Subtle Self Pleasure

Self pleasure is something that goes much deeper than just the end result of cumming ~ it's a way I create a sensual container for myself to be all that I am in any given moment. This mornings pleasure sesh included some stretching, sensual self touch, tending to pain in my neck and back, being slow, not expecting anything from my pussy, and a surprisingly wet orgasm💦 Not all orgasms are beautiful, and yet they are entirely compelling exactly as they are.

Sensory deprivation is something that I find very arousing for many reasons. In this case, I found myself interested in it aesthetically at first, but the experience of it actually allowed me to tap into complete freedom. Not thinking about how any of it looked, just how it felt to be with my lovers body. There is a level of messiness you have to surrender to when you don't have access to your hands, and when your eyes are covered from any distraction - in that surrender I found a kind of sexual liberation I think about to this day ❣️ PS sorry about the camera angle in the beginning, it switches to POV midway 😉

On this morning, I found myself meditating at my altar space: listening, extending questions, finding gratitude and presence. Somehow presence with the spiritual often arouses my body. I grabbed a vibrator, stripped my clothes and came back to this sacred space naked, to honor my pleasure. I was almost late to work from fully releasing into this moment with myself 🙏🏽💦

After being interrupted by some passersby during a slower passionate moment, we finish with intensity and heat ❤️‍🔥

This video has a little bit of everything on my lovers birthday: flirty connection, sensual touch, slow foreplay, playing with sex toys on each other, making love, fucking rough, and mutual orgasms. It was definitely a birthday to remember ✨✨✨

Laying in the sun with my love is always a blissful way to spend time. We immediately noticed sounds coming from the neighbors - a worker was on the property, and my exhibitionism was immediately turned on 😈👀 My partner however is very shy, but I knew he wouldn't be able to resist getting head even though the worker was near....I had only one condition, which involved some loud licking, sucking, and lots of giggles 🤭

My partner and I spent the weekend away from the city, camping in nature where there was an abundance of nourishing solitude & stillness. Wandering down a path we stumbled upon a secret meadow and immediately desired to make love in the open. We took our time grounding into each other and connecting, eventually finding a sweetly erotic rhythm with each others bodies 🤍 This was an experience neither of us will ever forget, and made our secret camp spot that much more magical.

A slow and meandering beginning finding our rhythm making love in the woods is interrupted unexpectedly!

One of my favorite ways to interact with my being while I'm fucking myself is to watch myself in the mirror. It takes you into a different kind of pleasure realm to witness yourself. To gaze upon your own yoni. To dress up for yourself. To salivate over your own movements and moans mirrored back to you 🥵 When I engage with my pleasure in this way, I always wonder why I don't bring a mirror out more often!✨🪞❤️‍🔥

Chronic illness is not represented enough in pleasure. In many ways it can exist as a barrier to feeling good, and at the same time, it teaches you how to truly feel the pleasurable moments in the body when they are there. This is an example of sensuality that is mundane, and mundane moments that become sensual in a body that is experiencing pain 🤎