Making Love in Hawaii POV

In the past I have struggled with my mind body connection (I came too quick). When I started having sex with Tausha I was able to unwrite some of the anxiety that came with cumming too quickly. I learned that actually by leaning into my pleasure and accepting it, I then had more control. Many factors go into that. During this video though we hadn't had sex in a day and a half, which is a long time for us. Some tension had been building up between us. It's also extra exciting knowing that you are being filmed and people are going to see it. Anyways from the MOMENT I stuck my cock in Tausha I knew it wasn't going to last long. I could have came immediately. Instead I watched my cock slowly slide in and out of her wet folds. Feeling every inch of her as I slid in and out. Breathing deeply into the head of my cock. Tausha isn't used to this so eventually she rolled me over and had her way with me until I exploded. There is a section we had to cut out. Tausha is diabetic, and her blood sugar alarm went off. It is probably one of the most jarring sounds ever.

On our journey to unwrite our programming and shame we have come up with the idea of 'slut missions'. Often the idea of the third comes into our mind during sex, so these slut missions are a way to play with that energy and find out what is comfortable and not comfortable. As I was setting up the camera I sent Tausha on a slut mission to suck our roommate Jon's cock. He had consented to being a part of this experimentation previously. Unfortunately he had already left to a local concert but it was still a rush! See what happens in the aftermath of that!

Trevor and I had a little tiff this morning. We're both gaining the communication skills we didn't learn as children. After it had naturally settled -- which took way less time than the past (yay us!) Trevor followed me upstairs. I said "What's up?" and he said, "I just miss you." I smiled and tackled him on the bed. This is a major win for us! I love seeing the evidence of the work we're doing. The inner work is working! We hope you enjoy our make up sex! Much love!

Tausha ovulates with the full moon-and during this time, her desire is insatiable. We captured one of the three intimate sessions we shared that day. Trev treats this time with deep reverance, often carving out what we call our "day of worship." Watch as he attunes to my body, giving me exactly what I crave. As I continue to heal from past abuse and shame, I'm discovering hunger for something more - though I'm still uncovering what that truly means. I hope you feel the depth and honesty in this expression of us.

Tausha and I decided to visit a local nudist/play place that is public. We had only been there once before dark and didn't do much exploring. I have wanted to make a video by the river this summer and this is the perfect place. Once we found a good spot to make the video we skipped some rocks and settled in. Almost immediately we had onlookers, mostly men masturbating in the bushes. We had some brief conversations with them about their experiences there, they were obviously eager to join but our intention was to share our flow with MLNP. While we were making love it was lightly raining, each drop adding to the sensation of grounding and attuning to each others bodies. At times it was hard for me to be in my body with the onlookers and the new surroundings. Eventually we found our flow and because of the novelty it was immediately hard for me not to cum. Tausha surrounded my face with her hair and created a little cocoon that blocked the distractions out. Then I was in it, feeling her pussy engulfing my cock. Feeling how badly she wanted to cum. Once I was in my sexual energy, as often happens, I got incredibly open and asked Tausha if she wanted to fuck one of the onlookers, at that point no longer worrying about making a shareable video, it would have been for me to watch lately. There was no one there she wanted to share with in that way which was perfectly acceptable. She came a few times and then her hip had a cramp which was hilarious. We tried to keep the flow but naturally fell out of it. I was feeling like being a showboat so I gave her a few clit orgasms for the onlookers. Afterwards I asked our closest onlooker how it was and replied "Good" and left, such a peculiar interaction! We very much enjoyed making this video and hope you enjoy watching.

We have been working towards freeing our perspective sexualities. Trevor's clouded with inherited traumas and societal programming and Tausha's hidden behind insidious abuse and attacks at her authentic sexual expression. We are working together through this problem and its complex and often heartbreaking. While fucking Tausha, Trevor has her read one of her slutty messages to a man she is contemplating fucking. In fact she had him over her and came on his hands and sucked his cock after this video was made, quite exhilarating but also has its pain points for Trevor. Sexual energy can be beautifully cultivated into acceptance and exploration and we are glad you are able to witness a part of our journey with us. We hope to continue this together and that someday we will be able to exist freely in our bodies in a broken society.

This was the ending of a day full of connection. It was the last day of Tausha's ovulation, and we used every bit of that energy. We hope you enjoy watching her ride, but not before she worships Trevor's cock.

Looking through my archives, I found this video of myself grinding into my vibrator. I had the rhythm just right to allow a beautiful, embodied, enveloping, squirting orgasm. I hope you enjoy.

Trevor and I are taking some intentional space this month to re calibrate to ourselves, so we can come back together fuller versions of ourselves. We spend our last night at Crane Hot springs, and this was the beginning of our physical connection that evening. I love laying on Trevor's belly, and putting his soft, velvety cock in my mouth like a binky. It's very comforting, and often leads to a very intimate, and slow blowjob. My pussy was clenching, and it was getting unbearable to feel so empty, so I asked him to please let me cum on his cock, and that I did! Both Trevor and I may be making some solo videos over the next three weeks while I'm gone. We'd love to share those with you as they come as well! Thank you for being on this journey with us! Xo

Trevor has not experienced a lot of anal/prostate play. For the most part he struggles to receive. Recently he has taken an interest and has found that some stimulation helps his prostate be more healthy. This video is only the second time we have ever done this so it is rather vulnerable. Of course at the end he makes love to me but as he describes it goes from feeling nothing to orgasming in seconds. I appreciate attuning to his body in this way and look forward to exploring more.