Spring Has Sprung - Part 1

It had been awhile since we had a hot tub on the porch. Rarely are we alone on the property so we decided to set up a camera and see what happened. Something about the porch and its natural surroundings brings a sense of presence to our experience and for us presence usually flows into connection naturally. An interesting note about this video is this is the last time we connected sexually before Trevor broke his left arm in a side by side accident. For some reason he decided to bring me to orgasm with his left hand, which is very rare. Divine timing? Hard to say but now he's got some rehabilitation to do before we can make part two of this video. Love y'all thank you for being a part of our journey.

The first couple minutes of this video show some really good cuddles, which turn into a beautiful, embodied make out session, which then turns into our "lazy" version of sex. I love this position because I'm able to look into Trevor's eyes, which is an erotic experience in itself. We hope you enjoy!

In the past I have struggled with my mind body connection (I came too quick). When I started having sex with Tausha I was able to unwrite some of the anxiety that came with cumming too quickly. I learned that actually by leaning into my pleasure and accepting it, I then had more control. Many factors go into that. During this video though we hadn't had sex in a day and a half, which is a long time for us. Some tension had been building up between us. It's also extra exciting knowing that you are being filmed and people are going to see it. Anyways from the MOMENT I stuck my cock in Tausha I knew it wasn't going to last long. I could have came immediately. Instead I watched my cock slowly slide in and out of her wet folds. Feeling every inch of her as I slid in and out. Breathing deeply into the head of my cock. Tausha isn't used to this so eventually she rolled me over and had her way with me until I exploded. There is a section we had to cut out. Tausha is diabetic, and her blood sugar alarm went off. It is probably one of the most jarring sounds ever.

We have been working towards freeing our perspective sexualities. Trevor's clouded with inherited traumas and societal programming and Tausha's hidden behind insidious abuse and attacks at her authentic sexual expression. We are working together through this problem and its complex and often heartbreaking. While fucking Tausha, Trevor has her read one of her slutty messages to a man she is contemplating fucking. In fact she had him over her and came on his hands and sucked his cock after this video was made, quite exhilarating but also has its pain points for Trevor. Sexual energy can be beautifully cultivated into acceptance and exploration and we are glad you are able to witness a part of our journey with us. We hope to continue this together and that someday we will be able to exist freely in our bodies in a broken society.

This was a randomly inspired moment. Tausha decided to go down on me and it felt amazing, she was really attuning to my pleasure and I had to capture it and share it with you guys. Our simultaneous orgasm at the end was VERY powerful for both of us, you can mostly just hear it due to the chaotic nature of the filming. Hope you enjoy.

Trev has been working a lot lately and his sexual energy has been lower than normal. Today he asked me to masturbate when I woke up and send him some stills from the video I took. When he watched when he got home he said, "I can see why you get frustrated when you masturbate, that took forever." He then proceeded to fuck me for an hour which we took a video of as well. Thank you for watching!

Trevor and I attended a sensual gather this last weekend. It featured various sensory experiences with strangers, and clear boundary lists for each person. When I, personally, step into a sensual container, something in me wakes up. Like a combination of power, softness, and magnetism. I felt Trevor witness me in a way that has been out of reach for various reasons. Being witnessed, even for a moment, by Trevor certainly leads to eroticism for me. I love that charge. It's intoxicating. I hope you enjoy witnessing what that charge creates!

This session turned into what we call pleasure mapping. As sexual beings we are constantly changing, during cocreated sex known pathways are often utilized in the pursuit of pleasure. We try to intentionally take time now and again to do some pleasure mapping. Treat each other like a fresh new body to discover. Really lean into our curiosity. Not focus on orgasm, but focus on pleasure and exploration. These videos are long and not super splashy like some, but if the subtle nuance and mind body connection are at all interesting to you, this is a great video to watch. Much Love, Trevor & Tausha.

While making the previous video I couldn't help myself but grab a camera as Tausha was sucking my cock. So I started recording within the recording and got some really good angles. I love watching in real life but watching on the screen is somehow extra hot. We hope you enjoy.

On our journey to unwrite our programming and shame we have come up with the idea of 'slut missions'. Often the idea of the third comes into our mind during sex, so these slut missions are a way to play with that energy and find out what is comfortable and not comfortable. As I was setting up the camera I sent Tausha on a slut mission to suck our roommate Jon's cock. He had consented to being a part of this experimentation previously. Unfortunately he had already left to a local concert but it was still a rush! See what happens in the aftermath of that!