Making Love in Hawaii

We have been working towards freeing our perspective sexualities. Trevor's clouded with inherited traumas and societal programming and Tausha's hidden behind insidious abuse and attacks at her authentic sexual expression. We are working together through this problem and its complex and often heartbreaking. While fucking Tausha, Trevor has her read one of her slutty messages to a man she is contemplating fucking. In fact she had him over her and came on his hands and sucked his cock after this video was made, quite exhilarating but also has its pain points for Trevor. Sexual energy can be beautifully cultivated into acceptance and exploration and we are glad you are able to witness a part of our journey with us. We hope to continue this together and that someday we will be able to exist freely in our bodies in a broken society.

We watched mainstream sex videos with a friend of ours, typically we don't watch a lot of conventional sex videos. By sharing our favorite videos with each other I was able to hear and see what Tausha really wanted to see in sex videos. Which was aesthetically pleasing to her. She likes to see up close as the dick slides in and out of the pussy. She likes to hear the sounds. She likes it when men talk and groan. She likes to hear the juices. So the next time we were fucking I decided to make the perfect video for her. We had been having a LOT of sex the few days prior. Literally milking my cock a drop or two at a time of cum. I've been experimenting with having orgasms without cumming which allows for zero refractory period for me. It's been an amazing journey with this woman. So for anyone curious this is the type of sex videos Tausha wants to watch, so we made one.

We started this morning off right. Trevor had to go to work, and I needed to feel the energy of his cock in my mouth. That feeling is such a powerful energy exchange. It's difficult for Trevor to lean into being the focus; the one who is receiving all the attention. He usually takes over, tosses me on my back, and owns my pussy. I was so happy he leaned into being spoiled because I have been craving the sweet taste of his cum. The release at the end has not kept either of us from being in a state of desire for the rest of the day...I can't wait to take his cock when he gets home.

Tausha ovulates with the full moon-and during this time, her desire is insatiable. We captured one of the three intimate sessions we shared that day. Trev treats this time with deep reverance, often carving out what we call our "day of worship." Watch as he attunes to my body, giving me exactly what I crave. As I continue to heal from past abuse and shame, I'm discovering hunger for something more - though I'm still uncovering what that truly means. I hope you feel the depth and honesty in this expression of us.

Cuddles turned into a blow job, turned into a good old cuddle-fuck, turned into riding, turned into missionary, turned into a cream pie, turned into orgasms on Trevors fingers, turned into Trevor eating my pussy, turned into more fingers, turned into squirting, and finally circled back to cuddling. Classic rainy day.

Driving down the Oregon Coast I was looking for a pull out for take a topless picture of Tausha with the Ocean in the background. It just so happened I picked one with a nice grassy spot over the guard rail that dipped down just a little bit. We took a sarong with us and laid in the grass. It took us awhile to find a spot that no one could see us but once we did it didn't take long for Tausha to put my cock in her mouth and begin sucking. Something about the possibility of being caught, the sun, the ocean breeze, and the amazing blowjob I was getting, made things not last very long! At the end of the video you see her hop on top and begin riding me, the camera wasn't at the best angle so we didn't get the big finish on tape, but you can fill in the blanks with your imagination....it didn't take long before I was filling her with cum!

It's not very often Tausha and I use toys in the bedroom. Recently we have been fantasizing about bringing another man into the bedroom with us. The man Tausha currently has her eye on has a very large member. So in this video we play a bit with the big dildo along with other toys. We do some DP'ing with toys as well as our general flow of pleasure. This is probably the most we have ever played with toys in our sexual relationship. It did inspire us to visit a local sex shop and get an extremely realistic dildo that's a bit smaller. We hope you enjoy friends!

Looking through my archives, I found this video of myself grinding into my vibrator. I had the rhythm just right to allow a beautiful, embodied, enveloping, squirting orgasm. I hope you enjoy.

On our journey to unwrite our programming and shame we have come up with the idea of 'slut missions'. Often the idea of the third comes into our mind during sex, so these slut missions are a way to play with that energy and find out what is comfortable and not comfortable. As I was setting up the camera I sent Tausha on a slut mission to suck our roommate Jon's cock. He had consented to being a part of this experimentation previously. Unfortunately he had already left to a local concert but it was still a rush! See what happens in the aftermath of that!

We are still having fun playing with our camera angles. Our favorite sex starts with cuddles and some conversation. Usually Tausha starts rubbing her pussy and it peaks my interest as you'll see in the video. We love this camera angle because its quick set up and we can just throw the camera up there and then go back to our normal time of connecting. It really is like you're a fly on the wall! We hope you enjoy watching us in our daily, real connections.