Healing Love

My partner and I spent the weekend away from the city, camping in nature where there was an abundance of nourishing solitude & stillness. Wandering down a path we stumbled upon a secret meadow and immediately desired to make love in the open. We took our time grounding into each other and connecting, eventually finding a sweetly erotic rhythm with each others bodies 🤍 This was an experience neither of us will ever forget, and made our secret camp spot that much more magical.

Morning sex is one of my favorites when it begins in the dark and carries into the sunrise ❤️ This video started that way before we turned the camera on. It's filled with the depth of our connection in its most innocent form before the day begins and wears on us. Such a sacred time to connect and share ourselves with one another before we let the world in ❤️

Inspired by the present moment & the holes in my neighbors fence (👀) I found myself journaling naked for a moment. It wasn't long before the sun had my body warm and open to a delightful self pleasure session in the middle of the day 🤍

I felt a deep need to release some tension and mental fog before the work day, so I added a meditative moment to my shower before work to drop into my sexual energy. I was surprised just how hard I came standing up! It took me a while to come down.

Sensory deprivation is something that I find very arousing for many reasons. In this case, I found myself interested in it aesthetically at first, but the experience of it actually allowed me to tap into complete freedom. Not thinking about how any of it looked, just how it felt to be with my lovers body. There is a level of messiness you have to surrender to when you don't have access to your hands, and when your eyes are covered from any distraction - in that surrender I found a kind of sexual liberation I think about to this day ❣️ PS sorry about the camera angle in the beginning, it switches to POV midway 😉

Part two of the video we filmed on my partners birthday 😉 lots of eye gazing, intimate lingering touch, connection, and juicy penetrative magic ✨

For me, late luteal phase sex can be a process of slowly feeling into pleasure that sits just behind pain. Gently releasing into my lovers desire helped open me into my own pleasure one breath, moan, and giggle at a time ❤️

My husband was a sleepy angel this morning and I stumbled upon his hard cock first thing, and couldn't help but wake him up pleasurably!

Chronic illness is not represented enough in pleasure. In many ways it can exist as a barrier to feeling good, and at the same time, it teaches you how to truly feel the pleasurable moments in the body when they are there. This is an example of sensuality that is mundane, and mundane moments that become sensual in a body that is experiencing pain 🤎

In the mood for reconnection, I asked my partner to join me on a little drive while listening to a new album. In my inspired energy, I randomly wanted to suck his cock so I pulled over and got on my knees until he came in my mouth! My partner is not an exhibitionist like me, so this was an edge for him that I'm grateful he allowed himself to explore with me :)