for watching friends!

We are still having fun playing with our camera angles. Our favorite sex starts with cuddles and some conversation. Usually Tausha starts rubbing her pussy and it peaks my interest as you'll see in the video. We love this camera angle because its quick set up and we can just throw the camera up there and then go back to our normal time of connecting. It really is like you're a fly on the wall! We hope you enjoy watching us in our daily, real connections.

Trevor and I attended a sensual gather this last weekend. It featured various sensory experiences with strangers, and clear boundary lists for each person. When I, personally, step into a sensual container, something in me wakes up. Like a combination of power, softness, and magnetism. I felt Trevor witness me in a way that has been out of reach for various reasons. Being witnessed, even for a moment, by Trevor certainly leads to eroticism for me. I love that charge. It's intoxicating. I hope you enjoy witnessing what that charge creates!

Tausha ovulates with the full moon-and during this time, her desire is insatiable. We captured one of the three intimate sessions we shared that day. Trev treats this time with deep reverance, often carving out what we call our "day of worship." Watch as he attunes to my body, giving me exactly what I crave. As I continue to heal from past abuse and shame, I'm discovering hunger for something more - though I'm still uncovering what that truly means. I hope you feel the depth and honesty in this expression of us.

Tausha and I have been exploring the world of kink. Although our connection is strong and palpable our more creative side sexually is relatively undiscovered. Alchemizing emotional pain using physical pain has always been an interesting idea. Recently I was topped by a experienced person and began to see the potential of the craft. This is relatively new in our journey. How much pain am I willing to inflict on Tausha? How much pain is she willing to take? Watch as we discover this together ultimately succumbing to pleasure instead.

Trevor and I had a little tiff this morning. We're both gaining the communication skills we didn't learn as children. After it had naturally settled -- which took way less time than the past (yay us!) Trevor followed me upstairs. I said "What's up?" and he said, "I just miss you." I smiled and tackled him on the bed. This is a major win for us! I love seeing the evidence of the work we're doing. The inner work is working! We hope you enjoy our make up sex! Much love!

This begins with me passionately worshiping Trevor's cock. I absolutely love when Trevor embodies his full receptivity, and allows the sensory experience. His breath, his moans, his muscles contracting...it creates a whirlwind of energy that is palpable to every one of my cells. When Trevor takes over to release that energy, my body is ready. The portal is open. Many things are transmuted in our offerings to one another. I'm so grateful to have access to this receptive, attuned man. I hope you enjoy being a witness! Getting to see the milky cum spill out of Trevor's cock is such a treat!