Milked by the Cowgirl

We have been working towards freeing our perspective sexualities. Trevor's clouded with inherited traumas and societal programming and Tausha's hidden behind insidious abuse and attacks at her authentic sexual expression. We are working together through this problem and its complex and often heartbreaking. While fucking Tausha, Trevor has her read one of her slutty messages to a man she is contemplating fucking. In fact she had him over her and came on his hands and sucked his cock after this video was made, quite exhilarating but also has its pain points for Trevor. Sexual energy can be beautifully cultivated into acceptance and exploration and we are glad you are able to witness a part of our journey with us. We hope to continue this together and that someday we will be able to exist freely in our bodies in a broken society.

This is an amazing night of reconnection and bringing back worship for the both of us. A lot of things have crept in the way of us being able to access the energy of worship consistently for a little while. I'm so glad we were able to get this reconnection to that energy on camera. Trevor knows that taking his cock from behind (in any fashion) is one of the most erotic positions for me. The animalistic nature of it, feeling his weight on my legs, and my body when he lays down on top of me, his breath in my ear, his gutteral growls, the way my vulva and clitoris is stimulated...the pleasure of being in this configuration together is unmatched. Trevor's tongue is something I cannot live without, watch as we create worlds with the explosion of pleasure and sensation. Then...Trevor uses his hands to focus on my portal, eventually allowing a release of my sweet nectar, which has been a challenge to access lately. This beautiful exchange ends with a sensual ride for me...and collapsing onto my man that feels like home. Moments like these make me feel like we were made for one another. It's very grounding to exist in this energy for me. I hope to figure out a way to carry this enerfy into every day life. We hope you enjoy. xoxo

It had been awhile since we had a hot tub on the porch. Rarely are we alone on the property so we decided to set up a camera and see what happened. Something about the porch and its natural surroundings brings a sense of presence to our experience and for us presence usually flows into connection naturally. An interesting note about this video is this is the last time we connected sexually before Trevor broke his left arm in a side by side accident. For some reason he decided to bring me to orgasm with his left hand, which is very rare. Divine timing? Hard to say but now he's got some rehabilitation to do before we can make part two of this video. Love y'all thank you for being a part of our journey.

On our journey to unwrite our programming and shame we have come up with the idea of 'slut missions'. Often the idea of the third comes into our mind during sex, so these slut missions are a way to play with that energy and find out what is comfortable and not comfortable. As I was setting up the camera I sent Tausha on a slut mission to suck our roommate Jon's cock. He had consented to being a part of this experimentation previously. Unfortunately he had already left to a local concert but it was still a rush! See what happens in the aftermath of that!

This is part 2, the ending of Tausha getting fucked and pleasured after reading her slutty messaged to other men. Trev gets very turned on during these interactions and it makes not cumming quite difficult. In this video he uses a dildo which we don't do often on video, so we are glad we get to share that with you! These moments for us are about acceptance and we are happy to share with you, thanks for watching.

Today was the height of Tausha's ovulation cycle, and shared that she wanted to use her vibrating butt plug. She has never used a butt plug for intercourse, so was really looking forward to how the vibration would affect Trevor's pleasure as well. Well...the butt plug was dead, so the full range of what she was hoping for is yet to be explored, but damn, her little pussy was so much tighter, which we didn't think was possible. Tausha had been teasing Trevor all day, not allowing him to cum. The extra tightness coupled with this being the sixth time they had sex that day, Trevor came as soon as he entered the cadence of fucking Tausha's pussy was asking for. The orgasm they share together at the end is extremely powerful. Tausha is convinced that power creates worlds.

Tausha ovulates with the full moon-and during this time, her desire is insatiable. We captured one of the three intimate sessions we shared that day. Trev treats this time with deep reverance, often carving out what we call our "day of worship." Watch as he attunes to my body, giving me exactly what I crave. As I continue to heal from past abuse and shame, I'm discovering hunger for something more - though I'm still uncovering what that truly means. I hope you feel the depth and honesty in this expression of us.

Trevor and I attended a sensual gather this last weekend. It featured various sensory experiences with strangers, and clear boundary lists for each person. When I, personally, step into a sensual container, something in me wakes up. Like a combination of power, softness, and magnetism. I felt Trevor witness me in a way that has been out of reach for various reasons. Being witnessed, even for a moment, by Trevor certainly leads to eroticism for me. I love that charge. It's intoxicating. I hope you enjoy witnessing what that charge creates!

Tausha's body was sore from a long day of tattooing, she is a tattoo artist and at times that work can cause parts of her body to lock up and be very stiff and painful. This started out as just a massage but after about 20 mins it became clear to Trevor that it was going to turn into more so he paused the massage, set up the camera because we love to share and proceeded to pleasure me eventually cumming in his own primal way himself. It was a great experience for both of us and we are happy to share with all of you.

We had a warm streak here in western Oregon at the beginning of this month, so I enjoyed 5 straight days of prepping our garden in the sunshine. Something is shifting in regards to my sexuality, it doesn't feel quite as accessible. I'm just riding that wave, trying to not write stories about it. Focusing on the garden calms my nervous system, and helps me feel like a goddess in a similar way sex does. When parts of you get shaky and unsure, returning to the mother makes the most sense to me. I hope you enjoy watching me exist in the way that feels best to me at this time. I hope to return to being my full self soon. Thank you for being here <3