chasing vibes

I got an IUD recently, which comes with cramps and bleeding afterwards. Not very sexy, but it does feel like I'm honoring my queerness and sexuality, which feels good. I've been trying to be gentle with my body as I recover and explore pleasure without penetration or even direct touch, and decided to film some of that. Plus, orgasms are meant to be good for cramps...

playing with my new dildo!

I think I’ve posted about this before, but I am really really tight, which means penetration-based quickies aren’t really possible for me—I need a lot of warmup time! This video captures the very common occurrence of me getting too turned on and going for it before I’m ready, and then needing to spend a little longer using my fingers until my pussy’s fully ready for action.

Visiting my family over the holidays meant a couple weeks without enough space/privacy for sex, even solo, so this was me making up for it with some extra touchy-feely masturbation once I got home. This was also my first time recording with music (from here: http://jamen.do/l/175887) and clearly I need to do some experimenting with speaker placement to get the levels decent, but if you put headphones on and crank the volume you should be able to hear it!

came home from a night out a little tipsy and very horny, and decided to film myself getting off. It’s a super blurry closeup, but I do like how this angle looks…definitely gotta play with camera setup more!

I don’t let myself squirt a lot—mostly because of how much cleanup it entails—so it can take some conscious effort to relax enough to make it happen, but when it does…hoo boy! Some of the most intense orgasms I have are during/right after squirting. Here, I’d been fingering myself on the couch for a while (got bored watching tv) when I started getting that about-to-gush feeling. I decided to lean into it this time, headed to the bathtub and started filming. At first I only squirted a little bit, but as I kept going, well…yeah, I had to clean my phone screen off pretty thoroughly after this one... I've never filmed anything from this angle before, but I think it's kinda cool how you can actually see my pussy twitching after I cum at the end—what do y'all think, are we fans of the up-close-and-personal filiming?

Oh hey, it's been a while! One thing that I think mainstream porn tends to be egregiously bad about portraying is foreplay--people are depicted as hard, wet, and ready to go out of the gate. That's not realistic for me, or for a lot of people! This video shows me gradually warming up to be able to take my dildo, and then slowly fucking myself with it. Enjoy! (Also--no audio in this one, because a car alarm was going off outside for literally the entire time I was filming! Yay!)

fucking myself with my dildo until I cum so hard I nearly kick the camera over…

something a bit different from my usual stuff, but still thought it'd be fun to share--lil gender euphoria moment with my new strap-on!

getting wet n wild with it~