self-care for cramps

playing with my new dildo!

It's been a while! Making a chill return to posting here with a cozy early-morning self-love session from the other day. We can all just pretend not to notice how lint-covered my blankets are.

Needed an afternoon self-love session and decided to film it! I start off by stroking my chest and thighs; I like being teased, but also have terrible self-control, so I don’t keep that up for very long before pulling out the vibrator. I edge myself a couple times, getting more and more worked up, before finally letting myself cum. My phone didn’t pick up on the sound that well, but I’m naturally pretty quiet in bed most of the time, anyway. if you bump the volume way up you can hear my breathing get all shaky and the eventually-very-wet noises of me fucking myself with the vibe… This is my first time recording myself and sharing it anywhere—it’s exciting and a little scary! Hope someone out there enjoys it…and let me know if you want to see more :)

I don’t let myself squirt a lot—mostly because of how much cleanup it entails—so it can take some conscious effort to relax enough to make it happen, but when it does…hoo boy! Some of the most intense orgasms I have are during/right after squirting. Here, I’d been fingering myself on the couch for a while (got bored watching tv) when I started getting that about-to-gush feeling. I decided to lean into it this time, headed to the bathtub and started filming. At first I only squirted a little bit, but as I kept going, well…yeah, I had to clean my phone screen off pretty thoroughly after this one... I've never filmed anything from this angle before, but I think it's kinda cool how you can actually see my pussy twitching after I cum at the end—what do y'all think, are we fans of the up-close-and-personal filiming?

came home from a night out a little tipsy and very horny, and decided to film myself getting off. It’s a super blurry closeup, but I do like how this angle looks…definitely gotta play with camera setup more!

Visiting my family over the holidays meant a couple weeks without enough space/privacy for sex, even solo, so this was me making up for it with some extra touchy-feely masturbation once I got home. This was also my first time recording with music (from here: http://jamen.do/l/175887) and clearly I need to do some experimenting with speaker placement to get the levels decent, but if you put headphones on and crank the volume you should be able to hear it!

I’m getting freeeezing weather this week—way too cold to even think about going outside if you can help it, so I’ve been finding other ways to keep myself entertained. I decided to treat myself to a multi-toy session here—after a little teasing with my vibrator, I rail myself nice and thoroughly with my dildo til I cum, and then bring the vibe back for a bonus second orgasm. If it’s cold where you are too, I hope watching this helps you warm up 😘

Oh hey, it's been a while! One thing that I think mainstream porn tends to be egregiously bad about portraying is foreplay--people are depicted as hard, wet, and ready to go out of the gate. That's not realistic for me, or for a lot of people! This video shows me gradually warming up to be able to take my dildo, and then slowly fucking myself with it. Enjoy! (Also--no audio in this one, because a car alarm was going off outside for literally the entire time I was filming! Yay!)

getting wet n wild with it~

just a lil evening play session, exploring different kinds of touch as I get myself hard & wet