Subtle Self Pleasure

Morning sex is one of my favorites when it begins in the dark and carries into the sunrise ❤️ This video started that way before we turned the camera on. It's filled with the depth of our connection in its most innocent form before the day begins and wears on us. Such a sacred time to connect and share ourselves with one another before we let the world in ❤️

Sometimes there is tension in the body that can only be moved sexually. Times where someone has edged & teased you for as long as you can take before you reach your threshold and HAVE to cum. This moment was one of those for me. In the solitude of the evening, all flaws & grotesque desires covered in red light, I found myself writhing in desire that I couldn't contain anymore. I breathed and growled my way through the energy stuck in my body until it burst out of me all at once ❤️‍🔥🔥🏮😈🌚✨

On a sunny beautiful spring day, I found myself horny and wanted to drop into some pleasure with myself. This video feels very vulnerable for me to share because it's me in my rawest form; unshowered, wild hair, unflattering positions, unshaven body hair...just to name a few things. But I feel deeply that real pleasure deserves as much space to be witnessed and eroticized as our self-pleasure sessions that are sexy and tempting and flattering from every angle. Just being in nature with myself is more than enough to turn me on, and that's the beauty reflected here 🤎

After being interrupted by some passersby during a slower passionate moment, we finish with intensity and heat ❤️‍🔥

On this morning, I found myself meditating at my altar space: listening, extending questions, finding gratitude and presence. Somehow presence with the spiritual often arouses my body. I grabbed a vibrator, stripped my clothes and came back to this sacred space naked, to honor my pleasure. I was almost late to work from fully releasing into this moment with myself 🙏🏽💦

There is something so erotic about intimacy with the intention of not escalating past a certain point. It allows for the swell of longing and the ability to be deeply present with exactly where you are. Kissing, dry humping, and flirty play are things that bring us both into such blissful connection with each other in the here and now 💗

Chronic illness is not represented enough in pleasure. In many ways it can exist as a barrier to feeling good, and at the same time, it teaches you how to truly feel the pleasurable moments in the body when they are there. This is an example of sensuality that is mundane, and mundane moments that become sensual in a body that is experiencing pain 🤎

A slow and meandering beginning finding our rhythm making love in the woods is interrupted unexpectedly!

Part two of the video we filmed on my partners birthday 😉 lots of eye gazing, intimate lingering touch, connection, and juicy penetrative magic ✨

Self pleasure is something that goes much deeper than just the end result of cumming ~ it's a way I create a sensual container for myself to be all that I am in any given moment. This mornings pleasure sesh included some stretching, sensual self touch, tending to pain in my neck and back, being slow, not expecting anything from my pussy, and a surprisingly wet orgasm💦 Not all orgasms are beautiful, and yet they are entirely compelling exactly as they are.