Connecting in the Garden

Some time ago, I found myself horny in the middle of the day. Not as a passive recipient of pleasure, but actively chasing it and allowing my body to grind into it fully. Streaky sunbeams accompany me in this self pleasure sesh.

Laying in the sun with my love is always a blissful way to spend time. We immediately noticed sounds coming from the neighbors - a worker was on the property, and my exhibitionism was immediately turned on 😈👀 My partner however is very shy, but I knew he wouldn't be able to resist getting head even though the worker was near....I had only one condition, which involved some loud licking, sucking, and lots of giggles 🤭

Chronic illness is not represented enough in pleasure. In many ways it can exist as a barrier to feeling good, and at the same time, it teaches you how to truly feel the pleasurable moments in the body when they are there. This is an example of sensuality that is mundane, and mundane moments that become sensual in a body that is experiencing pain 🤎

Sometimes there is tension in the body that can only be moved sexually. Times where someone has edged & teased you for as long as you can take before you reach your threshold and HAVE to cum. This moment was one of those for me. In the solitude of the evening, all flaws & grotesque desires covered in red light, I found myself writhing in desire that I couldn't contain anymore. I breathed and growled my way through the energy stuck in my body until it burst out of me all at once ❤️‍🔥🔥🏮😈🌚✨

I felt a deep need to release some tension and mental fog before the work day, so I added a meditative moment to my shower before work to drop into my sexual energy. I was surprised just how hard I came standing up! It took me a while to come down.

I had the most lovely morning with my husband enjoying a little coffee shop date before we stumbled into a hardware store where my little exhibitionistic self turned on! I kept teasing him and building desire until we got home. Once there, we immediately fell right into each other and reconnected after some time without sex. It was a special, sexy, sensual, rough, and soft time. There was even a playful moment of POV reverse cowgirl where I got to watch myself which I found very hot! 🔥

I was laying in the sun when my pussy started gushing with ovulatory fluid. When I felt how plump and needy my pussy was for my touch, I came inside to capture myself cumming and share it with you 😉

There is something so erotic about intimacy with the intention of not escalating past a certain point. It allows for the swell of longing and the ability to be deeply present with exactly where you are. Kissing, dry humping, and flirty play are things that bring us both into such blissful connection with each other in the here and now 💗

On this morning, I found myself meditating at my altar space: listening, extending questions, finding gratitude and presence. Somehow presence with the spiritual often arouses my body. I grabbed a vibrator, stripped my clothes and came back to this sacred space naked, to honor my pleasure. I was almost late to work from fully releasing into this moment with myself 🙏🏽💦

After a night of passionate sex, I woke up craving more but something different. Together we spent time dropping into the flow of receiving and giving in a mutual surrender (69ing) along with some delicious making out, before another round of very hot sex.