Connecting in the Garden

Sensory deprivation is something that I find very arousing for many reasons. In this case, I found myself interested in it aesthetically at first, but the experience of it actually allowed me to tap into complete freedom. Not thinking about how any of it looked, just how it felt to be with my lovers body. There is a level of messiness you have to surrender to when you don't have access to your hands, and when your eyes are covered from any distraction - in that surrender I found a kind of sexual liberation I think about to this day ❣️ PS sorry about the camera angle in the beginning, it switches to POV midway 😉

My partner and I spent the weekend away from the city, camping in nature where there was an abundance of nourishing solitude & stillness. Wandering down a path we stumbled upon a secret meadow and immediately desired to make love in the open. We took our time grounding into each other and connecting, eventually finding a sweetly erotic rhythm with each others bodies 🤍 This was an experience neither of us will ever forget, and made our secret camp spot that much more magical.

After being interrupted by some passersby during a slower passionate moment, we finish with intensity and heat ❤️‍🔥

On a sunny beautiful spring day, I found myself horny and wanted to drop into some pleasure with myself. This video feels very vulnerable for me to share because it's me in my rawest form; unshowered, wild hair, unflattering positions, unshaven body hair...just to name a few things. But I feel deeply that real pleasure deserves as much space to be witnessed and eroticized as our self-pleasure sessions that are sexy and tempting and flattering from every angle. Just being in nature with myself is more than enough to turn me on, and that's the beauty reflected here 🤎

I felt a deep need to release some tension and mental fog before the work day, so I added a meditative moment to my shower before work to drop into my sexual energy. I was surprised just how hard I came standing up! It took me a while to come down.

After a night of passionate sex, I woke up craving more but something different. Together we spent time dropping into the flow of receiving and giving in a mutual surrender (69ing) along with some delicious making out, before another round of very hot sex.

In the mood for reconnection, I asked my partner to join me on a little drive while listening to a new album. In my inspired energy, I randomly wanted to suck his cock so I pulled over and got on my knees until he came in my mouth! My partner is not an exhibitionist like me, so this was an edge for him that I'm grateful he allowed himself to explore with me :)

Inspired by the present moment & the holes in my neighbors fence (👀) I found myself journaling naked for a moment. It wasn't long before the sun had my body warm and open to a delightful self pleasure session in the middle of the day 🤍

After 69ing for a while we decided to turn the camera on as we were in a particularly passionate rhythm. My husband continued to give me deep pleasure until I came, sucking and stroking his cock the entire time. The way he gently rubs my head and grounds me into my body as I come down from my orgasm is just as beautiful.

Chronic illness is not represented enough in pleasure. In many ways it can exist as a barrier to feeling good, and at the same time, it teaches you how to truly feel the pleasurable moments in the body when they are there. This is an example of sensuality that is mundane, and mundane moments that become sensual in a body that is experiencing pain 🤎