Healing Love

I felt a deep need to release some tension and mental fog before the work day, so I added a meditative moment to my shower before work to drop into my sexual energy. I was surprised just how hard I came standing up! It took me a while to come down.

For me, late luteal phase sex can be a process of slowly feeling into pleasure that sits just behind pain. Gently releasing into my lovers desire helped open me into my own pleasure one breath, moan, and giggle at a time ❤️

One of my favorite ways to interact with my being while I'm fucking myself is to watch myself in the mirror. It takes you into a different kind of pleasure realm to witness yourself. To gaze upon your own yoni. To dress up for yourself. To salivate over your own movements and moans mirrored back to you 🥵 When I engage with my pleasure in this way, I always wonder why I don't bring a mirror out more often!✨🪞❤️‍🔥

On a sunny beautiful spring day, I found myself horny and wanted to drop into some pleasure with myself. This video feels very vulnerable for me to share because it's me in my rawest form; unshowered, wild hair, unflattering positions, unshaven body hair...just to name a few things. But I feel deeply that real pleasure deserves as much space to be witnessed and eroticized as our self-pleasure sessions that are sexy and tempting and flattering from every angle. Just being in nature with myself is more than enough to turn me on, and that's the beauty reflected here 🤎

In the mood for reconnection, I asked my partner to join me on a little drive while listening to a new album. In my inspired energy, I randomly wanted to suck his cock so I pulled over and got on my knees until he came in my mouth! My partner is not an exhibitionist like me, so this was an edge for him that I'm grateful he allowed himself to explore with me :)

Inspired by the present moment & the holes in my neighbors fence (👀) I found myself journaling naked for a moment. It wasn't long before the sun had my body warm and open to a delightful self pleasure session in the middle of the day 🤍

If I could transport myself back in time to this bed in Hawaii with my love, I would in an instant! And I'd move the blanket out of the way while I'm at it 😜 This video is about as real as it gets from blankets covering my husbands cock to mid-sex panic about my butthole being touched! Lol. We are real human lovers and the laughter and connection in this video bring my heart a tremendous amount of joy and pleasure 🤍

Laying in the sun with my love is always a blissful way to spend time. We immediately noticed sounds coming from the neighbors - a worker was on the property, and my exhibitionism was immediately turned on 😈👀 My partner however is very shy, but I knew he wouldn't be able to resist getting head even though the worker was near....I had only one condition, which involved some loud licking, sucking, and lots of giggles 🤭

This video is filled with different sex positions, rough passionate sex, moments of gentleness, and playful laughter and connection.

Chronic illness is not represented enough in pleasure. In many ways it can exist as a barrier to feeling good, and at the same time, it teaches you how to truly feel the pleasurable moments in the body when they are there. This is an example of sensuality that is mundane, and mundane moments that become sensual in a body that is experiencing pain 🤎