I had been feeling horny since the weekend, thinking about what could have been. The morning of filming this I was in the gym and I couldn't concentrate on my workout because even the feel of my pussy rubbing against the seats on the machines was turning me on! I knew I needed to masturbate to release the tension. I felt so relieved afterwards, and could have had a little snooze if I didn't have to get to work.

Over the years I have had lots of different fantasies about the people in my life.. I think if we are being honest, we all have! At the moment, I am really into thinking about one person in particular and in this video I verbalise my confessions and fantasy whilst touching, rubbing and fingering myself. I came the first time but didn't quite orgasm, it still felt great but sometimes there can be a difference for me. I didn't expect to but I keep going for longer without talking, until I bring myself to a nice and satisfying orgasm. As usual, I feel sleepy afterwards so it's a shame I am so busy and can't just nap in post orgasm bliss, but I still always find the time for self pleasure. Dirty talk might not be everyone's cup of tea but it's mine and I had fun!

I had the house all to myself for the first time in a while, so of course I jumped at the opportunity to spend some sexy time with myself, and a carrot ;) You might notice at one point I thought I heard the kids come back in, but it turned out to be the dog I could hear walking about. I didn't realise the sun was partially censoring my pussy throughout some of the video, I am still not used to setting up a camera. For me, that is secondary to what I am doing, my main focus is on my pleasure. However, I have learned for next time that the sun can do this on a video, I usually love laying and basking in it :) This orgasm was so good that I felt a bit shaky afterward, I had to grab something to eat. It reminded me of an amazing time when me and my husband had such an incredible fucking session, he had to feed me back to health like a little bird, whilst I was laid out on the kitchen floor!

I enjoy communicating while playing, and I figured out that I like doing it on my own too! I am often imagining different fantasies, and sometimes I play them out in real life too. In this video I talk about a fantasy I have of a friend, where I eat her pussy in the bathroom at a mutual friend's house, unbeknownst to everyone else at the party! I didn't get to the details of the ending in the video, but I particularly like to think about sneaking out of the bathroom afterwards, feeling satisfied with our own little secret. I then follow up by sneaking into her room later that night while everyone is sleeping, maybe that's part 3! I talk in second person, as if I am speaking to her and telling her what I am thinking. I use a glass dildo which feels amazing to me, I can really put pressure on the spot I am stimulating. I want to do more videos with this dildo, exploring temperature play.

I was getting undressed and couldn't help but flirt with myself in front of the mirror, which of course turned into my hands being down my pants because I couldn't resist! I like wearing my husband's boxers. I enjoy playing with the expression of masculine and feminine energy, and the way this flows differently for me each day.

I have a high sex drive and sometimes it's a case of 'needs must'! This particular morning I was in the office and I couldn't concentrate without my mind wandering to filthy places, which isn't great when you have a busy workload, so I took myself off to the toilet to make myself cum. I had to be super quiet, which isn't like me, but I enjoyed listening to my colleagues walking past.

I have always had a curious nature and of course this extends to putting things inside of me. The banana is an age-old classic, and for me it works a treat every time. I really enjoy playing with it and penetrating myself, and cum twice, which is pretty standard for me (greedy?). I have to warn you though, early on in the video I realise I have come on my period. I knew it was coming but I was taken by surprise as I usually have a bit of spotting first, maybe the banana sped the process up! It doesn't get too bloody, so don't worry if you're squeamish (I personally find it a turn on). I also think the camera angle could be much better towards the end, but I am not a professional. I am just videoing what I usually do, with the idea of 'forgetting the camera is there', so the angle is not at the forefront of my mind. I think it is an enjoyable video all the same.. it certainly was for me :)