Pleasure Mapping - Part One

We have been working towards freeing our perspective sexualities. Trevor's clouded with inherited traumas and societal programming and Tausha's hidden behind insidious abuse and attacks at her authentic sexual expression. We are working together through this problem and its complex and often heartbreaking. While fucking Tausha, Trevor has her read one of her slutty messages to a man she is contemplating fucking. In fact she had him over her and came on his hands and sucked his cock after this video was made, quite exhilarating but also has its pain points for Trevor. Sexual energy can be beautifully cultivated into acceptance and exploration and we are glad you are able to witness a part of our journey with us. We hope to continue this together and that someday we will be able to exist freely in our bodies in a broken society.

Tausha's birthday was yesterday! It was also the height of her ovulation, which is a birthday gift in and of itself. She expressed a desire to go to a glory hole for her birthday, but the timing of our dinner plans made that not the best idea...Tausha hates sucking cock right after she eats. We went to an upscale restaurant, and had the chef's tasting menu, which was delightful...good food turns Tausha on, she often calls it her main source of pleasure...(despite how many orgasms this woman has during sex...haha.) We ended the night tangled up in passion together, which (I guess) is Tausha's *second* most abundant source of pleasure (???) We hope you enjoy!

Disclaimer: Tausha had no idea the camera was on when this was filmed so this is her purely authentic reaction to being woken up with sex. Nighttime at times for us can be a push and pull of sorts. Sometimes I'm sleepy super early in the evening and Tausha is WIRED. So we don't always go to sleep at the same time. Tausha was feeling feisty so stayed downstairs, when I woke up to go pee around midnight I realized she wasn't in bed so I went to check on her. Sometimes her blood sugar can be a problem so I always check on her. When I peaked over the loft she was dead asleep, she snores and the whole nine yards. I decided to wake her up by licking her pussy, which from a dead sleep wound up being too overwhelming to be pleasurable. I was in a certain type of mood so it turned into rough sex through several orgasms while she was still sleepy. It was really fun to tell her afterwards that I got it on film, she was delighted.

This lovemaking session checked a lot of boxes for Tausha. Some silliness, some sultriness, and a taste of both being in control and the relinquish of that control. She's realizing that Trevor is the container for all these parts of herself, and currently in the place of gratitude to have that range of expression with him. Our sexual connection checks a lot of boxes. We hope you enjoy being a witness.

Trevor and I had a little tiff this morning. We're both gaining the communication skills we didn't learn as children. After it had naturally settled -- which took way less time than the past (yay us!) Trevor followed me upstairs. I said "What's up?" and he said, "I just miss you." I smiled and tackled him on the bed. This is a major win for us! I love seeing the evidence of the work we're doing. The inner work is working! We hope you enjoy our make up sex! Much love!

Sometimes Trevor loves what he sees so much he grabs the camera and watches his cock slide in and out of me through the screen on his phone. This time though the phone keeps him from hammering as hard as he wants so he hands it to me and I get to watch through the phone as he fucks me and cums. Watching this man orgasm is one of my greatest pleasures, I am happy to share with all of you!

This was the end of a very exciting and succesful day at our local dunes. Trevor mobbed up to the lookout that overlooks the main entrance trail into the dunes, put her in park, and I knew exactly what was happening. I knew he wanted my mouth on his cock. God, i wish y'all could somehow see what I do with my tongue while I'm worshipping Trevor's cock, listening to him moan...I hope your mind can fill in those blanks. Enjoy!

This begins with me passionately worshiping Trevor's cock. I absolutely love when Trevor embodies his full receptivity, and allows the sensory experience. His breath, his moans, his muscles contracting...it creates a whirlwind of energy that is palpable to every one of my cells. When Trevor takes over to release that energy, my body is ready. The portal is open. Many things are transmuted in our offerings to one another. I'm so grateful to have access to this receptive, attuned man. I hope you enjoy being a witness! Getting to see the milky cum spill out of Trevor's cock is such a treat!

Cuddles turned into a blow job, turned into a good old cuddle-fuck, turned into riding, turned into missionary, turned into a cream pie, turned into orgasms on Trevors fingers, turned into Trevor eating my pussy, turned into more fingers, turned into squirting, and finally circled back to cuddling. Classic rainy day.

In the past I have struggled with my mind body connection (I came too quick). When I started having sex with Tausha I was able to unwrite some of the anxiety that came with cumming too quickly. I learned that actually by leaning into my pleasure and accepting it, I then had more control. Many factors go into that. During this video though we hadn't had sex in a day and a half, which is a long time for us. Some tension had been building up between us. It's also extra exciting knowing that you are being filmed and people are going to see it. Anyways from the MOMENT I stuck my cock in Tausha I knew it wasn't going to last long. I could have came immediately. Instead I watched my cock slowly slide in and out of her wet folds. Feeling every inch of her as I slid in and out. Breathing deeply into the head of my cock. Tausha isn't used to this so eventually she rolled me over and had her way with me until I exploded. There is a section we had to cut out. Tausha is diabetic, and her blood sugar alarm went off. It is probably one of the most jarring sounds ever.