Good Squrls Don’t Cum

Let me tell you this was a long wank for me. I don’t know if it’s hormones or stress…but I have been struggling to orgasm completely for weeks. I thought “let’s put on the new collar/nipple rings and slap your clit around a bit”. And since I recently found this riding crop when I was decluttering, I figured I’d use it. I don’t know how much of it got left in, but I started fantasizing about orgasm control and start talking dirty to myself…Hehe

We’ve been living in our apartment for 3 years having lukewarm baths!!! Our landlord finally agreed to fix it. It was delicious. I decided to make it steamy in my own way, too with my newest addition to the toy collection: glass dildo and beads!!! Sorry for the light dying on me halfway though. At least there’s still candlelight!

It was warm enough to wear my new skort this weekend! It got cold again after…Spring is definitely coming, though. I decided to try to channel it further by putting on my skort again, pigtails & colourful ribbons, and my Lehrerboys rose t-shirt. <3

Home alone and eating dinner naked. Then I got a little carried away … (Accidentally filmed in slow-motion…apologies for the flickering)

It’s love month! Starting it off by loving myself in the best way I know how ;) sometimes I really do turn myself on. That’s why I’m online I guess… to share with everyone - why would I gatekeep this sexiness? Looks like I’m going to need a new rose suction toy though :’( RIP

I once again had time to kill before work and I woke up very horny. I’ve been using the Dipsea audio app for my solo sessions. I’ve since found an immersive audio that I can’t get enough of featuring two hot sounding men (American and British accents) who worship me. I love every minute and I orgasm on cue every time.

I was planning on doing a solo cum tasting soon because lately I’ve been super juicy, but someone suggested a cream pie eating video…then Cinna asked if we could have sex before we go to a friend’s for dinner. Perfect! I’ll cleaned myself up while he showered. Cinna has been camera shy so I don’t know how much partnered content I’ll be making going forward, but this worked for me today. In case you’re wondering, it was delicious :3

Sexting with my across-country friend who loves anal always gets me feeling this way. It’s too bad I don’t have a regular source of anal sex to train myself into my accidentally too-big toy, but I try it every once in a while. Can still only get the tip in….womp womp. Also… I’m not often up for anal penetration on its own, but the anal/clit combo makes for an awesome orgasm!

Today I worked from home, but luck would have it that my laptop had to do an update and then crashed. I thought “might as well have a little bit of fun while I wait” It’s been a few days since I’ve gotten off and honestly, I get so horny during my period…visuals not really needed to assist in that department right now. As you’ll see, I still use them (some fave Reddit posts - specifically r/RuinedOrgasm) I didn’t mean to ruin my orgasm, but it sometimes just happens when I’m watching others get ruined. I tried to make up for it by continuing to use my dildo on myself and achieve an orgasm, but I failed at that, too. I should be working, but all work and no play makes Keke a dull girl ;) I will definitely be trying again for that O later!!!

I am very excited and extremely grateful to introduce Master, my new, and first, Dom that I will be filming with once in a while :3 This was our second meet up, but the chemistry was instant when we matched on a dating app, and even though the connection was more than physical, we both have an agreement that Master will only message his slut (me) when he wants to use my holes. I am typically a submissive person in the bedroom and that's not something I can get from Cinna. Enter Master, who is in a polyam relationship. I fill a role in his life as his slut and he fills, well, all my holes. *drool* This gives me a chance for more anal sex and actual deepthroating practice; if you don't use it you do, in fact, lose it..as you might notice, and my apologies for that, but to keep it real, I didn't want to edit it out. Since a sub/dom relationship is new for me to do in person, he has been going easy with me until I ease into the role a bit more, but one thing he was eager to do was cum in my ass, as he has claimed it as his. I think this forest romp makes it official. I did a good job, so Master said I could cum on my own...I have yet to accomplish that since he dropped me off. The next morning update: Master filled me up so deep and full that a full 14 hours later it was still dripping and gushing out of me. Next time I see Master won't be for a little bit and I'm sad, but that just means the anticipation will be heightened and I'll be more desperate for Master's glorious cock. xoxo