Pleasure Mapping - Part One

In the past I have struggled with my mind body connection (I came too quick). When I started having sex with Tausha I was able to unwrite some of the anxiety that came with cumming too quickly. I learned that actually by leaning into my pleasure and accepting it, I then had more control. Many factors go into that. During this video though we hadn't had sex in a day and a half, which is a long time for us. Some tension had been building up between us. It's also extra exciting knowing that you are being filmed and people are going to see it. Anyways from the MOMENT I stuck my cock in Tausha I knew it wasn't going to last long. I could have came immediately. Instead I watched my cock slowly slide in and out of her wet folds. Feeling every inch of her as I slid in and out. Breathing deeply into the head of my cock. Tausha isn't used to this so eventually she rolled me over and had her way with me until I exploded. There is a section we had to cut out. Tausha is diabetic, and her blood sugar alarm went off. It is probably one of the most jarring sounds ever.

Trevor has not experienced a lot of anal/prostate play. For the most part he struggles to receive. Recently he has taken an interest and has found that some stimulation helps his prostate be more healthy. This video is only the second time we have ever done this so it is rather vulnerable. Of course at the end he makes love to me but as he describes it goes from feeling nothing to orgasming in seconds. I appreciate attuning to his body in this way and look forward to exploring more.

Our sexual connection has always been powerful. We both had toyed with the idea of getting a sex journal. Some way to remember our experiences in our Golden Years. Somewhere in that conversation we decided to grab our phone and just film whatever we could. We did some POV, literally propped it up on a plant near our bed at one point. Some real homemade videos. The idea was just to keep it for future versions of ourselves. Now that we are able to share our connection on this fantastic platform we both decided that sharing a video from our personal collection would be fun and exciting. And what better than the very first video? This video is beautiful because it really displays different phases of our love making. There are some hard and fast moments and some extremely slow moments. Tausha rides until Trevor is ready to take control. From there he undulates between fast and slow, following Taushas pleasure. Mirroring her body's desires back to her until she can't stand it anymore and cums over and over and over. The video ends with Trevor's orgasm and an up close moment of the connection shared. Tausha, making room for his pleasure while also experiencing her own as they cum together. Overall just an incredibly wholesome and real view of what our connection is like on a daily basis. We are happy to share this with the world and hope you enjoy!

This lovemaking session checked a lot of boxes for Tausha. Some silliness, some sultriness, and a taste of both being in control and the relinquish of that control. She's realizing that Trevor is the container for all these parts of herself, and currently in the place of gratitude to have that range of expression with him. Our sexual connection checks a lot of boxes. We hope you enjoy being a witness.

It's not very often Tausha and I use toys in the bedroom. Recently we have been fantasizing about bringing another man into the bedroom with us. The man Tausha currently has her eye on has a very large member. So in this video we play a bit with the big dildo along with other toys. We do some DP'ing with toys as well as our general flow of pleasure. This is probably the most we have ever played with toys in our sexual relationship. It did inspire us to visit a local sex shop and get an extremely realistic dildo that's a bit smaller. We hope you enjoy friends!

Tausha and I have been exploring the world of kink. Although our connection is strong and palpable our more creative side sexually is relatively undiscovered. Alchemizing emotional pain using physical pain has always been an interesting idea. Recently I was topped by a experienced person and began to see the potential of the craft. This is relatively new in our journey. How much pain am I willing to inflict on Tausha? How much pain is she willing to take? Watch as we discover this together ultimately succumbing to pleasure instead.

Driving down the Oregon Coast I was looking for a pull out for take a topless picture of Tausha with the Ocean in the background. It just so happened I picked one with a nice grassy spot over the guard rail that dipped down just a little bit. We took a sarong with us and laid in the grass. It took us awhile to find a spot that no one could see us but once we did it didn't take long for Tausha to put my cock in her mouth and begin sucking. Something about the possibility of being caught, the sun, the ocean breeze, and the amazing blowjob I was getting, made things not last very long! At the end of the video you see her hop on top and begin riding me, the camera wasn't at the best angle so we didn't get the big finish on tape, but you can fill in the blanks with your imagination....it didn't take long before I was filling her with cum!

We recently have been talking with the other half of our polycule about increasing intimacy between the four of us and possibly filming some content to share with all of you. This weekend we got a sitter and had the intention of setting aside some time for filming whatever flow came up between the four of us. Saturday night we decided to all go to dinner and had some good laughs, of course Tausha was being her embodied self and whipped her tit out in the restaurant. We had some good laughs and good fun that evening but everyone was tired by the time we got home so we retired to our perspective sleeping quarters. Sunday, as fate would have it, Andi got sick so the escalation hasn't happened yet. Tausha and I decided to have what we call a 'sex day'. Which is essentially just being lazy with an emphasis on connecting sexually, its one of my favorite ways to pass time. Tausha wanted to film some more POV which at times can be challenging for me to hold the camera and focus on both of our pleasure. We decided to set the camera up on a small tripod that we could just grab rather close to the bed. There is a window behind the camera so the lighting is great. Experiencing Tausha's flow is a real pleasure. She is something of a sexual genius, the video almost ended in the first three minutes, the way she was sucking and stroking my cock was perfect and quickly escalated me to the 7-9 range. After that she rode me in front of the camera for awhile for some amazing pulsing orgasms. My cock was extremely sensitive and was also pulsing and spurting small amounts of cum, you can definitely see the pulsing in the video. After that Tausha grabbed the camera for POV and when my cock slipped out she started rubbing her wet pussy on it and stroking it like it was her cock. We have never done that before and it was kind of cute and silly. Tausha has always said she wishes she could have a cock for a day and the way she was stroking it she seemed like a pro! We hope you enjoy the video and the flow we created and be sure to follow for some possible polycule content in the future.

Tausha ovulates with the full moon-and during this time, her desire is insatiable. We captured one of the three intimate sessions we shared that day. Trev treats this time with deep reverance, often carving out what we call our "day of worship." Watch as he attunes to my body, giving me exactly what I crave. As I continue to heal from past abuse and shame, I'm discovering hunger for something more - though I'm still uncovering what that truly means. I hope you feel the depth and honesty in this expression of us.

Trevor and I had a little tiff this morning. We're both gaining the communication skills we didn't learn as children. After it had naturally settled -- which took way less time than the past (yay us!) Trevor followed me upstairs. I said "What's up?" and he said, "I just miss you." I smiled and tackled him on the bed. This is a major win for us! I love seeing the evidence of the work we're doing. The inner work is working! We hope you enjoy our make up sex! Much love!