He told me to masturbate and take a video

Upon getting back from a week long trip, my first priority was reconnecting with Trevor. The way Trevor interfaced with my body was exactly what my system was asking for. The way he so tenderly introduced touch to my portal. The way he guided my body into climax with his fingers and cradled me after. The way his hands caressed my curves as his cock was resting in my portal. The way he flipped my over, putting pressure on my throat while using me for his pleasure...This man speaks my body's language, and I am full of gratitude to have access to this attunement. We hope you enjoy!

Disclaimer: Tausha had no idea the camera was on when this was filmed so this is her purely authentic reaction to being woken up with sex. Nighttime at times for us can be a push and pull of sorts. Sometimes I'm sleepy super early in the evening and Tausha is WIRED. So we don't always go to sleep at the same time. Tausha was feeling feisty so stayed downstairs, when I woke up to go pee around midnight I realized she wasn't in bed so I went to check on her. Sometimes her blood sugar can be a problem so I always check on her. When I peaked over the loft she was dead asleep, she snores and the whole nine yards. I decided to wake her up by licking her pussy, which from a dead sleep wound up being too overwhelming to be pleasurable. I was in a certain type of mood so it turned into rough sex through several orgasms while she was still sleepy. It was really fun to tell her afterwards that I got it on film, she was delighted.

I'm reminiscing on how I used to love masturbation. I couldn't wait to get that time alone to myself. Nowadays, it leaves me a little frustrated. Trevor focuses a lot on my pleasure, and is damn good at it too. I came across this old video, enjoying myself. That pulse is sure addicting.

Last night the pod had its first connective evening that was recorded! We decided to do massages with a hint of spice. An overall openness to sexual energy being shared. The ladies went first and the boys worked towards bringing their senses alive. Andi has been engaging in an active practice to increase the amount of time spent in what she calls 'middle space'. We focused on neutral and pleasurable touches without a huge emphasis on escalation. There was a spicy moment in the middle where Tausha and Andi are making out and grinding into each other. Seb and Trevor go front row seats as they watched Andis pussy grind on Tausha's thigh, they couldn't help but stroke their cock at that moment. Overall we feel it was a great introduction to what may evolve into a true four person flow. Something we have been interested in for awhile. Andi and Seb have started their own account to share the content they create together: find them at @FantasyErotica

Trevor and I had a little tiff this morning. We're both gaining the communication skills we didn't learn as children. After it had naturally settled -- which took way less time than the past (yay us!) Trevor followed me upstairs. I said "What's up?" and he said, "I just miss you." I smiled and tackled him on the bed. This is a major win for us! I love seeing the evidence of the work we're doing. The inner work is working! We hope you enjoy our make up sex! Much love!

Trevor struggles to receive. On occasion though he will submit to simply receiving pleasure. This is a the tail end of a morning, start to finish blowjob. It's always a treat to get to taste his cum and attune to his pleasure. We hope you enjoy!

We have been working towards freeing our perspective sexualities. Trevor's clouded with inherited traumas and societal programming and Tausha's hidden behind insidious abuse and attacks at her authentic sexual expression. We are working together through this problem and its complex and often heartbreaking. While fucking Tausha, Trevor has her read one of her slutty messages to a man she is contemplating fucking. In fact she had him over her and came on his hands and sucked his cock after this video was made, quite exhilarating but also has its pain points for Trevor. Sexual energy can be beautifully cultivated into acceptance and exploration and we are glad you are able to witness a part of our journey with us. We hope to continue this together and that someday we will be able to exist freely in our bodies in a broken society.

Recently we went on a business trip with some clients. We had hoped to book some secluded rooms but due to low water levels on the river and a miscommunication with our booking agent we were stuck in a crappy hotel room the first night a lodge the second night with shared walls on both sides (the video we made in the lodge had a baby laughing and playing in the next room that you could hear so we won't be uploading that video). This video is a good example of us making the best of an imperfect situation. We were both a bit disappointed by the circumstances but as always once we were alone we were quickly able to sync into our bodies and flow. We hope you enjoy watching as we dismantle the resistances in our nervous systems and focus on making a connection and a memory. As always thank you so much for your support and views, it means a lot to us!

We watched mainstream sex videos with a friend of ours, typically we don't watch a lot of conventional sex videos. By sharing our favorite videos with each other I was able to hear and see what Tausha really wanted to see in sex videos. Which was aesthetically pleasing to her. She likes to see up close as the dick slides in and out of the pussy. She likes to hear the sounds. She likes it when men talk and groan. She likes to hear the juices. So the next time we were fucking I decided to make the perfect video for her. We had been having a LOT of sex the few days prior. Literally milking my cock a drop or two at a time of cum. I've been experimenting with having orgasms without cumming which allows for zero refractory period for me. It's been an amazing journey with this woman. So for anyone curious this is the type of sex videos Tausha wants to watch, so we made one.

Tausha had a pleasure mapping scenario set up for me. Not often, but sometimes I am ok with being the center of attention. I had to put the kids to bed before it was 'my turn' after a day of a lot of random sex everywhere we went including an incredibly steamy session in a sauna. While putting the kids to be I FELL ASLEEP! Can you imagine? Anyways when she finally woke me up I insisted on continuing and this was the result. It wasn't what we had planned but it was still amazing to connect.