Introducing Toys (Very Rare!)

Tausha ovulates with the full moon-and during this time, her desire is insatiable. We captured one of the three intimate sessions we shared that day. Trev treats this time with deep reverance, often carving out what we call our "day of worship." Watch as he attunes to my body, giving me exactly what I crave. As I continue to heal from past abuse and shame, I'm discovering hunger for something more - though I'm still uncovering what that truly means. I hope you feel the depth and honesty in this expression of us.

Trevor and I attended a sensual gather this last weekend. It featured various sensory experiences with strangers, and clear boundary lists for each person. When I, personally, step into a sensual container, something in me wakes up. Like a combination of power, softness, and magnetism. I felt Trevor witness me in a way that has been out of reach for various reasons. Being witnessed, even for a moment, by Trevor certainly leads to eroticism for me. I love that charge. It's intoxicating. I hope you enjoy witnessing what that charge creates!

We recently have been talking with the other half of our polycule about increasing intimacy between the four of us and possibly filming some content to share with all of you. This weekend we got a sitter and had the intention of setting aside some time for filming whatever flow came up between the four of us. Saturday night we decided to all go to dinner and had some good laughs, of course Tausha was being her embodied self and whipped her tit out in the restaurant. We had some good laughs and good fun that evening but everyone was tired by the time we got home so we retired to our perspective sleeping quarters. Sunday, as fate would have it, Andi got sick so the escalation hasn't happened yet. Tausha and I decided to have what we call a 'sex day'. Which is essentially just being lazy with an emphasis on connecting sexually, its one of my favorite ways to pass time. Tausha wanted to film some more POV which at times can be challenging for me to hold the camera and focus on both of our pleasure. We decided to set the camera up on a small tripod that we could just grab rather close to the bed. There is a window behind the camera so the lighting is great. Experiencing Tausha's flow is a real pleasure. She is something of a sexual genius, the video almost ended in the first three minutes, the way she was sucking and stroking my cock was perfect and quickly escalated me to the 7-9 range. After that she rode me in front of the camera for awhile for some amazing pulsing orgasms. My cock was extremely sensitive and was also pulsing and spurting small amounts of cum, you can definitely see the pulsing in the video. After that Tausha grabbed the camera for POV and when my cock slipped out she started rubbing her wet pussy on it and stroking it like it was her cock. We have never done that before and it was kind of cute and silly. Tausha has always said she wishes she could have a cock for a day and the way she was stroking it she seemed like a pro! We hope you enjoy the video and the flow we created and be sure to follow for some possible polycule content in the future.

We recently took a trip to Hawaii. It was such a healing and wonderful experience, we spent most of it at a nude beach. Everything there is so deeply satiating. We found ourselves finally alone in the room and had to release some energy. The sun was shining, the birds were singing, and pleasure was experienced. We hope you enjoy.

Trevor and I had a little tiff this morning. We're both gaining the communication skills we didn't learn as children. After it had naturally settled -- which took way less time than the past (yay us!) Trevor followed me upstairs. I said "What's up?" and he said, "I just miss you." I smiled and tackled him on the bed. This is a major win for us! I love seeing the evidence of the work we're doing. The inner work is working! We hope you enjoy our make up sex! Much love!

Tausha's birthday was yesterday! It was also the height of her ovulation, which is a birthday gift in and of itself. She expressed a desire to go to a glory hole for her birthday, but the timing of our dinner plans made that not the best idea...Tausha hates sucking cock right after she eats. We went to an upscale restaurant, and had the chef's tasting menu, which was delightful...good food turns Tausha on, she often calls it her main source of pleasure...(despite how many orgasms this woman has during sex...haha.) We ended the night tangled up in passion together, which (I guess) is Tausha's *second* most abundant source of pleasure (???) We hope you enjoy!

We started this morning off right. Trevor had to go to work, and I needed to feel the energy of his cock in my mouth. That feeling is such a powerful energy exchange. It's difficult for Trevor to lean into being the focus; the one who is receiving all the attention. He usually takes over, tosses me on my back, and owns my pussy. I was so happy he leaned into being spoiled because I have been craving the sweet taste of his cum. The release at the end has not kept either of us from being in a state of desire for the rest of the day...I can't wait to take his cock when he gets home.

We watched mainstream sex videos with a friend of ours, typically we don't watch a lot of conventional sex videos. By sharing our favorite videos with each other I was able to hear and see what Tausha really wanted to see in sex videos. Which was aesthetically pleasing to her. She likes to see up close as the dick slides in and out of the pussy. She likes to hear the sounds. She likes it when men talk and groan. She likes to hear the juices. So the next time we were fucking I decided to make the perfect video for her. We had been having a LOT of sex the few days prior. Literally milking my cock a drop or two at a time of cum. I've been experimenting with having orgasms without cumming which allows for zero refractory period for me. It's been an amazing journey with this woman. So for anyone curious this is the type of sex videos Tausha wants to watch, so we made one.

We have been working towards freeing our perspective sexualities. Trevor's clouded with inherited traumas and societal programming and Tausha's hidden behind insidious abuse and attacks at her authentic sexual expression. We are working together through this problem and its complex and often heartbreaking. While fucking Tausha, Trevor has her read one of her slutty messages to a man she is contemplating fucking. In fact she had him over her and came on his hands and sucked his cock after this video was made, quite exhilarating but also has its pain points for Trevor. Sexual energy can be beautifully cultivated into acceptance and exploration and we are glad you are able to witness a part of our journey with us. We hope to continue this together and that someday we will be able to exist freely in our bodies in a broken society.

This was the ending of a day full of connection. It was the last day of Tausha's ovulation, and we used every bit of that energy. We hope you enjoy watching her ride, but not before she worships Trevor's cock.