Toying With Slut Missions

I'm reminiscing on how I used to love masturbation. I couldn't wait to get that time alone to myself. Nowadays, it leaves me a little frustrated. Trevor focuses a lot on my pleasure, and is damn good at it too. I came across this old video, enjoying myself. That pulse is sure addicting.

This is us on a regular day. No plan or fancy setup...just a real desire to connect and the beautiful rhythm we fall into together. My favorite moment is when he flips me over and claims my pussy from behind. God, I'm very fond of feeling claimed. We hope you enjoy being a witness to our connection!

In the past I have struggled with my mind body connection (I came too quick). When I started having sex with Tausha I was able to unwrite some of the anxiety that came with cumming too quickly. I learned that actually by leaning into my pleasure and accepting it, I then had more control. Many factors go into that. During this video though we hadn't had sex in a day and a half, which is a long time for us. Some tension had been building up between us. It's also extra exciting knowing that you are being filmed and people are going to see it. Anyways from the MOMENT I stuck my cock in Tausha I knew it wasn't going to last long. I could have came immediately. Instead I watched my cock slowly slide in and out of her wet folds. Feeling every inch of her as I slid in and out. Breathing deeply into the head of my cock. Tausha isn't used to this so eventually she rolled me over and had her way with me until I exploded. There is a section we had to cut out. Tausha is diabetic, and her blood sugar alarm went off. It is probably one of the most jarring sounds ever.

Trevor and I had a little tiff this morning. We're both gaining the communication skills we didn't learn as children. After it had naturally settled -- which took way less time than the past (yay us!) Trevor followed me upstairs. I said "What's up?" and he said, "I just miss you." I smiled and tackled him on the bed. This is a major win for us! I love seeing the evidence of the work we're doing. The inner work is working! We hope you enjoy our make up sex! Much love!

Out Community has grown quite a bit in the last couple of months. Almost quadrupled in size. With our house being the main communal gathering space, we felt the need to get creative to allow for our full sexual expression. We took the RV out to a recreational area close to our house. We set out our solar, made some lunch, and fucked like rabbits. This was the tail end of our connective afternnon. Trevor went down on me after he came, which is VERY arousing...such a green flag, ya? We hope you enjoy!

Trevor and I attended a sensual gather this last weekend. It featured various sensory experiences with strangers, and clear boundary lists for each person. When I, personally, step into a sensual container, something in me wakes up. Like a combination of power, softness, and magnetism. I felt Trevor witness me in a way that has been out of reach for various reasons. Being witnessed, even for a moment, by Trevor certainly leads to eroticism for me. I love that charge. It's intoxicating. I hope you enjoy witnessing what that charge creates!

We have been working towards freeing our perspective sexualities. Trevor's clouded with inherited traumas and societal programming and Tausha's hidden behind insidious abuse and attacks at her authentic sexual expression. We are working together through this problem and its complex and often heartbreaking. While fucking Tausha, Trevor has her read one of her slutty messages to a man she is contemplating fucking. In fact she had him over her and came on his hands and sucked his cock after this video was made, quite exhilarating but also has its pain points for Trevor. Sexual energy can be beautifully cultivated into acceptance and exploration and we are glad you are able to witness a part of our journey with us. We hope to continue this together and that someday we will be able to exist freely in our bodies in a broken society.

Upon getting back from a week long trip, my first priority was reconnecting with Trevor. The way Trevor interfaced with my body was exactly what my system was asking for. The way he so tenderly introduced touch to my portal. The way he guided my body into climax with his fingers and cradled me after. The way his hands caressed my curves as his cock was resting in my portal. The way he flipped my over, putting pressure on my throat while using me for his pleasure...This man speaks my body's language, and I am full of gratitude to have access to this attunement. We hope you enjoy!

We recently took a trip to Hawaii. It was such a healing and wonderful experience, we spent most of it at a nude beach. Everything there is so deeply satiating. We found ourselves finally alone in the room and had to release some energy. The sun was shining, the birds were singing, and pleasure was experienced. We hope you enjoy.

Most of the time Trevor prefers to be in control. Guiding Tausha in riding her waves of pleasure and ultimately decided when himself climaxes. In this video however Tausha is in charge and rides him so good he can't help but have a toe curling orgasm relatively quickly. Pleasure is our practice, thank you for watching friends!