Introducing Toys (Very Rare!)

Trev has been working a lot lately and his sexual energy has been lower than normal. Today he asked me to masturbate when I woke up and send him some stills from the video I took. When he watched when he got home he said, "I can see why you get frustrated when you masturbate, that took forever." He then proceeded to fuck me for an hour which we took a video of as well. Thank you for watching!

We have a friend staying with us from Missouri. He is a verified voyeur. Trevor asked him what one of his biggest fantasies, and that was to watch but without the people necessarily knowing he was watching. We have an amazing place on our property surrounded by old Douglas Fir Trees, its magical. This was one of the first warm and sunny days here in the PNW, the temperature was perfect. So we grabbed a blanket and headed into the forest with a wink to Jon. We quickly sank into our bodies after setting the camera up and made love, the sun and forest was full of erotic energy for us to share with. Jon is in the background of this video somewhere with binoculars and a bottle of conditioner he used for lube. Needless to say it was a dream come true for him, a fantasy come to life. He got to watch through the binoculars, hear Taushas pleasure song in the distance, and now will get to watch this video knowing that he was in that forest pleasuring himself! We love sharing with Jon and with you, we hope you enjoy!

I'm reminiscing on how I used to love masturbation. I couldn't wait to get that time alone to myself. Nowadays, it leaves me a little frustrated. Trevor focuses a lot on my pleasure, and is damn good at it too. I came across this old video, enjoying myself. That pulse is sure addicting.

Trevor and I attended a sensual gather this last weekend. It featured various sensory experiences with strangers, and clear boundary lists for each person. When I, personally, step into a sensual container, something in me wakes up. Like a combination of power, softness, and magnetism. I felt Trevor witness me in a way that has been out of reach for various reasons. Being witnessed, even for a moment, by Trevor certainly leads to eroticism for me. I love that charge. It's intoxicating. I hope you enjoy witnessing what that charge creates!

Tausha is ovulating. You can see the anticipation in her portal. The twitching before she is even touched. The way she leaps on the bed. The way she arches, begging for this cock to take her from behind...this is a time where anything goes. We hope you enjoy!

Last night the pod had its first connective evening that was recorded! We decided to do massages with a hint of spice. An overall openness to sexual energy being shared. The ladies went first and the boys worked towards bringing their senses alive. Andi has been engaging in an active practice to increase the amount of time spent in what she calls 'middle space'. We focused on neutral and pleasurable touches without a huge emphasis on escalation. There was a spicy moment in the middle where Tausha and Andi are making out and grinding into each other. Seb and Trevor go front row seats as they watched Andis pussy grind on Tausha's thigh, they couldn't help but stroke their cock at that moment. Overall we feel it was a great introduction to what may evolve into a true four person flow. Something we have been interested in for awhile. Andi and Seb have started their own account to share the content they create together: find them at @FantasyErotica

I love it when Tausha May sucks my cock, its one of my favorite things to witness. Since we have been making these videos I got a new Pixel 9 pro that shoots video in 8K. When she started sucking my cock I decided to grab the camera, there is something extra exciting about watching her through the screen and then in real life, then back to the screen. We love quick little interactions like this with each other.

We had a warm streak here in western Oregon at the beginning of this month, so I enjoyed 5 straight days of prepping our garden in the sunshine. Something is shifting in regards to my sexuality, it doesn't feel quite as accessible. I'm just riding that wave, trying to not write stories about it. Focusing on the garden calms my nervous system, and helps me feel like a goddess in a similar way sex does. When parts of you get shaky and unsure, returning to the mother makes the most sense to me. I hope you enjoy watching me exist in the way that feels best to me at this time. I hope to return to being my full self soon. Thank you for being here <3

Tausha really craves Trevor's erotic energy. He is able to show up for her so beautifully, being such a skilled and passionate lover. This video is a wonderful representation of that. Thank you all for witnessing us.

We have been working towards freeing our perspective sexualities. Trevor's clouded with inherited traumas and societal programming and Tausha's hidden behind insidious abuse and attacks at her authentic sexual expression. We are working together through this problem and its complex and often heartbreaking. While fucking Tausha, Trevor has her read one of her slutty messages to a man she is contemplating fucking. In fact she had him over her and came on his hands and sucked his cock after this video was made, quite exhilarating but also has its pain points for Trevor. Sexual energy can be beautifully cultivated into acceptance and exploration and we are glad you are able to witness a part of our journey with us. We hope to continue this together and that someday we will be able to exist freely in our bodies in a broken society.