Sunlight and shadows - a morning quickie

As I wrote in our social post, I am back in my beautiful and beloved South Africa for good. I miss sex profusely, so I got my vibrator out that I haven't used in years (Ivan's dick was always waaayyy better, so I didn't have that primordial craving to be filled). I make myself squirt creaminess again and then keep masturbating until I have a shuddering orgasm. We're in the middle of a bloody hot summer here (like, 40°c kind of hot), but luckily, the warm mountain wind always helps to cool us down, and as a bonus, turns me on so much with its freedom-whispering properties. I was next to a quiet road, and although I was mostly hidden, if someone had decided to round the corner, I would have been seen.

A leisurely, spontaneous weekend afternoon session, filmed in our usual real-life way. There’s some construction noise in the background and a couple of interruptions, but that’s just part of the adventure of connecting through it all. This video is also special because it’s in response to a request asking for less editing and longer stretches in one position. So this time, I kept the edits minimal and let the positions play out naturally. You’ll see plenty of me on top, some face-riding, unhurried transitions and lots of Ivan giving those deep deliberate thrusts that keep me gasping (and him edging) the whole time.

This is a real look into the sex life of two people who are wildly into each other... and also parents. The kids were home this weekend and we got interrupted a lot. Around the 13-minute mark, one of them even knocks loudly (🤣)—we both get a fright mid-thrust. This is how it goes - chaotic, real and a little comic. You’ll also see us watching the videos we’d just taken of ourselves, right in the middle of all the restarting and foreplay. Each time we restarted, though, the chemistry is always still there. We stayed horny, stayed connected. I so deeply appreciate all the body wisdom that Ivan introduced me to. His beautifully simple and shameless view of sex has changed everything for me. Through him, I’ve come to know just how powerful, and even healing, sex can be. We’ve been together for 5 years, and we’ve learned that, for us, staying connected through our bodies matters more than words. With our different cultures and neither of us speaking English as a first language, words can trip us up—but sex brings us back to each other. We really hope you, too, get to feel this kind of sweetness in your skin, your breath, your core. (Also, isn't the birdsong in the background just lovely? Just a little gift from our life here in East Africa.😘)

We just moved to a new place after a year in this cute little house. Ivan and I thought we would say goodbye to it and honour our beautiful memories by fucking all over the house and garden, in between all the packing. Boxes everywhere, dust on our skin, laughter and tenderness and heat in every room, what a perfect celebratory farewell, right? 😉 We were able to be a bit loud for a change too, what a relief. (also, have I mentioned yet how much we both really really really like standing sex?) But this is more than just a sexy goodbye. This June, my mom and I hope to join the Global March to Gaza—to walk in solidarity, call for the opening of the Rafah border, and bear witness with our own bodies. All proceeds from this video will help us get there. If you believe justice and pleasure go hand in hand—if you know the body is sacred ground for resistance—thank you for walking with us. Love and hope and kisses and lots of good fucks to you all. 😘😘😘

This isn’t like our usual videos (or maybe a bit like the one where we fucked on the bathroom floor). The quality and lighting is quite rough and I left it completely unedited. What you see is 100% real and raw. We’d been craving anal for weeks, but it always feels like too much prep when time is short. This weekend, though, we'd both been dreaming about it too long so we finally put in the effort. It was surprisingly easy (being horny helps!), intense, and so good. So good, in fact, that we didn't want to stop to film. But then, in the middle of it again, I decided I really did need to capture it, even if only for us to watch again. So we gathered every ounce of self-disciplined and stopped in the middle of it to set up the camera. In the end, it felt too hot not to share, just in case you could also take some pleasure from it. If you know us, you know we usually try to keep things quiet. Eleven years of motherhood taught me to control my sounds a lot. But anal doesn’t let me. With Ivan’s beautiful, giant cock inside my ass, I can’t help it - it feels like being split open and remade at once. Primal sounds escape me before I can stop them (sounds that I feel a bit shy about afterwards actually). It’s like all the frozen parts inside me are being stirred, broken up, and released. And then there’s my face in-between the fucking, looking very dreamy and even a little dorky, but also really showing the heavenly yumminess of anal with Ivan. Welcome to our intensity. Sex is powerful. And in my opinion, anal sex even more so.

We had been away from each other for a full week. We usually have a lot of sex because it is our most core way of connecting to each other. We couldn't wait to drink each other in as soon as we put our toddler down for his nap. He napped for a full 3 hours, we used this time *fully* and just couldn't stop. The thought of filming ourselves came up in the middle of it and so here we are sharing some passionate clips with you. ;)

... but when honey's not home, I please myself and my soft pussy.

In our previous video, I shared that I was going to go to Egypt to join the Global March to Gaza. I did and I've been back for a week now and it's been heavy and hard. Both Ivan and I felt so disconnected from our bodies. We had almost no sex. But then mine came back in full swing and I was SO HORNY all of a sudden and Ivan was still not. I just kept masturbation, specifically this day. I realised in the middle of it that I could maybe film myself. I stopped, got the camera out, and here I am in my full horny glory for you to share in it. This time, I was absolutely imagining Ivan fucking me with that thick cock of his. Yummm.

A very intimate, raw and spontaneous video of us passionately fucking on our bathroom floor. We put the phone down and forgot about it so the angles are weird and interesting. The kids were all home the weekend, so we tried to keep it quiet, but it was hard, because it was so so good. I feel like an absolute queen when Ivan shows up for me with such fullness and energy. We hope for you to enjoy our video and wish amazing juicy sex for all of you too. ❤️

- the Part where we keep the momentum from Part 1 going. We keep at it in the garden until Ivan cums in his beautifully spectacular way. Then later in the day we keep going, but this time on the table inside. Ivan keeps making Hadassah squirt (a lot more than in part 1 - at one point Ivan jokes that it feels like he's standing in a lake). We just felt very wrapped up in each other and in the glow of having so much bodily intensity in one day. We kept at it long after our camera batteries ran out, late into the night. This day really felt endless in the best way and we're happy to have it recorded. Have fun! ;)