Pleasure Mapping - Part One

Tausha and I have never struggled to find flow in our sex lives. It's been rather effortless leading each other into pleasure. Rewatching this video, it's hard to imagine such eas in any other setting. Tausha reconnected with an old flamerecently who has been integrating into our sexual flow rather seamlessly. It's been interesting to see how that flow transforms and morphs with additional energies in the mix. We will be sharing soon!

Trevor and I just spent three weeks apert. This is our reunion. If you’ve been following our journey, you know Trevor and I are in the middle of reconfiguring our relationship and figuring out what it looks like to let our dynamic change while still nurturing, protecting, and building on the rare, deeply attuned connection we share. There’s something so special about the way we attune to each other. The way we listen with our bodies. The way pleasure unfolds when we feel connected, present, and safe enough to let go. Trevor went down on me, and the entire thing stayed pleasurable. For me, clitoral pleasure usually flickers on and off. I have to keep finding my way back to the “on” until it grows. But lately, something new has been happening. The pleasure just stays. It builds slowly, steadily, beautifully, until it feels like a whole damn universe is being born inside me. Then he fucked my face...I know that every time he does that, he has to move through some shame and old blocks, and I’m so proud of him when he chooses to lean in anyway. There’s something deeply intimate about witnessing someone you love move through those edges and allow themselves to be seen a little more freely. And I fucking LOVE sucking his cock. The slurping, the moaning, feeling his body start to tremble and his breath change… knowing I’m part of what’s happening inside him. I love it. Then he finally glides his cock inside me. The relief. The familiarity. The feeling of finally being home...That comes with some heaviness for me at this time. I’m physically in limbo right now, navigating so much uncertainty about what home even looks like for me. So sharing these moments with Trevor has been an enormous emotional exhale for my system. A place where I can soften, feel, and just be. I’m incredibly grateful that, even as our relationship changes shape, we still get to share this kind of connection. At the end, I told him I wanted to ride him. He told me it wouldn’t last long. So naturally, I told him, “You better not come.” He immediately proceeded to fill me with his milk of the gods. I secretly LOVE it when he comes “too soon.” We’re figuring things out. We’re growing. We’re letting things change without pretending that what we’ve shared, and what we still share, isn’t extraordinary. We hope you enjoy this little glimpse into our reunion. And you better buckle up, because the rest of our journey is going to be EPIC.

Trevor and I had a little tiff this morning. We're both gaining the communication skills we didn't learn as children. After it had naturally settled -- which took way less time than the past (yay us!) Trevor followed me upstairs. I said "What's up?" and he said, "I just miss you." I smiled and tackled him on the bed. This is a major win for us! I love seeing the evidence of the work we're doing. The inner work is working! We hope you enjoy our make up sex! Much love!

Tausha had a pleasure mapping scenario set up for me. Not often, but sometimes I am ok with being the center of attention. I had to put the kids to bed before it was 'my turn' after a day of a lot of random sex everywhere we went including an incredibly steamy session in a sauna. While putting the kids to be I FELL ASLEEP! Can you imagine? Anyways when she finally woke me up I insisted on continuing and this was the result. It wasn't what we had planned but it was still amazing to connect.

Trevor has not experienced a lot of anal/prostate play. For the most part he struggles to receive. Recently he has taken an interest and has found that some stimulation helps his prostate be more healthy. This video is only the second time we have ever done this so it is rather vulnerable. Of course at the end he makes love to me but as he describes it goes from feeling nothing to orgasming in seconds. I appreciate attuning to his body in this way and look forward to exploring more.

This was a randomly inspired moment. Tausha decided to go down on me and it felt amazing, she was really attuning to my pleasure and I had to capture it and share it with you guys. Our simultaneous orgasm at the end was VERY powerful for both of us, you can mostly just hear it due to the chaotic nature of the filming. Hope you enjoy.

Trevor and I have had a hard month. Both of us have been craving what it feels like to be fully connected. We have identified that space as the best feeling in the world, but can't force it. Last night, our patience, perseverance, and hard work paid off. We entered the blissful space of gratefulness, appreciation, and honor...which led to worship. Seeing and treating one another like the gifts that we are and will continue to be. This is a beautiful exchange. I enthusiastically suck his cock, until I can't stand the feeling of my empty, wet pussy any longer, and hop on for a ride. I ride him until he needs to take over, and finally receive his pulsing, intense orgasm. I took a moment to have one more orgasm on his softening cock...but it doesn't end there. This beautiful man proceeds to worship my pussy, using his skilled hands and tongue. I am a lucky lady. The aftercare and feeling of closeness is also captured, and may be the best part. We hope you enjoy!

Tausha and I have been going through a series of ups and downs in our relationship over the past few years. Sexually, we've always had a strong connection, and we've maintained that in a way that has felt good and powerful. We're happy to share that with you. We've also developed a kind of fear-based culture within our relationship, and that's something we're looking to shed. To do that, we're taking some radical action: creating space and doing what we think is right so Tausha can rediscover, and Trevor can discover, what our authenticity and natural expression look like. This video was taken right before we took some meaningful, significant space from one another. It really shows the connection and the love we share, and the love we've shared with you over the past few years. We're happy to share this video with you. We don't know what the future looks like, but we both want to stay in connection and let that ripple out into the world. MLNP has been a big part of that, so thank you.

I couldn't resist Trevor's cock this morning. Hearing Trevor's moans really encourage me to be a very good girl. That feedback is like my fuel. The end of this video is one of my favorite blowjob cumshots. The twisting and side to side action that lead to Trevor's orgasm was a new trick I pulled out of my hat, and one I will be coming back to for sure! The amount of cum that drips out of my mouth is so sexy and honestly impressive! I don't often get to see Trevor's cum, because the pull to share an orgasm inside my portal is often too hard to resist. So it's always a treat for me to get to see! I hope it's a treat for y'all as well!

Tausha ovulates with the full moon-and during this time, her desire is insatiable. We captured one of the three intimate sessions we shared that day. Trev treats this time with deep reverance, often carving out what we call our "day of worship." Watch as he attunes to my body, giving me exactly what I crave. As I continue to heal from past abuse and shame, I'm discovering hunger for something more - though I'm still uncovering what that truly means. I hope you feel the depth and honesty in this expression of us.