Spring Has Sprung - Part 1

Trevor and I attended a sensual gather this last weekend. It featured various sensory experiences with strangers, and clear boundary lists for each person. When I, personally, step into a sensual container, something in me wakes up. Like a combination of power, softness, and magnetism. I felt Trevor witness me in a way that has been out of reach for various reasons. Being witnessed, even for a moment, by Trevor certainly leads to eroticism for me. I love that charge. It's intoxicating. I hope you enjoy witnessing what that charge creates!

Trevor has not experienced a lot of anal/prostate play. For the most part he struggles to receive. Recently he has taken an interest and has found that some stimulation helps his prostate be more healthy. This video is only the second time we have ever done this so it is rather vulnerable. Of course at the end he makes love to me but as he describes it goes from feeling nothing to orgasming in seconds. I appreciate attuning to his body in this way and look forward to exploring more.

While making the previous video I couldn't help myself but grab a camera as Tausha was sucking my cock. So I started recording within the recording and got some really good angles. I love watching in real life but watching on the screen is somehow extra hot. We hope you enjoy.

On our journey to unwrite our programming and shame we have come up with the idea of 'slut missions'. Often the idea of the third comes into our mind during sex, so these slut missions are a way to play with that energy and find out what is comfortable and not comfortable. As I was setting up the camera I sent Tausha on a slut mission to suck our roommate Jon's cock. He had consented to being a part of this experimentation previously. Unfortunately he had already left to a local concert but it was still a rush! See what happens in the aftermath of that!

Tausha ovulates with the full moon-and during this time, her desire is insatiable. We captured one of the three intimate sessions we shared that day. Trev treats this time with deep reverance, often carving out what we call our "day of worship." Watch as he attunes to my body, giving me exactly what I crave. As I continue to heal from past abuse and shame, I'm discovering hunger for something more - though I'm still uncovering what that truly means. I hope you feel the depth and honesty in this expression of us.

Tausha's body was sore from a long day of tattooing, she is a tattoo artist and at times that work can cause parts of her body to lock up and be very stiff and painful. This started out as just a massage but after about 20 mins it became clear to Trevor that it was going to turn into more so he paused the massage, set up the camera because we love to share and proceeded to pleasure me eventually cumming in his own primal way himself. It was a great experience for both of us and we are happy to share with all of you.

Tausha and I have been exploring the world of kink. Although our connection is strong and palpable our more creative side sexually is relatively undiscovered. Alchemizing emotional pain using physical pain has always been an interesting idea. Recently I was topped by a experienced person and began to see the potential of the craft. This is relatively new in our journey. How much pain am I willing to inflict on Tausha? How much pain is she willing to take? Watch as we discover this together ultimately succumbing to pleasure instead.

Trevor and I had a little tiff this morning. We're both gaining the communication skills we didn't learn as children. After it had naturally settled -- which took way less time than the past (yay us!) Trevor followed me upstairs. I said "What's up?" and he said, "I just miss you." I smiled and tackled him on the bed. This is a major win for us! I love seeing the evidence of the work we're doing. The inner work is working! We hope you enjoy our make up sex! Much love!

We had a warm streak here in western Oregon at the beginning of this month, so I enjoyed 5 straight days of prepping our garden in the sunshine. Something is shifting in regards to my sexuality, it doesn't feel quite as accessible. I'm just riding that wave, trying to not write stories about it. Focusing on the garden calms my nervous system, and helps me feel like a goddess in a similar way sex does. When parts of you get shaky and unsure, returning to the mother makes the most sense to me. I hope you enjoy watching me exist in the way that feels best to me at this time. I hope to return to being my full self soon. Thank you for being here <3

This session turned into what we call pleasure mapping. As sexual beings we are constantly changing, during cocreated sex known pathways are often utilized in the pursuit of pleasure. We try to intentionally take time now and again to do some pleasure mapping. Treat each other like a fresh new body to discover. Really lean into our curiosity. Not focus on orgasm, but focus on pleasure and exploration. These videos are long and not super splashy like some, but if the subtle nuance and mind body connection are at all interesting to you, this is a great video to watch. Much Love, Trevor & Tausha.